When I'm in a bad mood...

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Be@st
Well; I'm often in a bad mood; and when it got worse; I decided to put my feelings on paper. Here is one of a poems I wrote. And please be nice since I've just started with this kind of writing.

Emotionless
Darkness is all around me; I can see no light
Pain i flowing through my body; hope died at last
My tears have stopped falling; I hate it but I'm numb
Please forgive me; I was betrayed by my own mind
My heart can feel nothing; It's colder then ice

How did it happen? I can't tell; I know nothing
When did it happen? I don't know; I feel nothing
Do you at least know something? I know.
I know I am emotionless.
I know. I know that now I am heartless
And I know...I am becoming
Lifeless.

Nitrion
Interesting idea for a poem...!

'Cheer up!'

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Be@st
Just posting another of my poems

Who Are We
Life. Death
Those are just the words
Heaven. Hell.
Those are just the names

Who we really are? That's what no one knows
What we really are? Do you wanna know?

Good? Evil?
What does it mean?
Pleasure? Pain?
What do we feel?
Smiles? Tears?
Just the ****ing feelings.

What we really are? I can tell you this.
We are who we are.
We are inner fears.

Angels? Demons?
They don't exist.
You? Me?
We are reality.

TrAnCeDuO
when im in a bad mood i put my laundry hamper on my head and run in circles while yelling random obscenities until i get lightheaded and start vomiting... big grin

Be@st
I'll try that sometime roll eyes (sarcastic)

TrAnCeDuO
ITS FUN!!!! stick out tongue big grin stick out tongue big grin stick out tongue big grin laughing out loud rolling on floor laughing

Be@st
I'm sure it is (could someone call psychiatrist)

TrAnCeDuO
(sorry its just that my friends are driving me to the break of schitzophrenia and/or insanity)

Be@st
I'm sure they are (and hurry with him)

TrAnCeDuO
dont ya just love to snort sugar?!?!?

Be@st
No; actually I don't (did you hear what I said?)

Be@st
OK; here are few more of my poems.

The End
I see pain, I see death I don't wanna die
How can it end?

Do we really die or just go to another place?
Is it really end, or just a new kind of pain?

How to react? How to escape?
I don't wanna go I really like this place.

How to stay yourself; how to trick the death?
Do I run away or should I hide from hell?

Can I live or I'll have to die?
Do I start it over or I'm finished with this space?

Am I moving forward or there even isn't a path?
So many questions and the answer comes with

The End





Despair
Feelings mean nothing
Chaos is something.

Smiles aren't real
Life is filled with fear

Hapiness is just a word;
Word without a meaning
With it I can't express what I'm feeling.

Tears are falling over my face
Cries are flying without a trace
Nothing anymore makes sanse.

It seems so unfair
Why do I have to despair?





Love Hurts
Why don't you stand me?
I did nothing to you

Why do you hate me?
I have never hurt you.

Why don't you like me?
I'd like to be a friend of you.

Why do you ignore me?
When I really love you.





War
While I sit here in my dark room
I think about the outer world
I think about the flight of an eagle
I think about the winds freedom.
My thoughts were happy
Until the new ones came.

I saw bullets killing the mans dream
I saw bombs destroying all that is real
Children were crying
I could sense their fear
Men were fighting
they wanted to keep their dream

War is raging; hope has disappeared
Life is ending
Why is that real?

Be@st
Darkness Of My Sould
As I keep wondering where is my soul
I keep forgeting that my soul doesn't exist anymore
My heart has become a dungeon of fear
My mind is still the lair of tears.

My soul was sold for the price of gold
I thought t was worth it
I don't think that anymore.

Darkness inside me is growing
It makes my blood to boil
Strength of rage is flowing
through every inch of my lost soul.
I'm losing control over my body
Evil posesses it now
Don't listen what I'm saying
I think I have lost mind mind.

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