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Am I Alone?
by ME

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day

what do you all think

nice

and sad

I think it a really interesting poem and shows the way you are feeling inside... I do exactly the same thing it's the only way to express your feeling YES!!!!

nice it's a sad poem

yes it is alien

I have book after book of poetry just like that i have had a few published too but can't remember wrighting most of them, it's so sad that we have to write instead of talking to someone about how we really feel inside

yes your right pm me we should chat alien

whenever you are ready ok

Here's One Of Mine



Children's Tears


Children's tears in a world thats gone wrong,
You can write them a poem, or sing them a song.
it makes no difference to them, they're hungry and cold,
Children should be heard and not hurt, I was always told.

if you're living in a family, where no love can be found,
You'll look for it, from who else is around.
Dad's never here, he's always in the pub,
Mum thought she'd try, to do what she could.

She'd leave me alone, on my own late at night,
Face covered in makeup, and her clothes were a sight.
Dad would come home drunk, he'd start to shout and swear,
I'd hide under my covers, I wouldn't look I didn't dare.

Then it would go quiet, Dad would fall asleep on the floor,
I tried to sneak out, but i couldn't reach to open the door.
My arms wouldn't reach, my legs are too small,
I opened the window, so I could shout and call.

I was frightened to death, no words would come out,
I couldn't see anyone, no one was about.
So I went back to bed, still hungry, still cold,
Hoping soon to become bigger, bigger and old.

Its not my fault, your life's tattered and torn,
I didn't ask to be here, I didn't as to be born.

Sadness


Am I to be happy?
I dwell so deep within myself
that I have never seen the light of day.

The past never happened,
the future will never come,
and the present isn't real.

Depression is a part of everyday life.
The birds chirp for someone else,
The day warms the lives of everyone,
but me.

Happiness lies near,
but my mind won't let my heart reach for it,
and happiness never knew.

I live in a prison,
solitary confinement.
Fear is my guard.

Nothing stops happiness from reaching me,
only me from it.
I am sure that if I can ever grasp it
that the barrier will be forever shattered.

How do you break through invisible bars?
What is it like to touch something you've never had?

I am confined to myself,
Just me and my sadness.

how old are you FrEaK.COM to be having thoughts like these, what happened to you to make you so sad and feel so lonely? all of the feelings you feel come out in your poetry and its so unfare for anyone to have to bottle up feeling only to let them out onto paper or screen.


if i can help you in any way please don't wait P.M me I don't judge I listen I feel some of the pain and lonelyness you are going through so I know how you feel,


have you told anyone you have all these feeling building up inside you, or do you do what i used to do, shut yourself in your room and cry yourself to sleep.


Please let me know if i can help ok

that's so sad

they're really good FrEaK.COM,i always used to do that,but i stopped coz i figured my parents or sum1 wud see

i normally just go in my room no one listens i have a few really good friends but they would never understand so i act like nothing wrong with me at school. And thank you crazy rock chick and clispin.

Warped & Twisted
by Me

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

FrEaK.COM these are so sad but they are very very good poems too.............i hope you feel a little better for writing them

those poems are really good...but kind of sad...

yea i guess here is one more


Through My Eyes
by me

Like tyrants assembled with tears
Trembling like a tomb
And singing like a statue
I am as empty as the ocean.
My blind eyes scream in silence
So this eternal echo will be known.
Given to the foils of time,
And shattered like plate glass-
You freeze within the fire.
Darkness now lives at daylight,
And shadows turn to the ghosts.
With all that shined is hollow
You imagine unconsciously.
And pretending to sleep you realize,
Nothing is what it seems.

Wow! I LOVE Warped & Twisted

thanks thats my best