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bid is a romantic!!!!
aaawwww *hug*

*blushes* yeah, I am *hugs Bloom back*

now THAT i wldnt hv guessed -interesting concept - a romantic vamp

Numb- Linkin Park...SO me

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)


I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take


I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you


I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you


I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be

this describes mine and one of my close friends quite well

There was a time
I was everything and nothing all in one
When you found me
I was feeling like a cloud across the sun

I need to tell you
How you light up every second of the day
But in the moonlight
You just shine like a beacon on the bay

And I can't explain
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way you look tonight

With a smile
You pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start

-something about the way you look tonight, elton john-

112 peaches and cream....

Oh girl I need it
I gotta have it
It's always on my mind
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream
I like it in my car
Or even in my bed
Or baby on the stairs
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream

Oh girl I need it
I gotta have it
It's always on my mind
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream
I like it in my car
Or even in my bed
Or baby on the stairs
Know what I mean
Peaches and cream

bid

im romantic too but lyrics that best describe me are..........
hmmmmmm dont know

im gonna think on this one

Case - Missing You.....



Standing here looking out my window
My nights are long and my days are cold
Cause I don't have you
How can I be so damn demanding?
I know you said that it's over now
But I can't let go

Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that
You're everything I need and more
If only I could find you

Like a cold Summer afternoon
Like the snow coming down in June
Like a wedding without a groom
I'm missing you
I'm the desert without the sand
I'm the one without a band
I'm a ring without a hand
I'm missing you

Driving 'round thought I saw you pass me
My rearview mirror's playing tricks on me
Cause you fade away
Maybe I'm just hallucinating
Cause my loneliness got the best of me
And my heart's so weak

ummm.. awwwwwwwwwww .. I think

the second lot were for bid 2....

awwww, thanks that's so sweet

pinch me by barenaked ladies:

On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
Who'll notice that I'm not around?
I could hide out under there
I just made you say underwear
I could leave, but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway


First Date by Blink 182:

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss


St. Anger by Metallica:

F*ck it all and no regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
I need a voice to let myself
To let myself go free
F*ck it all and f*ckin' no regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
Medallion noose, I hang myself
St. Anger 'round my neck

These lyrics are so me:

I'm an insane monkey, yeah!

Oh, wait....those aren't lyrics of anyones are they? Oh well, they describe me, so what the hey.

woohoo!!
ive not given virginia a hug!!
*hugs virginia*

bid>

*hugs jithra*



ahhh! lol my god thats so random yet hilarious

She says she's still searching
For salvations light
Yeah she wishes all day
And then she prays all night
She says she won't speak of love
'Cause love she's never known
And it's moments like these
That she hates to be alone
~ Collective Soul 'She Said'

that true

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

KoRn - Freak on a Leash


Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see fall from grace

(chorus)
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
I cheat, but for me to lay.
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see fall from grace

(chorus)
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
I cheat, but for me to lay.
Something takes a part of me.

So...fight! something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight

(chorus)
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
I cheat, but for me to lay.
Something takes a part of me.

there is like 4 songs.... here they are..
AFI"The Great Disappointment"

I can remember a place I used to go
Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful
I can remember, I searched for the amaranth
I'd shut my eyes... to see

Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones
I knew they would appear... saw not a single one
Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently
I'd make a wish... and bleed

While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away

I can remember... dreamt them so vividly
Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me
I can remember when I first realized
Dreams were the only place to see them

While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away
I was wasting away

I never, never wanted this
I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this
How could I have become?
I never, never wanted this
But from the start I'd been deceived
I never, never wanted this
How could I have become?

I never, never wanted this
I always wanted to believe
I never, never wanted this
I never, never wanted this
But from the start I'd been deceived
I never, never wanted this

Inside a crumbling effigy
But you promised
So dies all innocence
But you promised me

While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
While I waited I was wasting away
Hope was wasting away
Faith was wasting away
I was wasting away

AFI again...

"The Leaving Song"

Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered

You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"

All the cracks will lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart

As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

BOXcar racer
"I Feel So"

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Let's start over

AFI.... once again
Once there was boy who had vibrant glow, but as it goes, someone took it from him.
One day through the rain I heard him meekly moan, he said
"Will you wrap your arms around me as I'm falling?"
Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful? Never
Again Never Again But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes but he would never know that they were filled with
regret as their own dissipated.
He said, "I now feel more desperately alone, even though they wrapped their
arms around me as I'd fallen."

Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful? Never
Again Never Again But since then we've lost our glow.
Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful? Never
Again Never Again But since then we've lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes, but he would never know that they were claiming
regret as their own...
their own dissipated.

since i'm too lazy to look up lyrics, here's the songs that describe me:

i don't want to be - gavin degraw
revolution - aimee allen
how soon is now - love spit love
papercut, numb, crawling - linkin park

hmm...what else?....

I Guess I Just Wasn't Made For These Times

I keep looking for a place to fit in
Where I can speak my mind
I've been trying hard to find the people
That I won't leave behind

They say I got brains
But they ain't doing me no good
I wish they could

Each time things start to happen again
I think I got something good goin' for myself
But what goes wrong

Sometimes I feel very sad
Sometimes I feel very sad
(Can't find nothin' I can put my heart and soul into)
Sometimes I feel very sad
(Can't find nothin' I can put my heart and soul into)

I guess I just wasn't made for these times

Every time I get the inspiration
To go change things around
No one wants to help me look for places
Where new things might be found

Where can I turn when my fair weather friends cop out
What's it all about

Each time things start to happen again
I think I got something good goin' for myself
But what goes wrong

Sometimes I feel very sad
Sometimes I feel very sad
(Can't find nothin' I can put my heart and soul into)
Sometimes I feel very sad
(Can't find nothin' I can put my heart and soul into)

I guess I just wasn't made for these times
I guess I just wasn't made for these times
I guess I just wasn't made for these times
I guess I just wasn't made for these times
I guess I just wasn't made for these times
I guess I just wasn't made for these times


(By The Beach Boys- from 'Pet Sounds')

heres another which is an even better description than Freak on a Leash

Deftones-Good Morning Beautiful



One of these days you'll break me of many things.
Some cold white day, but you're crazy if you think I would leave you this way...

You should wake up (wake up) before the wrath comes
Me and you could take off (take off) before the wrath comes...soon

And one of these days I pray it will be sometime soon.
On a day like today, you'd be crazy not to want me to teach you the way...

You should wake up (wake up) before the wrath comes
Me and you could take off (take off) before the wrath comes...please

Well I know what you're like
I've read it on the walls
You're too tired, you choose heaven over the earth and me but come on please...

You should wake up (wake up) before the wrath comes
Me and you could take off (take off) before the wrath comes...
Well maybe you should take off
Yeah you should take off (take off).

metallica - Sanitarium

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God,wake me

Back in the womb its much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God,wake me

Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

sorry i meant metallica - one

Sunrise and love in its splendor reaches out to a lover like me again
Sunrise and love love love everlasting
Sunrise and love everlasting speaks to me in metaphysical harmonies
Sunrise and love for the world to see
We move to celestial rythms rare upward and out ward to delight in the mysteries
Sunrise in outerspace Love for everyface sunrise in outerspace love for every face

You're just a puppet and a pawn in the hands of fate
You're just a puppet and a pawn in the hands of fate
but if you have faith, you can find fate in a pleasant mood
and you can change your destiny yes you can change your destiny

a lot... but one of the afi songs stick out the most.
the great disapointment

a lot...

yeah.

The One by 'The Foo Fighters'

Everyone makes one mistake
One more time for old time's sake
One more time before the feeling fades
One that's born of memories
One more bruise you gave to me
One more test just how much can I take

You're not the one,
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one,
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this

Something never meant to be
Everything you meant to me
Wake me when this punishment is done
Those who try and get away
From the one who gets away
Someone's always someone else's one

You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
Until the end of time In another life
Until the day I die

Just save it up for one more try
Save it for the next goodbye
We go on again off again on again off

"its not my fault that I can't be trusted, and people like me aren't all disgusted."

christina aguilera - voice within

"Jaded" by Mest
There's a time and place for everything
There's a reason why certain people meet
There's a destination for everyone
What's the explination when we're done

All the summer nights spent wondering
So many questions asked but no one is answering
Will it be ok if I left to today?
Took my chances on, what you said was wrong

Im jaded, stupid and reckless, not sorry but I'll never regret these years spent so faded and reckless not sorry and I'll never regret these years (I'll never regret these years)

Now here I sit, so far away
Remembering all the memories
When times like these are when I miss you most
Remembering when we were so close

Im jaded, stupid and reckless, not sorry but I'll never regret these years spent so faded and reckless not sorry and I'll never regret these years (I'll never regret these years)

I'll never forget the places we've been you and I
Our lives are slipping away
Dont want to let time pass us by

how could i forget this one?

