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Lara
finally. ok lets see whats rattling around in this mind of mine.......................


untitled

pressure mounting behind secrets untold
a friendship stretched and ripping at the seams.
the affection we hold for each other no one will understand
and neither will they understand that we hold each others hand.
you've always been there for me and I for you
and now we face losing each other and I'm at a loss of what to do.
she has you in a iron grip,
and the way you've been treating me is causing my strength to slip
I hope this is over soon.
it hurts too much, its a dying bloom.
she may want me to disappear, and this I know, your biggest fear.
but listen, friend, once all is finished, once all is at end,
once she is gone, I will remain, I will help you mend.
for are we not the cherished and closest of friends?

Ignite
thats really good!

Lara
just some thing I wrote off the top of my head. theres a load of stuff I wrote ages ago in the GDF. when I find it I'll put it in here might be appreciated a bit more than if its left rotting over there. laughing out loud

Lara

Ignite
well im sure all of these will be
appreciated because they r really good!

and just off the top of ur head??
psshhhh stick out tongue

Lara
Realisation Dawning

the morning sunlight drenches my skin
for one second I forget about my kin.
I wipe my eyes,
then realise that it was all a dream.
the taps running!
some ones awake.
the space next to me is empty,
like it always has been.
the questions remain,
who will take away my pain?
who will fill the emptiness I feel?

You, Her and Myself

how could you just walk away from me
and leave me that way
there must be more to what you had to say
I wanted to scream,to shout to rear my head
but you just got up and went to bed
you made it look like you didnt care
like you didnt want to share
all I could do was stand and stare
at the back of her beautifully blonde hair
I didnt want her to go that night
though I tried with allmy might
I really couldnt stop the fight
my caring siezed and you creased my clothes
I thought you knew everyone knows
when its all blown over it will still show
so tell me now, how could you let her go
leaving a fathom of air,
where apon I used to stare?


found

I think I've found what I'm looking for,
I think its real but I can be sure,
you seem for real,
you seem pretty genuine,
but time will tell what lies within.

untitled

in my head the riddle plays.
I will it to go, but still it stays!
its persistance irritates me.
if only from my point of view you could see.
over and over circle my thoughts,
over and over I hear the voice,
forever and ever I long to rejoice.
but the riddle distracts me
can you solve it for me?
in the end it remains,
only one can answer...
that one being me!

spurned

what you've done to me cannot be revoked.
especially seeming as you laughed and joked.
you played and you lied.
you shattered my life and then I cried.
with you it was a raw deal.
and I cant help the way I feel.
you haunt me still!
does wrecking my life give you a thrill?
walk away never to return.
my temper burns.
your memory burned into my mind in the image of the sun.
I hold the gun.
my new way of life has just begun.

desertion

I call to you but you turn away
I fall to the floor but you walk away
why wont you hear what I have to say?
why did you have to hurt me in this way?
maybe I'll know some day!
I call to you but you turn away
I fall to the floor but you walk away.

Night dreamer

If you like your dreams the way they are,
dont fool around and act bizzare.
if you look apon a star,
in the eternal depths of night
you can wish and wish
with all your might,
but all you'll get is this stary night.


lesson

over the course of a year,
time seems to fly.
so much happens and I cant explain what, or when, how or why!
I think back on the times I've cried.
and then think better of it becuase I survived.
the pain of experience, the truth of joy.
but now I come to think of it, you treated me like a toy.
I dont care you taught me well.
what you did for me I'll never tell.

Lara
"a different world"

whats the point in betraying yourself?
your just running around in circles.
sometimes I wish you'd just make up your mind.
so contradictive and contrary.
its a bad world out there, so I warn you...
be wary!
say the wrong thing and it'll get scarry.
theres just no point in betraying yourself.
I wish you'd make up your mind.
so contradictive and contrary.
this world we live in, completely scary.

