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Tell me something!!a story of the past or anything u want!!!go ahead!

im going to bed


night-night

i want to die

i want a life!

no dont say that

big chief no fart

okay F*<K off! (j/k)

you tell him manda

why my life is shit i even tried to kill myself about 1 hour ago but no harm done

The Bridgestone ad is on my screen
I'm so sick of seeing it it's turning my eyes green

lol u mean them ad's at the top of KMC pages

I need something to pass the time
So now I'm saying everything in rhyme

Wow, DR...bored?

I got a job today

DR kicks ass.

lol okay well have a nice rhymeing session

The Benigesaurt Sisters many years from now will prophesis that a savior to the people of Arakis will rise and lead armies to free Dune from the Harkonen menace

Indeed, bored I am
Congratulations to you TM
(kind of rhymes )

So you got a job
Where's it at, the tire place called Les Schwab?

It's spelled Bene Gesserit Dune = good books

okay wtf lol

dont say that .......think about Brianna (the girl on your sig) she your gf right?...well she needs you and loves you

Glad you think so, fan of Ras Kass

Nah, it's a sales job...but it pays $15 an hour which rocks.

Talking in rhyme can be quite fun
But since I suck at it, for now I am done.

70% of the time trying to kill urself is just a result of being VERY bored.

have fun man.

hitler died

DR has prior engagements in reality
Kotaro, I hope you regain your vitality

adios!

Rock on!!!
Damn you uncultured swine!!! j/k

ill^ (dr)

HH dont tell him to have fun! *slaps HH*

*ouch*

*runs and hides in woods*

well even if i do love her she or nobody but shellie no's my problem and what my life is like so don't question why i shoudl kill myself because i have a good reason

*runs after swinging a leash*

O GOD THE LEASH!!!

oh *hugs*.....maybe if you talk to someone you trust you would feel better. but dont kill yourself its not going to make anything better!

HH> yes the leash!!!!

its better then a flail

thanks Raven Guardia and HH your just plain mean u want me to kill myself have fun hey m8 have u ever heard of the pc game savage now that game is what i call fun and i have it lol but i still think my life is shit so don't say have more fun because your just depressing me

...

i will be dead i won't have to worry ever again so in the end it is good for me who cares about other ppl i am the one going threw crap not them and this is my life i can do what ever but i hate it

thats not cool man.

i know my life is not cool its shit i have a ****ing crap ass life don't rub it in okay!!!

and the worries may not end.... in death....

for me yes for other's i don't give a shit but i do care for brianna

What good is killing yourself gonna do? Is that gonna make the pain go away?

dude me and HH were joking around with each other we never said we wanted you to die! your my friend! I dont want you to die

the pian will go yes for me anyway but other ppl well i won'r be here to have the burdone why should i sit here wasting away i hate my life why shoudl i just sit and go on with my life when i hate it

here's a quote by Immortal Technique

"and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
they say death take you to a better place but I doubt it"

suicide is not cool

neither is any form of it...sepuku etc etc...

if I have to answer that...do it for Brianna...

I never saw this side of you before...... I feel bad

try reading the Quran...or the Bhagata-Gita...or the Bible

somethin to get ur mind out of the way of suicide.

i was thanking u for getting HH for me not what u think i don't hate u but HH is mean that is what i meant.........i hate my life i always get mistaken i even get it in the face before i know ppl...... heheh ahh damn

what did i say? how am i mean?

Suicide is not permitted... there must be a reason for your life and you perhaps have yet to discover that purpose.

telling me to have fun my life is crap even when i have fun it is still shit in the end that is what depresses me

i just stated a fact. i never directed at you. if u thought that way, i apologize.

i miss my friends that i left behind...

fine sure okay but just don't depress me i am depressed enough as it is

r u eating chocolate? cuz chocolate makes people more sad

(im just stating another fact)

awww, hun HH is not mean...he didnt mean anything by it......

then turn around and go back

4 real?

oh dear lord

are you kidding me? maybe that's why I'm moody

only if you drown yourself in chocolate...

no i am sitting here on my own in a small room in 05:45am i just can't be assed with life or sleep

do u have any hobbies?

Kotaro...whats making you feel this way? you can tell me if you need to talk to someone, I'm here to listen

.... he said he plays games...

indeed i do, drawing anime and looking at porn lol joke well i just like anime all the way why

hobbies are just good to get ur mind away from thinkin bout suicide

right well okay but i have not drawn in ages because i can't be assed really

talk to brianna about this...

if u can...

hobbies are not a good idea.. one must understand the problem not avoid it.

talk to bri well i am waiting for her on msn but she has not arrived she is 3 hours late.... damn my life is crap i know it and it is 05:55am i stay up all night so i can talk to her but she has not come online damn

yes talking is good...or write potery, that helps me

my poetry will be like gothic stuff i am into dark stuff ya know like darkness is truth stuff like that i maybe sweet but i am also a diff person deepdown inside

we are all two faced...we just express differently.