Korn-ADIDAS

Only see, somehow it always seems that I'm learnin' or
something I can never be
It dosen't matter to me, 'cause I will always be that pimp I see
in all my fantasies

I don't know your f**king name.
So what? Let's. . .

Screaming to be the only way that I can truly be free
from my f**ked up real life
so I dream and stroke it harder, 'cause its so fun to see my
face staring back at me

I don't know your f**king name.
So what? Let's f**k.

All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About f**kin'

whoa... if that songs really describes ye then bloo should be afraid... VERY afraid...

kings of leon "she's just another girl who wants to rule the world" - i am that girl

heres lyrics that desribe me cuese i wrote them

L.S.D

come with me
and ill take away
all our pain
make your feel free again
close your eyes
count to ten
come with me

feel it deep within your spine
peace has been denied
slowly your brain fries
deeper and deeper you fall
so you convince your self your allright
that everything is fine
nowing damn well your lifes a lie
but noes there to hear your calls

so you hide away from your self
slowly turning away everyone else
fear is all that you have left
all you left is to pray for death

lost slayer of decency
drugs replace our familys
caged in my insanty
untill the day i die


feel the sting
watch it bleed
tap the vayne
lost slayer of decency is me
to fast to think
strung out on crank
just cant sleep
in me you will find your end
see weak
see you crumble
brings me joy
seeing you in pain
hearing you scream
is how i feed on you

a part of you left behind
suffering so divine
lost with in a ****ing line
deeper and deeper you fall
now your all out of time
kiss your ****ing as goodbye
one last twist of my ****ing nife
but no ones there to here your calls

slowly you fade away
seeing it on your ****ing face
such a dirty discrace
but that the price we pay



now you wonder endlessly
between a dream and reality
never ending tragidy
following you till the end of time

feel the sting
watch it bleed
tap the vayne
lost slayer of decency is me
to fast to think
strung out on crank
just cant sleep
in me you will find your end
see weak
see you crumble
brings me joy
seeing you in pain
hearing you scream
is how i feed on you

now im done with you
move on down the line
find another
just like you
one more time
one more time

Whoa, Looserib, great song!

Hmm, okay, heres a couple of mine:

Mad World (dont know all the lyrics, soz!)

And Mulder and Scully, Catatonia
(yes, its a love-life thing)

I'd rather be liberated
I find myself captiveted
Stop doing what you,
Keep doing it to

Id rather stay bold and lonley
I dream I'm your one and only
Stop doing what you
Keep doing it to

(Chorus)
Things are getting strange, I'm starting to worry
This could be a case for Mulder and Scully
Things are getting strange now I cant sleep
Alone here

I d rather be jumping ship
I find myself jumping straight in
Stop doing what you
Keep doing it to

Forever be dozy and dim
I wake myself thinking of him
Stop doing what you
Keep doing it too

Chorus

And as for some happy ending
I'd rather stay single and thin
Stop doing what you
Keep doing it too

Chorus

'An introverted kind of soul
The earth did open, swallow whole'
Only ones I can think of. Excuse me.

Joy Division - Atmosphere

Walk -- in silence
Don't walk away -- in silence
See the danger -- always danger
Endless talking -- life rebuilding
Don't walk away

Walk -- in silence
Don't turn away -- in silence
Your confusion -- my illusion
Worn like a mask
of self-hate
Confronts and then dies
Don't walk away

People like you -- find it easy
Aching to see -- walking on air
Hunting by rivers, through the streets,
every corner abandoned to soon
Set down with due care
don't walk away -- in silence --
Don't walk away

The Chameleons - Second Skin - Chorus

I realize a miracle is due
I dedicate this melody to you
But is this the stuff dreams are made of
If this is the stuff dreams are made of
No wonder it feels like I'm floating on air
Everywhere, it feels like I'm everywhere

thanks slashwristbarbi i have more that i can post they are all songs i wrote with my band called nothing but losers hopfully (crosses fingures) we will have then to download soon

thats a great song by mudvayne alot of their lirycs i can relate to

True true that is my life in a nut shell

I can't exactly relate to many Placebo songs, but I can relate to what theyre about: I just hate myself sometimes because I'm a compulsive idiot and I wish that was different. Doesn't always work tho'. Shame that.
*shrugs*

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Everytime-Britney Spears
Cd-In the zone

4 my x-girlfriend I MISS U BABY

Does any one lesson to local h?

dont they sing bound to the floor and brindmire(sp) stomp

I know Local H, I haven't listened to them in a long time but I like them.