Here we'll stay.

the sun is shining,
no ones whining.
lets have a party and stay here all day!

watch the trees sway.
nows the time to keep the world and its troubles at bay.
here all day we'll stay.

cool, clear water.
so much better than brinks and mortar.
away form it all, we'll stay all day.

music, laughing and dancing.
this is the way I wish it'll stay.
here we'll stay all day.

fire hot.

you lit the fire, now its too hot.
all you deserve is what you got!
you can blame it on me if you like,
but you and I both know what happened that night.
they say that there's no smoke with out fire.
well, thats true you've lit your own funeral pire.
if you cant stand the heat get out of the kitchen.
this time my shot wont be missing.
you lit the fire and now its too hot.
and all you deserve is all you got!

untitled

you think your funny, but your not.
why cant you stand still? just stop!
you talk consistently about nothing.
why dont you try some thing interesting?
you laugh at things that arnt funny and your always poncing money.
get a life and get a job.
I cant believe your such a slob!

Tired
Tired of this down hill road.
tired of my humble abode.

so tired I cant get my head around things,
so tired I cant seem to remember my dreams.

tired of this one track life.
tired of all the trouble and strife.

so tired of hearing your voice in my head.
so tired of dreaming and wishing you dead.

tired of knowing I have to move on.
tired of trying even though I've shone.

so tired of having nothing to do.
so tired of having to think of you.

so tired of knowing that the truth remains the same.
so tired of you avoiding the blame.

tired of you being the drain.
its time for you to take the strain.

so tired of being tired!

selfish hope!

in the night sky can you see that star?
the eternal brightnes thats so bizzare
the star thats there, that captivates me.
the one thats there, shining brightly.
one day I'll look and my star wont be there.
that will be the day I lose all hope and give in to dispair.
but until that day I'll look and see
that little bright star shining there just for me.

last night's mistake

is it some thing I've done?
is it some thing I've become?
what is it your so scared of?
thats caused you to pull away.

you were fine an hour ago
but now its all change
its like theres no tomorrow
we've gone back but not the same way.

its some thing I've done
its some thing I've become
thats what your so scared of
thats why you've pulled away

last night I couldnt sleep
thinking about that mistake I've made
thinking about you, last night.
last night I couldnt stop these tears falling from my eyes
thinking about the mistake I've made
last night

dont tie me up in your games!
I'm not a pawn at your disposal
dont play with my mind
dont bring your fears to haunt me!

is it some thing that I've done?
is it some thing that I've become?
what is it your so scared of?
thats made you pull away from me!

last night I couldnt sleep
thinking about the mistake I've made
thinking about you last night
last night I couldnt stop these tears falling from my eyes
thinking about the mistake I've made
last night
last night
thinking about the mistake I made
last night.

beach

laying in the sand soaking up the sun
thinking to myself, this is how life should go on!
I hear the crash on the waves on the shore
I grab the body board and I'm off to explore!
on this beach forever I could stay,
but only if I had some one to share it with to make my day

Lara
Trippin, dont worry its just YOU I'm dissin.

the months fly past but your still not here.
I guess I'm glad your away from me.
things arent like they were before.
I cant bare to be around you any more.
you make me skin crawl!

I've said to her, if you come back
I'll walk out the door and I wont be coming back.
theres only one mood you consume me in
its black as night and as forbidden as sin!
theres no new place where we can begin.

your gone for good, and not coming back.
I dont care if he hits you back.
theres nothing I'm prepared to do
except say good bye and continue weaving the loom.
I've disowned you.

I dont need your s**t.
I've just claimed my life.
I refuse to walk in your shadow any longer!
leave me along and get out of my life.
dont bug me again or I might just be tempted to put out your light.

untitled:
your line was completely original! NOT!
you enfuriate me.
I cant think of any other way to get this across.
what do you want from me? or what was it you think you'd found?
there are things that need to be said and if they hurt,
well, thats not my problem!
I want it out in the open.
your hiding something and I'll find what it is.
there are things I have to say that I need to get off my chest.
you make it thata much harder but not hearing what I say.
you say your life is so different from mine in many ways.
I cant help that fact but I take you as you are!
I'm not who you think I am.
you cant see beyond your nose!
if theres something that you've realised then I want to know!
I've been hidding something from you and I know you want to find out what
give me 1/2 hour of your time I'll satisfy that urge.
I cant help the way I am the same way you cant help yourself.
lets lay this out, hang and dry it!
lets not make this a mess.
I want to resolve this,
tie up lose ends
and if this is what the result is,
then we'll both have to bend.

