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right now?.....

muahahah..random..

im thinking of schoolwork.......cuz ive got so much to do and im a loser........

i'm thinking what to do to do nothing.

hah...all my threads suk a$$......
ah well.........

at least it wasn't closed after an hour like mine last one

......PEOPLE ARE CRUEL!!!.....*runs around in circles....*

dey r


bag

heh......*goofy smile*..

....fun e...

what goofy smilie?

..a dumb one....

*dances for food*....,..*scares self*...

whatever

im random u see...

.....*hides behind curtain*....

ok....

*pretends not to see shoes beneath the curtain*

clovie>>>..i have no shoes...

myth>>>?....

hmm... so what's that *points the shoe*

what's wrong myth?

...ok ok..i make my own shoes.out of cardboard

i dunno...

great idea



hmm....

*bows* y tanku....i am resourceful....

*is also confuzzled*..

no prob

woot.......

.confusion is so ...

My last post here

YAY


indeed

cry hug

you'll get over this. i'm sure it'll happen one nice day

...sarcasm is gooooood.cuz fun e...

....i smell food....dinners ready

I hope. But she left me 8 months ago, I hadn't seen her for 4 months (until today), yet I thought about her every single day since we've parted. She was perfect, and now she is taken.

myth..........im so sorry.....*hugs*...time passes....and so your wounds will heal....just stay strong....you'll be ok.....

I always thought we'd get married too.

you were to good for her.

forget about that b!tch.

....the one thing that helps me in tough times....is when i remember that things happen for a reason....no matter how bad....

But I'm not too good for her. She was the most perfect girl I've ever met. She's smart and caring and everything. Hell, back in High School she was always up for some awards for citizen of the year and all that crap. She's always concious of everybodies feelings, even when she should be selfish.

Well, what if the reason is bad? My life was perfect until she left me. Then it went downhill since. You've seen the post. Things definitely haven't got better since she left. I was happy with her. Now I'm depressed.

i hate perfectness.

no1 is perfect.
i'm sorry for you.

sorry....i only wish to help...

although i will tell you that things will only become better if you look at things with a different approach....you have to look positive...even if it is hard...

but if all you do is look negatively....not a thing will change..

Her timing was pretty bad when she told me that they were living together too. She apparently has been living with him for 2 months . She would have told me sooner, but she knew that I was having all sorts of problems at school so she didn't want to add anything more, so she thought she'd tell me summer. Well, she thought that would be better, but its not. Because now, I sit at home by myself rather than surrounded by friends at school so I have less to do, which means more time to think. Having time to think isn't good for me right now.
I thought about calling up some friends to go see Shrek 2, but I decided not to... because Shrek 1 was the first movie we ever saw together.

I thought positively as much as I could all year. People have been shocked by how well I took my kidney thing. But staying positive hasn't helped one bit. Its sad because I'm a very positive guy, but inside...

....*more hugs*..

im sorry for whats happened...i wish there was more i could tell you...but thru life....there is bad , and there is good...there is no perfect life...

you shud try n fill up ur time....find things to do...dont sit and think about the past...you shud look to the future.....sorry...kind of blunt....but....the only ways things will change is if you stay strong and have postive thoughts....

cry

Me too Clovie, me too.

hug

you should find an other gal.
some1 completly diferent than she was.

I've looked. I'm very picky though. Usually within 1-2 weeks of knowing a girl (that I think of as date-able) I find things that make me think that they aren't date-able. Right before school ended, I was working on a relationship with one girl, but I barely know her so I can't expect too much after hanging with her a lot for a week or 2 then not seeing her for 3 months. Even if I hook up with this girl (who is different from my X), I just don't see it working out in the long run.

that's so sad...

can i ask stupid question? you and your X are now friends, or sth like that? ...

I don't know what "sth like that" means but we are still friends. We broke up on good terms. We broke up because I moved to college (which really isn't very far away) but the distance was still too much for her. The one way that I feel wronged by is that I don't think I was givin enough of a chance. I was at college for one month when she broke up with me. I was seeing her about once a week but she is kind of needy. I would have been able to visit more often if givin a chance but I had to settle first since it was my first year of college.

cry

i have no idea what more i can say...

What's "sth like that" mean?

something like that.
i translated it from polish...
we have an expresion "cos takiego"...
it means something similar... bag



online dictionary translates it: "SOMETHING SUCH"

Oh, something like that. Ok, now that makes sense. I was really confused by what it meant if my x and I were sth like that. confused1

ok.. sowwie... it could sound strange.. bag

Its ok.

i made you laugh!!!!!

heh.......fun e...

Like I said, I'm still a fun energetic guy on the outside.

Looking at this, I realize I sound more depressed than I'd appear in person.

you sounded as if you were planing to commit a suicide..

but it is NOT truth, right?????

No, I'm not the suicidal type. I'm just a little sad is all. I just feel extra sad because normally I'm very positive about things.

that's good.

i'm sad most of the time.. that's why i've heard a lot of cheering up speeches and some of them even worked.

I've heard a lot of cheering up speeches myself this year. Mainly with the X thing, but I got them when I didn't need them for my kidney thing as well.

hug
how's your kidney?

Well, its fine I guess. Tons of stupid medicines but by the end of summer they should have an estimate on how long it will be until I need a kidney transplant.

beer is good for kidneys

but you've got problems with only one of them, right?

Nope, its both.

cry

you should take care more about your health than about your X.

it is serious.

Yeah, its semi-serious. But I'd take the kidney disease with her in my life over completely healthy without her. It sounds stupid, but she is that important to me.

i do understand...


i wish somebody luved me as much as you luv her...

I cant find the topic for this but what are the thoughts that ponders your minds just right this sec?