It about time some one knows local h

i have seen them live once they were good if its the same band the lead singer has his guitar riged with bass and guitar pickups its a trip

Garbage, Medication

I dont need an education,
I learned all I need from you
They got me on some medication,
My point of balance was askew.
It keeps my tempreture from rising,
My blood is pumping through my veins

Chorus
Somebody get me out of here,
I'm tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me
Or anybody else

I wear myself out in the morning,
Your asleep when I get home.
Please dont call me self defensive,
You know it cuts me to the bone.
Though its really not surprising,
I hold a force I cant contain

Chorus

And still you call me co-dependant,
Somehow you laid the blame on me
And still you call me co-dependant,
Somehow you laid the blame on me

Somebody get me out of here,
I'm tearing at myself.
I have to make a point these days,
To educate myself
Somebody get me out of here,
I'm tearing at myself,
Nobody gives a damn about me,
Or anybody else.

Oh, and Trinity Matrix, have you ever heard Strange Glue, also by Catatonia? Its one of my fave ever songs!

they say i'm difernt they don't understand
that there are bigger problems that are much more in demand.
(michael jackson WHY YOU WANNA TRIP ON ME?)

They'll kick you, then they beat you, then they'll tell your it's fair
so beat it, but you wanna be bad
(michael jackson BEAT IT)

here's another one the song is named 'delusions' and it's sang by a polish band, Hey. dunno why it's in english

'It's stuffy here
But my window is closed
I'm drinking wine
And I'm scared to the bones

A woman in a white dress stands outside
I (so good) know her name
Things went right dark before my eyes
I hear she's coming

Hello my dear
My name is Death
Don't be afraid
Would you mind if I smoke
You've got five minutes to pack your clothes
But then we're leaving
You've got the right to make one phone
But then we're leaving

HELLO! CAN YOU HELP ME? *scream* Yeaaaah...

It's stuffy here
But my window is closed
I'm drinking wine
And I'm scared to the bones
A woman in a white dress stands outside
I (so good) know her name
Things went right dark before my eyes
I hear she's coming

HELLO! CAN YOU HELP ME?? *scream* Yeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaahh..'

might contain minor grammar mistakes...

does any one know when local h new cd is comming out?

ya next year

drinking bone
tracy byrd

Well it's Friday evenin' six o'clock
And all my friends are twistin' off
I'm at the house just turnin' on T.V.
And they all wonder why I've changed
How many times must I explain
It's basic honky tonk anatomy

The drinkin' bone is connected to the party bone
The party bone's connected to the stayin' out all night long
And she won't think it's funny
And I'll wind up all alone
And the lonely bone's connected to the drinkin' bone

Hey two plus two is always four
And down is south and up is north
Thirty-two degrees is freezing cold and,
You play with fire you wind up burned
The early-bird gets the worm
But the only thing you really need to know
Is...

The drinkin' bone is connected to the party bone
The party bone's connected to the stayin' out all night long
And she won't think it's funny
And I'll wind up all alone
And the lonely bone's connected to the drinkin' bone

Hey sing it with me
Let's make sure you know....

The drinkin' bone is connected to the party bone
The party bone's connected tot he stayin' out all ngiht long
And she won't think it's funny
And I'll wind up all alone
And the lonely bone's connected the the....

The drinkin' bone is connected to the party bone
The party bone's connected to the stayin' out all night long
And she won't think it's funny
And I'll wind up all alone
And the lonely bone's connected to the drinkin' bone

www.memory
alan jackson

I know you're leaving, I see the signs
You're gonna walk out on this heart of mine
You'll never call me, you'll never write
You made your mind up, you're gone tonight
If some rainy day you're all alone
You feel like talkin' you can log me on

At www.memory
I'll be waitin' for you patiently
If you feel the need, just click on me
At www.memory

You won't even have to hold me or
Look into my eyes
You can tell me you love me
Through your keyboard and wires
No, you won't have to touch me or
Even take my hand
Just slide your little mouse around
Until you see it land