Burn You!

how can I live in a world
where every thing I touch turns to s**t?!

so many lies and half truths!
No such thing as a happy environment under my roof.

how can I live in a world where everybody digs up what I've struggled to kill and bury?!

I cant just throw it in the trash can and leave it where it lies.
It just waits for some one else to find it!

its my turn to burn you!
my trun to get anrgy.
tired of being the worm!, its time to turn.
time to show them another me!

black sky, acid rain! this is how I really feel!
all you think about it what you'll gain.

non-stop banter! just shut your mouth!
I've had enough this time! better get me some help.

the pain and anger I feel, its breaking my heart,
which in its turn will tear me apart.

I cant say what I want, cant say what I feel
just let me breathe, gimme some space.

I need time alone, time to heal!

its my turn to burn you!
my turn to get angry.
tired of being the worm, its time to turn.
time to show them another me!

itsa all your fault! you set the beast free!
you gave life to the danger in me!
to late to go back.
gotta show another me!

you set the beast free
gave life to the danger in me
too late to go back!
gotta show another me!

I'll burn you!
I'll burn you!
I'll burn you!....AWAY!

STAY AWAY FROM ME!
CANT YOU SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE?
EMOTIONALLY CRIPPLED ME

STAY AWAY!!!!!

dismissed without notice

dismissed without notice!
how rude!
I never thought you were a jerk
i now know differently
you know how to really get to some one.
but I guess you dont really care.
there's a truth I didnt want to know
but as ppkl say the truth hurts.
I cant believe you ignored me.
but you did and thats the way it remains.
I thought I knew you well.
what a lie!
truth is, your not worth my time.
you pushed this not me.
you find you cant handle the consequesnces and abandon me!
such chivalry isnt worth the time of day.
I have submittled my resignation.
I have nothing further to say.
Dismissed without notice.


This time is mine.

finally doing what I want to do.
I feel freedom for once. I'm riding on the wind of selfawareness
I've waited a long time for this chance
so I'll make the most of it
I'm not goingt to be pulled down by idiots
Its my time to shine.
for those who dont know me,
dont get in my way
this time is mine, no ones going to stop me.
before I couldnt make up my mind
but now I see what should be mine.
this time is mine
its my time to shine.

this time is mine
its my time to shine
I've waited a long time for this chance
I see what should be mine.
no ones going to stop me
its my time to shine.

this time is mine.

Defeat me!

I dont hear what you hear.
I cant make sense of what you say.
I cant see what you see.
I dont percieve things the way you do.
if you know what I want to do to you,
would you still stand there and stare me down?
your the cause of my torment.

I know what it is you hear.
I know everything confuses you.
I know what it is you see.
I know what your persective is.
why do you carry on walking this path?
your games affect me no longer.
you stir the danger within.

if only I were deaf!
if only I were blind!
if only I could completely resign myself into submission
if only I could get away from you!
if only I could delegate my hatred for you.
if only I had never had you there!
if only I could forget you entirely.
if only the destruction you cause would stop making me ill!

