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.... with me?

177cm
60kg

huh, i dont get it

there is nothing to get.

i want to know what shall i do.
what's the problem with me.

and i mean it very serious.

there is no problem with u

ok. so why de hell i can't find a bf???????

well how old are u

18 bag

is a boy friend that important in ur life, do u go to college of uni of tafe, its not like u need one this early in ur life

early???

it is already to late.

omg god get a hold of ur self, ur 18 u have like 32 more years, and you might find one out in the future in another place

but....

god sakes u have ur whole life ahead of ur, go do some things u have all ways wanted to do, coz having a partner will proberly holding from doing some things

drink custard and hope on one leg it might help.............on the other hand if it doesnt the custard will amke you feel better and the hopping will burn off the callorys that made you feel better

clovie, seriously now , dont look for love . let love find you . thats when its real .

this is serious, so be quiet

yes some one that is smart

nice idea pixie

1wa -> ok.. but there some things i can't do alone

and what if love won't find me?

i know but go do thing u have all ways wanted to do, with a group of friends, u will proberly find some one on that quest

you'd be surprised at things you can do alone

maybe

but what if not?

Why, do you have crush?

ture love always finds a way .

i used to have.


and what if not?

she is right, i wanted to get my toungue pierced but none of my friends would come wwith me, and they said i would never go do it allown, but i did i proved to them that u can do things by yourself if u really want to

There is nothing worng with you Clovie, dont say that.

Besides, why do you need a boyfriend. They want you to spend time with them, pay attention to them and listen and stuff....

Besides, isnt it more fun to just go out and flirt with random people, its all good. Yer only 18, enjoy it!

ohhhhhhhh

right... but...

what if i'll never find one???
and i'll die alone?

is a boyfriend really everything though . think about it .

you have friends , yes ?

no one ever dies alone, they will always have some one in their heart

dont be silly clovie you have a wonderfull personallty and there is someone out there just waiting a praying for the day he meets you

kind of.

they not always for me

there is no such person
and i really i think i should change.. but i have no idea how.

Everyone dies alone. From animals to humas, everyone.

LOL are you serious?

exacly.

yeh so live life to the max and u will bump into some one who u r ment to stay with forever

it is my belief that there is someone for everyone . sometimes you find them when you're 16 & sometimes not till 50+ . it happens when its supposed to happen . no need to dwell on it thinking something is wrong w/ you . when a person is wraped up in selfpitty or worring all the time , it makes you less attractive anyhow . have confidence in yourself , hold your head high & live life . thats how & when it will happen .

and just because u have a couple of heart breaks doesnt mean its the end of the world

there is no such an option.

let's assume i have an accident tomorrow and i'll die. and wouldn't know the ture love.
isn't it pathetic?

believe me u wont die, life doesnt work like that

no , its not . do you love yourself clovie ?

the problem is it does.

or another scenario.
i'm finding the right guy and next day he dies.

don't think so
why should i?

he wont

@ least you found him and felf love even for a moment

and then suffer the whole rest of life?

yes it most certainly does . you cant expect some to fall in love w/ you if you cant love yourself

i disagree , it does happen everyday to someone , thats life . but we live & move on . better to have loved & live then to never love at all .

i can't love myself if no1 does.

yes but every one experiences true love atleast once

u have family and friends who love u

i can't know that.

anyway.
it is not about life.

it is about :what to do to make guys like me

be your self, its no good making some one like u if are not being ur self, coz then u are just living a lie

I think in order to be loved you have to love yourself

dont try to make guys like you . you'll end up w/ the wrong ones . be yourself clovie , your a good person . whats not to like .

thats already been said, but it is true

What happend to you clovic

Oh dear, Clovie hunny, you having an insecure day?

Everyone has their low times, I'm just glad that all the members posting here are being friendly.

Actually, doesn't that say something to you Clo? Think about it, there are many people here who would get seriously ripped up if they made self pity threads like this, but everyone just rallies around you.

That's because we LIKE you, you are a lovely person, but you do need to take a long hard look at yourself and inside yourself, and figure out the good things. Also, accept your flaws, they're what make you who you are babe hug

And One Winged Angel, it really wasn't necessary for you to take a stab at Pixie about the custard thing, she's as intelligent as you or I, I think she was just trying to lighten the atmosphere.....