At www.memory
I'll be waitin' for you patiently
If you feel the need, just click on me
At www.memory

If you feel like love, just click on me
At www.memory

you were once a girl, and i was your man.
we were so in love, we made our plans.
how was i to know, what was in your mind.
i was unprepared, for the changes i would find.

you cried to me, the names of the doctors that you see.
mistakes like this one can be undone.

they put something there that i dont want
at night i say my prayers, and hope its gone
you became yourself, or so they say
if i kiss you now, they'd call me gay

muscles on your chest, replace the softness of your breast
i hang my head and cry, i can not love a guy

im living in a bad dream.
saw my girl all nude.
im crying everyday now.
my girl became a dude!

the doctors put something there that i dont want (i dont want it)
every night i say my prayers, and i pray its gone
you became yourself, or so they say (thats what they say)
but if i kiss you now, they would call me gay.

when a man learns, his one true love is growing side burns.
its useless to go on, my jane is now a john.

im living in a bad dream.
saw my girl all nude.
im crying everyday now.
my girl became a dude!

transexual song (my girl became a dude)

undercover SKA

"Saturday Night's Alright (for fighting)" by Nickelback--some of it, anyways

Don't give us none of your aggravation
We had it with your discipline
Saturday night's alright for fighting
Get a little action in

Get about as oiled as a diesel train
Gonna set this town alight
`Coz Saturday night's the night I like
Saturday night's alright, alright, alright

Packed pretty tight in here tonight
I'm looking for a woman to treat me right
I could use a little muscle to get what I need
I'll drink a fifth of jack and scream out "She's with me!"

A couple of sounds that I really like
Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike
I'm a juvenile product of the working class
Whose best friend floats from the bottom of a glass

And the song whose name I don't remember by Godsmack.. Just one line from it:
I stand alone

And "Stillframe" by Trapt

Please help me cause I'm breaking down
This picture's frozen and I can't get it out
Please help me cause I'm breaking down
This picture's frozen and I can't get it out of here
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you

A small confession
I think I'm starting to lose it
I think I'm drifting away
From the people who believe me

A small reflection
Of when we were younger
We had it all figured out
And we had everything covered
But now we're old it's getting harder to see
What the future will hold
What the f.uck do we have to say

The part about being old doesn't fit me cos.. Well, I'm not old. But the rest does. Sometimes I feel like either I'm going insane, or the rest of the world is.

And, finally, for my humorous side, "What's my age again" by blink-182

I took her out
It was a Friday night
I wore cologne to get the feelin' right
We started makin' out
And she took off my pants
But then I turned on the TV
And that's about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when you're 23
And still more amusing are your TV shows
My friends say I should act my age
What's my age again
What's my age again

Limp Bizkit-Lonely World

When i reminisce ignorance was bliss,
Back in the days where the magic exist
Never be the same as it was, 'cuz the way it was
Just another day in the maze of a myth
Had a lot of fun living life on the run,
Never had a chance to pause to get a better glance
Everything was free and everything was fast
Never even thought it wouldn't last
When you go the mind of a man in the middle
Life is just a big fat riddle, so figure it out
Always thinking that you know
Everything little thing there is to know
Buy you don't really know, ya know?
It's like love, some people get it
For some it's just a glove that just never fitted
For me it's just a pain in the ass
But i'm addicted to the taste of hopin' it could last

Another day another night inside a lonely world
Another game another fight inside a lonely world
Another wrong another right inside a lonely world
Such a lonely world, such a lonely world
Who's the man (the man in the middle)

Maybe i'm a target for people that are bitter
At least i can say that i've never been a quitter
I remember high school, man i hated high school
It was like prison with bullies always putting me down
Just a little skater boy they could pick on
I learned to forgive'em, now i got the balls they can lick on
I loved sneakin' out when my mom was asleep
With my gothic girlfriend makin' love in the creek
With the mind of a man in the middle
It could be the end of the world as we know it
Still i never want it all, and i never want it now
I just want to cruise, if i loose then i'll figure it out
How the times flies, even with the blink of an eye
When you're young you absorb like a sponge in disguise
Then you get a little older and gather your thoughts
It's amazing what you learn
When you've never been taught, ya know?

No matter how hard i can try inside a lonely world
No one can hear me when i cry inside a lonely world
I'll never know the reasons why inside a lonely world
Such a lonely world (such a lonely world)


i dont usually like Limp Bizkit, but this song describes me so accurately its like they actually deliberately wrote it about me.