I want you to see what you have dont to me, to see who you are.
to make you realise you cant manipulate me anymore.

untitled
how do you cure boredom?
how do you cure curiosity?
is it better to leave things unsaid
or having heard the answer and cant handle it?
things like this get under my skin.
and my patience is wearing thin.
nothing ever stays the same
and you always find some one other than yourself to blame.
why is it so hard to keep moving forwards?
why is it always the way it has to be?
people say your free to choose your own destiny
so why is it always some one else who influences change?
I cant find my answers and neither will you.
in the end all of us look like fools.

untitled:
reawakened pain I have never missed
this hatered, death has kissed
ink on paper, spoken words
nothing can express these feelings and nerves.

forced to face the reality that I'v avoided for so long
numb ignorance is not an option anymore
this anger and twisted bitterness, dragging me down through the floor
this, my confession, opening a once closed and locked door.

confronted with this vile passion thats rooted deep
the disgust for my actions overwhelms me
extented, the tears seep into my eyes, down my face they creep
disilusioned and dismayed, I cannot see.

my own mistakes haunt me with vengance
anger, pain, mistrust, guilt, regret and hatered in aligance
my heart a vigile-anti against my head
beyond numbness come the explosion, fuelled and fed.

beyond these mords is the connotation and comprehension
I can only tell the wrongs that have wronged me
even those are obscure.
explanation and comprehension illude both you and me

Untitled

looking to the sky, so bright and clear.
I've something to say, just wish you were here!
I hate being away, and when we're together I wish I could stay.
time gone in an instant, why cant it just stop?

looking to the sky, mottled pink, orange and purple.
warm and inviting just like you.
someone I can share everything with, wether it be a whim or a major tiff.

thankyou for the truth you give.
thankyou for your honestly.
thankyou for being you.
thankyou for loving me

untitled

rainbow
sun shine
bright
stars
moon
light
shade
colour
tone
texture
wood
stone
blood
muscle
bone
walking throught life never alone.
death, another zone.

stop trying to change what ist yours to correct.

complaints,
contradictions,
weary and low.
neglect,
abuse,
mistakes made without knowing.
heartache,
emotional storms,
stop doing this to me my mind is blowing.
harsh words,
malicious tounge,
you cant change what has happened whats done is done.
cencerity in apologies,
sorrow in mind and heart.
stop doing this to me its tearing me apart.
you say you love me.
prove it and stop trying to change me.

untitled

it never rains, only pours,
with the rain, through this heart runs acid,
scourchingmy flesh.
from the pain,
I cry tears of crimson blood.
agonised, I tear at my face with nails of jagged glass.
my skin shreads and peels but never heals.
scars upon scars, external, internal, eternal.
fearing what others call sleep.
acid, seeping into my dreams,
corrupted, they turn into nightmares.
within are the blades, the blood, the anger, the violence, the fear.
the screams that deafen me.
the phsychotic acts that blind me.
the fear and disgust that fills me.
awake, they walk with me still,
looped on play back.
pain of the past, pain of these dreams, pain that makes me cry and scream, cower down in fear.
give me back my life, give me back my peace and just dissappear!

untitled

broken bones and blood-stained skin.
theres nothing left but the pain within.
rusty blades and broken glass.
shards in my eye, shards in my heart.
the ways you've hurt me.
you dont care.
you bruise my mind, I cut my hair.
you've brought me here.
you still dont care.
metal dripping blood, cloth covering the wound to stop the flood.
your always there.
you've done this to me!
you pushed me this far!
will I ever be free?
bloody mirrors, walls of knives.
torn, dirty clothing, blackend eyes.
sooty tears, acid tracks.
you brought on these panic attacks.
blood on the walls, blood in the bath,
black tears in the sink,
this is it, you've won!
I'm not coming back

Lara
Originally posted by Ignite
well im sure all of these will be
appreciated because they r really good!

and just off the top of ur head??
psshhhh stick out tongue

sorry it took longer than i thought to round that lot up, there was more of it than I thought there was.

I find writting comes very easily to me, I dont know why.
not all of my scribblings are written off the top of my head but most of the shorter one are.
I get a sentence in my head and I get the urge to write it down and after that first sentence the rest just flows (sorry cliche I know!)