And who the F.UCK voted for her to kill herself??

Pathetic really, someone cries out for help and all some of you can do is be nasty about it. How sad.....

lol yeah!

it's many say *kill youreself*

It's really sad that some members made the effort to even vote for that option, and then obviously didn't post because they didn't want us to know how callous they really are.

I love you Clovie, you know that

i didnt even vote . i think its pointless . clovie knows how i feel .

love you too , clovie .

well if thats such a bad thing then i have lost the little confidence i had in myself

tx dear
and i'm sorry.

its ok, im not myself right now

i voted for this option.

Clovie have you ever really considered suicide or are you just using that as an example?

considered.
but never tried.

unless you want to spend months on end in a pscychiatric ward i suggest you dont

i think psychiatric hospital is a nice place.
you don't have to do anything there.
you can rest and rest and rest........

Suicide is bad. Don't do it. Life is too precious even if currently you believe otherwise.

ok


the only point in living is to live.
so it is kind of strange.

well believe me Clovie its not!

how do you know?


oh. yes.. and they r giving you some nice drugs

believe me i know

The point of living is to cherish the good moments. We all go through bad times and that lets us know how beautiful things like love are. Enjoy life, even though its not always grand, there are things worth living for.

and what if not?

you obvously dont take the subject very seriously Clovie

What if not, what?

your relentless clovie

i'm sorry.

i'm ill, have a headache, don't have a bf to cheer me up.
should learn a lot and don't have totally strenght for that.

and it is just the beggining.

thats no reason to want to kill yourself

it is not a reason.

it is what happend to me recently.

Well I don't have a gf, my last one dumped me 9 months ago and I'm still desperately in love with her, I've been having severe muscle cramps, and I found out that the kidney transplant that I will need may be necessary sooner rather than later.

Yet, as I said before. We need to charish the good times in life. We go through rough spots and it sucks, trust me, I know. But life goes on, and there is still things to look forward to.

dont apologise ,being relentless isnt a bad thing .

inlighten me

i knew that.^

and i'm sorry. i should have started this in the first place.

hope things get better for you myth

Clovie i have been there, its not nice and its no joke

do you want a bf?

i'm soo sorry.

i'm stupid. i'm sorry.
i'll shut up. i'm sorry.

Its ok. We all have our down moments. Its natural, so don't feel sorry about it. You came looking for support and thats what we're here to do. I'm just saying that you need to look for the positives as well.

Thanks Shellie

thank you.

Your welcome.

your not stupid you just have to understand how serious it is and that i wouldnt want you to end up like i did

ok. thanx, hun.

you r right.

ok kewl

hug

aww hug

whats wrong with you Ellen?

i'm also wondering...

wondereing what?

what did she mean.

about ellen i think *wonders*

indeed.




gotta go
see ya all.

she interrupted "aawwss" and hugs

aw ok

c-ya *hugzz*

bye Clovie

4eva?

what?

whatever you do, be yourself, or noone will like you for who you are.

that is the truth

see clov? people like you...i dont know why guys havent been hitting on you...i saw your pic in the gdf

i have terrible personality and they r running away from me

i'm not running away...
y would they?h

don't ask me.

it is like the guy seems to like me and suddenly he stops talking to me.. or other things like that.

niether can i

both of you, under different circumstances, i'd be hitting on both of you

but in this circumstanses

yea, sorry... I'm taken

and in the different country

well, there's that too

indeed

yea?

*cough*

yea????

do you need some medicine for that terrible cough?

*cough*
no, im good

what?

good you r good.

whats with the eyes?

dunno...

this one is better?

rifle

glad i'm not a banana.

Nothin's wrong with you colvie. We all love you. And you should know it!

i'm makin it dance

i'm starting to believe in it


nice idea.

yay!

anyway.
it does not mean evrything is ok. coz it is not.

clovie.. i dont really know you too well, but you seem like a luvly gal. tell you what my sadvice is re-read this thread, look at all the posts youve gotten, they should show you how much the people here care about you.
And as one of my friends said guys suck, you need to forget about them. there are more fun things in the world. And dont get a bf just because you want support or help, most guys are bad at that anyway