I think its great how people can find lyrics they really connect with.
here's mine-


-I find it kind of funny i find it kind of sad
the dreams in wich i'm dieing are the best i've ever had -

-bow my head i want to drown my sorrow, no tomorrow. no tomorrow.-

Both Taken from mad world - tears for fears.



When routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And resentment rides high
But emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways, taking different roads
Then love, love will tears us apart again
Love, love will tears us apart again -

Taken from Love will tear us apart- Joy Division.

I know I believe in nothing but it is my nothing.

Faster - Manic Street Preachers.

"Behind Blue Eyes"

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be faded to telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through

Discover l.i.m.p. say it
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

ahh the Limp Bizkit version!!!!

Modest Mouse - Float On
Avril Lavigne - Who Knows
NIN - Hurt
The Calling - Our Lives
Faith No More - We Care A Lot
Stabbing Westward - I Remember

Those are songs that are me... Posting the lyrics would be too time consuming.

ive finally found some....
kelly rowland - havn't told you

Look in my eyes
What do you see?
Only me
Got nothing to hide
Seek and you'll find
What's on my mind
This happened so fast
Not a part of my plan
So I'm leaving my heart in your hands

Haven't told you, just how much I love you
Only by dreaming
I show my feelings
Haven't told you, just how much I love you
Time for revealing
And I will give you something too
A love from me to you

Look in my eyes
You know me so well
Can't you tell
(That I'm)Way into deep
I'm going down
So catch me now

It happened so fast
Not a part of my plan
Now I'm leaving my heart in your hands

Haven't told you just how much I love you
Only by dreaming (only by dreamin')
I show my feelings (i show my feelins)
Haven't told you, just how much I love you baby
Time for revealing
And I will give you you something too
A love from me to you

I feel you
Everyday I breathe you
Every single moment from the start
I see you
Constantly I feel you
You move me so
Not letting go
You smile at me
My heart is yours to keep

Haven't told you just how much I love you
Only by dreaming
I show my feelings
Haven't told you just how much I love you
Time for revealing
And I will give you something too
A love from me to you

Have I told you baby
Oooh I love you bay
I show my feelings
And I will give you something too
A love from me to you

Yes the Limp Bizkit version. Personaly I think it sounds better than the original (but thats just me)

you have just sinned



Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have

I still recall the taste of your tears.
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore.


come on and tell me.
make this all go away.
you make this all go away.
i'm down to just to thing.
and i'm starting to scare myself.
make this all go away.
you make this all go way.
I just want something.
I just want something i can never have

You always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now.
this thing is slowly take me apart...
grey would be the color if i had a heart.



In this place it seems like such a shame.
though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see.
just a fading f**king reminder of who I used to be.



I just want something.
I just want something i can never have.
I just want something i can never have.

..hmm i would say...
Evanescence - bring me to life
Linkin Park - Breaking The Habbit
Papa Roach - Last resort <--Mainly that one..-.-..all so so true to me
*looks through her playlists*
....
Corey Taylor - bother
Cradle Of Filth - Suicide And other Comforts <---- that to -.-
Disturbed - Forsaken
Guns 'n' Roses - November Rain
Linkin Park - in the end & One Step Closer
Rasmus - In the Shadows
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand to wrap em all up
Slipknot Duality
:Bunny:
..*slaps that bunny request in to line*

....
Much better

less than jake-science of selling yourself short

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,

I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so overdosed on apathy and put down on sympathy

I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy

linkin park-breaking the habit

Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm searching in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends...

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Mommy, I'm scared fear

Will you people shut up. I don't insult your opinions fyou

.

LostProphets- Burn, Burn

Where do i begin with this life we're livin in
Mark the youth in uniform, make us all fit in
But do you think, that we're that blind?
And we can't see through all your lies?

Cause if its no good
burn burn the station
we'll burn it down
burn burn the truth
enjoy the flames
in celebration
enjoy the sounds
for us for them for you

I know the ive foretold
My intergrity was sold
Price and place the product shelf
Its worth its weight in gold
But do you think weve lost our minds?
And we can't see through all your lies?