I just hope that ppl enjoy and like what they read. I've kept these too close to my heart for too long and now its time to move on and I hope I will write for a long time to come.

thank you Ignite. happy

Lara
this pain is still fresh I cant make it fade
I cant believe that you left in the middle of the night
whilst asleep in my bed I laid.
only to wake and find a disturbing sight

how could you do it?
how could you leave?
I knew it wasnt easy for you
but how could it have been easier to abandon me?

a stripped bedroom, draws strewn on the floor
mum crying and sobbing in the living room "Please! No more"
david asleep, doesnt know any thing has changed
I walk through the house confused not knowing wether I've lost or gained.

two days later it hits me.
your not coming back
blinded by tears
scream out in the blackness

questions spinning in my head
why did you abandon me?
why does it feel like your dead?
I wish that you could see every thing that you've done and are doing to me!

for months I cried myself to sleep
every waking moment wishing to be dead.
same last thought every night
and waking in the mornings screams of dispear for the fact I'm still here.

four years later in front of me you stand
behaving like it never happened
you asume I've forgiven you for your cardinal crime
you'll never understand what I think of you now.

the pain is still raw,
the only way to numb it, to be free of it
to open my skin.
but of all this you'll never know becuase I'll never tell.

how can I make you understand,
I love you so much.
but when I needed you the most, little sister
you abandoned me in this vast cold world.

you left me for the voultures
the one person I could always turn to for anything anytime
but my biggest fear you made true.
how could I ever forgive you??????

Syren
Originally posted by Lara
sorry it took longer than i thought to round that lot up, there was more of it than I thought there was.

I find writting comes very easily to me, I dont know why.
not all of my scribblings are written off the top of my head but most of the shorter one are.
I get a sentence in my head and I get the urge to write it down and after that first sentence the rest just flows (sorry cliche I know!)

I just hope that ppl enjoy and like what they read. I've kept these too close to my heart for too long and now its time to move on and I hope I will write for a long time to come.

thank you Ignite. happy

I find that happens with me too, especially when I come up with an inspirational sentence or word, everything else just branches off from it.

And cliche or no cliche, your writing is wonderful. It's lengthy without being excessive, interesting to read and although most of your poetry seems to be centred around similar subjects, I don't find it repetetive. Make sure you continue to share with us honey big grin

Lara
I remember that you posted alot in then GDF when I started that thread. happy
but becuase I had such a lenghty absence and so much has changed around here i kinda forgot you Sy, sowwy *waits for the slap* but I still wuv you now I remember!.

Coldfire
Wow Lara!! Those were all SOOOOO good!!! You are an incredibly talented person!! I can't wait for more!!

Lara
starring through my relfection
past what I can see
the mirror is cold and hollow
its only reflecting me.

sun blasting in through the window
its watery aetherical substance plastered on the walls
its warmth is welcomed meekly
but its you I really long for.

I light the last of my burned out candle
in hope I'll see you through the fire
all I get is hisses and crackles
the reality of some thing I'll never master.

waking cold and lonely
tears I cry when I sleep
the fears consume me
as I say my last good bye.

misha
lara you've got some EXCELLENT stuff there big grin

Lara
go on keep pushing!
you'll learn in time.
turn up the heat!
the boiling blood is mine.

go on keep grinding!
keep smothering me.
I'm quietly seething.
you just cant let it be.

keep feeding the fire.
my soul burns.
its not ice any more
watch as the tables turn.

go on, one more snide remark!
go on, give me one last smirk!
go on, keep pushing me to it!
go on, make me lose my head!

I'll smite you down and make you regret
every silly little thing you've ever said
I'll laugh as I spill your blood
its nothing you dont deserve

Coldfire
Oooo that last one was really great! big grin Though they're all real good #happy#

Syren
Originally posted by Lara
I remember that you posted alot in then GDF when I started that thread. happy
but becuase I had such a lenghty absence and so much has changed around here i kinda forgot you Sy, sowwy *waits for the slap* but I still wuv you now I remember!.