yes i guess so i am very dark really i am not a normal person i am a happy dark guy but i also want to die lol

ur only 14/15...very young....

i am 16 not 14 to 15

still very young.

why whats wrong in being 16 and hey how old u

Kotaro....please, I know you feel hurt now but you can escape that pain

" people can find Happiness even in the darkest of times if they only remember to turn on the light"

soon to be 17.

kotaro do u have a certain religion?

so your 16 too why the hell u say so young i don't get ya really i don't

...because 16 is a very young age...i cant see how someone can disagree...

maybe brianna is the light yeah maybe i just need a hug from a girl well who knows well actually no i know the real problem and it will never change i can never be happy and i just know it if u were me u would understand

because it is young...you have your whole life ahead of you.

i don't give a damn about religion i think religion is a lie a lie a total lie and waste of time

maybe your hormones are kickin in and u are just feelin depressed.

(just another fact)

I do understand...but right now your so caught up in your sadness and emotions you cant see that you need to live. there are people who love you, and need you around. if you dont want to live for yourself live for them

i do yes but i also have the pain with me all the way that is why i want to die

HH>

*hugs* its okay.....I'm here to listen to you

RG>

well i don't know if i am loved by who sure there si bri and my mam that is it

... i remember 16.... and i'm rather gothic... believe me you will find a way and see light 19 by the way.

just don't stop thinking.

****!!!!! u man i hate this i ****ing hate this!!!!!!!! why shoudl i even try to stay alive damn i should just kill myself ya know my gut is feeling anger... life shit

HH>

when you stop thinking and fully commit yourself to something, thats when you die. its not when the blood drains from your body.

dont talk to HH like that he was only throwing out a fact, he didnt mean to personally attack you.

your friends love you, and god loves you

i was serious.

like i said before...read these

the Quran (Islam)
Bhagata-Gita (hinduism)
Bible (christianity)

those 3 will give u a better understanding

or just read somethin like Nostradamus.

all are interesting and they get ur mind out of suicide.

Kotaro, please tell me whats wrong I will try my very best to comfort and talk to you

1. i don't beleave in god

2. my friends hate me in real life and they really do too they even pick on me i hate it i am just to sensitive for that kinda stuff so my life is totally shit i just know it and i realize it

.....no one ever reads my responses ...

i still think its just hormones..

if my grandpa was here now (r.i.p ) he would say

"sex solves everything"

really what can u do i have already told shellie and she is okay with it but it is very personal and i ahte my life because of it

funny guy

ok let me ask u a question: serious...dont get mad...just think

lets say (god forbid) u kill urself...and you do see God, or Krishna, Allah or which ever god...how will u react?

wow... hormones do have a role in this but there is an underlining problem that has not come to light yet... and we wont bring it out of him unless he says it.

what can I do?...I can lend you my ear and be a friend. I'm willing to help you but are you willing to help yourself?

RG>

good question

HH>

1. think i would laugh at him

2. i would ask him somthing and he would understand simple but that thing is for god only ya get me

pie

Kotaro..in my 17 years of living that was the biggest bull shit i've heard. i have nothin else to say man. but good luck to u. hope u dont make the wrong decision.
peace!

raven>

rg> good night

good night guyz

you know this is very sad...I never seen this side of you. what happened to make everything all go wrong?

night sleep tight....I will pm ya tomorrow

right well i am ****ed up then i want to die and maybe my wish will be truth

KOTARO JUST TELL ME WHATS WRONG!

What would make your life worth living in your veiw?

u got msn

before i leave let me just say...

suicide is a sign for the weak. and Kotaro i doubt ur weak man. Confucius said never to think of bad things...from violence to suicide...it just shows that u have respect for nothing.

alright good night.

Love?
Wealth?
Understanding?
Purpose?

no ....but you can pm me

hey m8 your very wise that all i can say

ok one more thing before i leave

in Buddhism it is stated

the 7 vitals of life

Health
Love
Happiness
Wisdom/Knowledge
Strenght
Power
Winner

u have these^ u'll do fine in life

the first 3 are most important. the last 3 aren't really that important.

alright now good night everyone.

well maybe just don't tell a soul else

okay wise man

you have been reading my responses yet you have not answered... are you avoiding them?... if you are no worries as long as they help a bit.

okay, I promise hun

just tryin to help. if u dont need help then why the **** are u complainin and makin us all feel bad.

*hugs* its okay, you can get some sleep now I will help him

well sure i understand u in ever way that is why i do not reply to them ya get me

RG> alright good night

i get ya and i hope they help.

AHhahaha it is *checks time*06:40am i am sleepy and ****ed in the head but sure u can try help me

HH> night

i think they will so its okay

good night HH

alright can you pm and we can talk...just between you and me

Shall we lighten the mood then.... this always helps me :

i saw that cartoon once

its bloody funny...

that pig is a space ship and that weird thing ontop is a suit the thing inside is a robot i think