Cause if its no good
burn burn the station
we'll burn it down
burn burn the truth
enjoy the flames
in celebration
enjoy the sounds
for us for them for you

burn burn the truth
the lies from you
burn burn the life
that you cant choose
burn burn the hate
that gets you through
burn burn for us, for them, for you
burn burn for us, for them, for you
burn burn for us, for them, for you
burn burn for us, for them, for you

Cause if its no good
burn burn the station
we'll burn it down
burn burn the truth
enjoy the flames
in celebration
enjoy the sounds
for us for them for you
Cause if its no good
burn burn the station
we'll burn it down
burn burn the truth
enjoy the flames
in celebration
enjoy the sounds
for us for them for you
for us for them for you
for us for them for you
for us for them for you
for us for them for you

Linkin Park - Lying From You

I remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk of who i oughtta be
remember listening to all of that and this again
so i pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now you think this person really is me
and i'm trying to bend the truth

ASHANTI - OVER

Can't believe that it's over baby
But every bruise on my heart you gave me
See we tried but we fight then we cried now it's over babe it's over babe.

When I met you I knew you would be the one,
for me cause looking at you made me feel kind of
crazy, now what you asked I almost did it automatically
but it was nothing compared to the joy you gave me.
Although I know that what we had it wasn't perfect babe,
you fooled around, but see back then it didn't phase me
I thought by staying, trying to change you would be worth it babe,
but now I see that trying to change you only changed me.
All these tears,and all of your lies
all these years and now we're saying goodbye, it's over babe.

I'll never forget what you did to me so I'm gone I'm leaving baby,
Whenever you see me don't even speak,
I'll never forget what you did to me.

"Black then white are all i see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see.
as below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all i see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see there is so much more and
beckons me to look thru to these infinite possibilities.
as below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to
I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired to fathom the power, to witness the beauty,
to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
to swing on the spiral
to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I move myeslf between the sounds and open wide to suck it in.
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going."

"Lateralus"-Tool.

-AC

There's quite a few songs by P!NK that make me feel as though she's written them about me!


SAVE MY LIFE by PINK (TRY THIS)
"She's back on drugs again,
Even though she knows it ain't right.
She can't even call up her friends,
And say "help me save my life.
She's so ashamed of herself that she's come full circle
Nobody understands what it's like to,
Be this girl"


WAITING FOR LOVE by PINK (TRY THIS)
"She looks to the sun
Help her to carry on
Braking down all the years
Wondering how she got here
She drifts through the sky
Counting the reasons why
How my life turned so fast
Remembering all of the past

All the changes, and all the mistakes
Foolishly laughing at things that
Words that she says

She looks to the stars
Breaking, time to follow the heart
Her world is falling apart"

OTHER SONGS...

DON'T SPEAK by NO DOUBT - The 1st part was exactly what was going through mine and my sister's mind when she left...
"you and me
we used to be together
everyday together
always

i really feeeel
that im loosing my best friend
i cant believe
this could be
the end

it looks as tho
your letting go
and if its real then i dont want to know"

Also... My Prerogative by Britney Spears or Bobby Brown
"Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative"
That one was recent when everyone was just hasteling me about the way i'm living my life!

Anyway...

Good charlotte - the click

Just because I walk
Like Obi-Wan Kenobi
You people talk
But you don't even know me
And that's all right
'Cause I get down with GC
So I walk on and
Listen to their CD
Some people laugh
They do it just to spite me
Behind my back
They don't know what I see
But I don't care what they say
I don't need them anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway

You go out on Friday night
I'll stay in but that's all right
'Cause I have found a clique
To call my own in-crowd
Out-crowd
I don't care your crowd
My crowd
We can't share
'Cause I have found
A clique to call my own
(Let's go)

So come and talk to me
On my computer screen
The best years of our lives
Aren't as easy as they seem
But one day we'll look back
And then we'll have to laugh
They used to call us names
Now they want our autographs
To get the girl and make the grade
It's all a show
It's all a game
And I would lose it if I played
It's all the same

So I don't care what they say
I don't need them anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway

You go out on Friday night
I'll stay in but that's all right
'Cause I have found a clique
To call my own in-crowd
Out-crowd
I don't care your crowd
My crowd
We can't share
'Cause I have found a
Clique to call my own

She says she'd call
But I know she won't
(She won't)
(She won't)

You go out on Friday night
I'll stay in but that's all right
'Cause I have found a clique
To call my own in-crowd
Out-crowd
I don't care your crowd
My crowd
We can't share
'Cause I have found a
Clique to call my own

I don't care what you say
I don't need you anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway

I don't care what you say
I don't need you anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway

good charlotte - the young and the hopeless

Hard day's made me hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow saved me
And I know, I'm making something
Out of this, life they called nothing
I take what I want; I take what I need
They say its wrong, but its right for me
I won't look down, won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

And if I make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up, and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cos, I'm young and I am hopeless
I'm lost and i know this
I'm going no where fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I'm fallen
I'm Angry my father
It's me against this world and I don't care,
I don't care!