You forgot me?? May I ask how?? laughing out loud

Kidding chick, welcome back, I hope your reasons for disappearing were happy ones and if not, that they're all sorted now wink

Lara
off on a tangent again.


trapped in the coils of my own dimise
over and over the knot reties
tighter and tighter, I can not breathe
alone in the dark i sit and seethe.

breaking my thoughts down
one by one
the hours pass as I frown
defining my reasons with the rising sun.

eyes sore and swollen, puffy and red,
I remember every thing you ever said
I remember the promises
you broke them one by one.

now as I cry, I laugh too
because I know now, I'm better than you!
I smile and thankyou though you dont know why,
you made this girl stronger when you made her cry!.

Sar
that ones really good- i like the imagery in the first verse happy

Lara
frantic for the surface I struggle to reach.
no one ever told me this life was a peach.
down through the darkness my thoughts drag me.
deeper and deeper I cannot see.

questions spinning around and around
questions and questions the answers I cant find.
searching and searching I'm going out of my mind.
over and over I cry and scream.

I dont know myself I'm far too deep.
how can I find my identity the answers I seek?
the more I look and cannot find.
the worse I feel lost in my mind.

should I entirely stop my search?
knowing the fact that I am lost.
but I keen to find out.
at what ever cost.

Lara
standing in the background
fading away
so much torment
eating me away.
I sat and admired you
from afar,
for over a year
now look where we are.
just one smile
I'm blown away
cant believe how long it took me
now I'm happy
now your happy
now I'm happy
waking with you beside me
I smile just to see you
cant believe now after so long
I'm settled with you.
this is the strongest i have ever felt
the happiest I've ever been
you chase away all my fears
make me feel safe
in your arms I'm free of all ties and anxieties.
an equal on all levels
for this I'm amazed and greatful.
thank you
love you.
love me
love us.

Coldfire
You are soooo good Lana. Keep up the great work!

Lara
a turrent of wind in pages
a whirling mass of paper
I'm slowly lossing my temper.
I cant find the pieces I'm looking for
the deadline's today
the examiner just walked in the door!
canvas every where
paint on the floor
I though I;d finished every thing last week
but theres just more and more and more.
If I dont get this grade its two years gone
and I've been wasting my time all along!
I'm flustered and agitated hairs all in a mess
The examiner walks up to me and says

"why the stress?"

I'm steaming through the ears and he just smiles

"I cant organise things when they're not in a pile!"

he says to me with a jesting laugh

"out of all in the class, you've just about passed!"

Coldfire
That ones cute happy And I can relate to that feeling yes

Lara
thanks to the gift,
that brightened my eyes,
lifted my heart,
altered my skys,
thanks to the one,
that sparks my desire,
knows what i need,
what i want,
the one that stokes the fire,
thanks for you,
whom i love witout question,
who i think about every day, night and second,
to you who is the sole object of my obsession.
i love u forever,
always ill be yours,
please never turn me away,
or shut me in the cold outdoors.

Tassie
All are good, but I like these best. smile Skillful imagery.


Originally posted by Lara
standing in the background
fading away
so much torment
eating me away.
I sat and admired you
from afar,
for over a year
now look where we are.
just one smile
I'm blown away
cant believe how long it took me
now I'm happy
now your happy
now I'm happy
waking with you beside me
I smile just to see you
cant believe now after so long
I'm settled with you.
this is the strongest i have ever felt
the happiest I've ever been
you chase away all my fears
make me feel safe
in your arms I'm free of all ties and anxieties.
an equal on all levels
for this I'm amazed and greatful.
thank you
love you.
love me
love us.

cute happy

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
finally. ok lets see whats rattling around in this mind of mine.......................


untitled

pressure mounting behind secrets untold
a friendship stretched and ripping at the seams.
the affection we hold for each other no one will understand
and neither will they understand that we hold each others hand.
you've always been there for me and I for you
and now we face losing each other and I'm at a loss of what to do.
she has you in a iron grip,
and the way you've been treating me is causing my strength to slip
I hope this is over soon.
it hurts too much, its a dying bloom.
she may want me to disappear, and this I know, your biggest fear.
but listen, friend, once all is finished, once all is at end,
once she is gone, I will remain, I will help you mend.
for are we not the cherished and closest of friends?
very cool!