- I cant believe that jerk girl is to be voted for the Member of the Month of Ty Kamara. Well, Almost.
- Good thing, Moebius voted for CRL. I just cant hate that jerk girl enough!
- A FLAMER FOR A MEMBER OF THE MONTH? Gods! What the hell is wrong with Ty Kamara anyways? Damn it! I wont come back there. I want people to blacklist that forums now! Damn you jerk girl! See you in hell!
- A flamer and an iconoclast for the member of the month? Who made that topic? Damn it! People in TK gets on my nerves!
- I should show them the true color of that jerk girl.
- I cant flame that jerk girl there so I did it here. I just hate her for destroying my dignity as a Rave fan just like one person in the Rave Master topic who said "you must be losers to like this loser anime"
- I am still waiting for some PMs and replies.
- Hart-chan is so cute in season 3. He's so annoying in season 1 and 2.
- He's not poetic, he's not making any sense.

im thinking that: im bored

I am thinking of ways on how to kill that jerk girl in Ty Kamara.

i am thinking that sounds like fun

I think we should start dancing...

thinking how im gona let this girl know how much i really care for her.

I think I really need to go to bed, and take more medication.

you should...maybe you'll feel better tomorrow...

I hope so

I think my fingers are sticky... >.<
And I'm also worrying about the competitiion. And I'm thinking about dancing, too.
And I'm thinking about anorexia, but I don't know why.

im thinking about how im such an idiot and why im so compelled to think that way.

I'm thinking about a huge bio test tomorrow

I am thinking why was bush re elected

Now I'm thinking about the essay due tomorrow.

I am work- I don't think at work

I'm just hinking about my BoyFriend, Silver_Blaze!!! drool yes drool

^^ thats so cute

^^ Aww! Thanks!

I am thinking about the beavers yelling at eachother..
see the beavers yelling at eachother
the beaver is yelling at the other beaver
the beavers are yelling..

I am also thinking about the banana tied to a balloon
with the eyes..baboon eyes.. with a sauce..

I am thinking about this blue Piccollo that DR187 sent me a picture of...

hahahahahahahahaha

funny shit!!!

I am still at work - so my brain hasnt been turned on yet

im thinking that i shuld stop
eating tiny teddy's!!!

and that i want a beer...

on how to win my editing chair back from dizzyblondegirl

on how to stop avp and to take his chocolate

what I'm thinking isn't PG13...

what chocolate, i have no chocolate,

The same word game. I mean wtf.

u have chocolate???????

http://images.killermovies.com/forums/moresmilies/droolio.gif

why is it so ****ing cold in here
AAAIIIEE!! my nipples!!

Originally posted by Demarthl
why is it so ****ing cold in here
AAAIIIEE!! my nipples!!

umm ill turn the heat up then!

I am thinking about an essey... its ok, thoughts gone now.

RICK JAMES *****!

Originally posted by el_barto
RICK JAMES *****!

Cold blooded

Butterfingers.

The large bar.

I ma thinking. What am I goin to have for dinner tonight after my husband goes to work at 9:40 pm. and when is he going to get up from work?

im thinking, wheres the boobs dude? i need some boobs!

where he can be?

Light travels faster than sound. Is that why some people appear intelligent until you hear them speak?

Yep

im thinking, im horny

something new?
*grins*

lol

I"m thinking about you being covered in whipped cream.

i dont want to be where i am right now

I'm thinking..my stomach is upset..

im thinking... sitting at this angle isnt doing the left half of my ribcage any good, but it looks cool

im thinkin im gonna pass out!!! Or just drink more!!

Im thinking.. where my colleagues can be? http://www.my-smileys.de/smileys2/flatto-snoopysleep.gif

How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?

Why this weather?? why?! http://www.my-smileys.de/smileys2/00009154.gif

I'm thinking about life and death.

If Life is killing you, then does death truly make you live?

About what I' m feeling and what the reason could be why I' m feeling like this.

Im gettin' hungry http://www.my-smileys.de/smileys2/messer_gabel.gif

I think I need sleep, but then again I want to stay up.

then dont sleep and stay up thinking that you need to sleep *g*

Originally posted by Veralidaine
right now?.....

muahahah..random..

im thinking of schoolwork.......cuz ive got so much to do and im a loser........

im thinking ... im thinking of what im thinking ...
hold on ill do something else for a bit

ok this is what i thought:
woah, were half way there.
woah, livin on a prayer
take my hand and well make it i swear
woah, livin on a prayer

i think im gonna have a strawberry margarita!!!

im thinkin bout a virgin pina colada droolio

me in a Vodka tonic.

I am thinking of going with my mom to her job and spending the day there is going to be fun!JM

vodka tonic... YUM... but Id rather have a pina colada

Where can be my "Pulp Fiction" cd? http://instagiber.net/smiliesdotcom/contrib/sarge/Eye_anim.gif

how hot ashton is lol!

im thinking of what i used to be like

*runs back to dark corner*

Im thinking how hot looks Legolas ^

lol

not thinking anything...*thinks up something* mostly got KMC in my head

i'm thinking of eating chocolate

I'm thinking of drinking a beer

........

I am thinking of watching my dvd "The Quiet American"

im thinking of burning something

but don't burn the house!
^^

Im thinkin' ... to say g'night now!

I'm wondering where all my KMC OTF friends are...no one besides me is in the OTF right now.

Thinking:

My Shoulders Burning
It's 8:20am and I haven't slept yet
People actually still celebrate easter
I'm Hungry

I'm thinking about...whether i should put in the extra hour today at work or leave and go out tonight....OH! the dilemma!

thinking...in how much i like Green Day music

^ rock

what i should write about

i need more sex

can't wait till my parents die

i still need more sex

wonder why u want ur parents to day