And no one in this industry
Understands the life I lead
When I sing about my past
It's not a gimmick, not an act
these critics and these trust fund kids,
try to tell me what punk is,
but when I see them in the streets
they got nothing to say

And if I make it through today
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up, and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cos, I'm young and I am hopeless
I'm lost and i know this
I'm going no where fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I'm fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care,
I don't care
I don't care
No
I don't care

I'm young and I am hopeless
I'm lost and i know this
I'm going no where fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I'm fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care,
I don't care

I don't care!
I don't care!
I don't care!

my chemical romance - i'm not okay (i promise)

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sang the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
because i'm telling you the truth
i mean this, i'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-f**king-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

Slayer-Deviance

I embrace the darkness within
Forever serve beneath its hand
Horrid thoughts that surface to me
Ceremony bloods command
I will live through this forever
I have done the things you grieve
As you kneel before its evil


Cradle of filth-Nymphetamine

Evanescent like the scent of decay
I was fading from the race
When in despair, my darkest days
Ran amok and forged her face


Also cradle of filth-Nymphetamine

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again
From the fairest of handmaidens to
A slick perverted wraith


Manson-Nobodies

Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are


Black Sabbath-I

I am anger
Under pressure
Lost it cages
A prisoner
The first to escape
I am wicked
I am legion
Strength in numbers
A lie
The number is one


Motorhead-Ace Of Spades

If you like to gamble, I tell you I'm your man,
You win some, lose some, all the same to me,
The pleasure is to play, makes no difference what you say,
I don't share your greed, the only card I need is
The Ace Of Spades

Playing for the high one, dancing with the devil,
Going with the flow, it's all the same to me,
Seven or Eleven, snake eyes watching you,
Double up or quit, double stake or split,
The Ace Of Spades

You know I'm born to lose, and gambling's for fools,
But that's the way I like it baby,
I don't wanna live for ever,
And don't forget the joker!

Pushing up the ante, I know you wanna see me,
Read 'em and weep, the dead man's hand again,
I see it in your eyes, take one look and die,
The only thing you see, you know it's gonna be,
The Ace Of Spades

This has been my personal anthem since I moved to England.

36 Crazyfists - Kenai

Over mountains I feel safe,
Sacred were those summers,
And these memories I place in my heart for shelter.
And I modify, just to smell the ocean,
And I underline, visualizing motion.


And I guess I miss my home,
I could not stay.
I'll return, it's alright, I'm ok.

Reoccured daydream, tie up stern first,
And these gifts I've learned, never leave me.
And I redesign, family and growing,
And I realign, forgetting nothing.


And I guess I miss my home,
I could not stay.
I'll return, it's alright, I'm ok.

Maybe in a few years it'll come back to you,
Reflection becoming your virtue.
So sort me out, lay me away,
Over these mountains I feel safe.

And bless the sound, return the day.
Over these mountains I feel safe.

Mest - F**ed Up Kid

The words you say I'll never listen to
Cause if I did I'd be just like you
Cause you're my enemy and soon you're gonna see
You gotta be yourself to be happy
Cause you're not, you're not


f**ked up visions in my head
I'm a f**ked up kid is what they said
But at least I know all the things that I want
And it's all the things I got

Cause you're so quick to point the finger
You act like your s**t don't linger
It feels good when you see someone else in a rut
It gives you confidence it makes you happy but
You're not, you're not

f**ked up visions in my head
I'm a f**ked up kid is what they said
But at least I know all the things that I want
And it's all the things I got

Cause you act as if you see my way
But I know that you won't leave today
Cause change is what you fear the most
That the end is getting close
And the end is getting close
And the end is getting close

f**ked up visions in my head
I'm a f**ked up kid is what they said
But at least I know all the things that I want
It's all the things I got

F**ked up visions in my head
I'm a f**ked up kid is what they said
But at least I know all the things that I want
And it's all the things I got
And it's all the things I got
And it's all the things I got