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
sorry it took longer than i thought to round that lot up, there was more of it than I thought there was.

I find writting comes very easily to me, I dont know why.
not all of my scribblings are written off the top of my head but most of the shorter one are.
I get a sentence in my head and I get the urge to write it down and after that first sentence the rest just flows (sorry cliche I know!)

I just hope that ppl enjoy and like what they read. I've kept these too close to my heart for too long and now its time to move on and I hope I will write for a long time to come.

thank you Ignite. happy
hey, that is true poetry. just lettin it flow! man you got great stuff, chicky! hah write more!

DreamingWarrior
now as I cry, I laugh too
because I know now, I'm better than you!
I smile and thankyou though you dont know why,
you made this girl stronger when you made her cry!.

awesome. just f@#@kin awesome........ you put me in awe.......notworthy

alcoholicpoet
Originally posted by Lara
thanks to the gift,
that brightened my eyes,
lifted my heart,
altered my skys,
thanks to the one,
that sparks my desire,
knows what i need,
what i want,
the one that stokes the fire,
thanks for you,
whom i love witout question,
who i think about every day, night and second,
to you who is the sole object of my obsession.
i love u forever,
always ill be yours,
please never turn me away,
or shut me in the cold outdoors.

Nice.

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Lara
the make up and clothes I wear
the way that I braid my hair.
all this to keep you people away
dont ask your questions I have nothing to say.
day gives way to night and night to day
but for longer and longer now I stay feeling this way.
the numbing effects of the prozac
the constant icy tingling that runs the length of my back
the doctor said it would help!
I scream, slumped on the floor pulling my hair free from my scalp.
my good days, few and far between
but all these feelings I keep hidden within
are often felt but rarely seen.
the sickening night mares
the violent activities of my sleep scare my sister,
these things so deep in my mind!
the paracite continues to feed
constantly urging me to make myself bleed.
to see the crimson river flow,
to feel the sincere release it gives to me,
so for all of you that stare at me like I'm a special exhibition at the tate
or some treasured rare sight at a freakish fair
think before you open your mouths instead open your minds.
as we are all human we all feel the same and express.
but the way we do should not be ridiculed or under duress.
you scorn and make fun, have you no compassion?
have you no respect?
have you no empathy?
have you no soul?
even if you do not desert me I'll still be here alone
becuase no one can see through my eyes but me
and no one can hear the thoughts I do, my thoughts.
and no one can have the same reasons to feel the way I feel.
you are who you are and I am who I am
so what if I choose to cover myself with a facade?
do you care or do you not?
the difference is for all my faults and feelings and strange strange ways
I'd still do more for you than you'd ever think of doing for me.
I'll never be free.
not of you but of me!

sunday 10th july 2005

DreamingWarrior
^^^ awesome poem ^^^

Lara
more and more you drained from me.
you made me ill
why couldnt you see?
you crippled me!
emotionally
mentally
physically
on and on you still wanted more
you drained every thing I had stored!
everything I had to keep myself going
but you didnt care
just as long as you had me there.
your little toy
your china doll
you thought I was unbreakable
you were wrong
and you wronged me time after time.
you always wanted me to say I was yours
you treated me like a posession.
your the sick one.
your the one at fault
your the one with the issues
your the one thats broke
you used me
abused me
isolated me
stripped me
gripped me
held me captive
blinged me
muted me
deafend me
turned me to stone.
you killed me
made me cold and bitter
you hurt me considerably
theres only one thing you did to help and support me
with all your torture I grew stronger day by day
and now we can see just who is the weak one
who's the paracite
whos the sickness
who brings death to every thing they touch
and becuase of this I chose to bring life and love to my environment
and to use the resentment I hold for you as a tool to not do to others what you did to me
I am FREE!

saturday 23rd july 2005 5pm

DreamingWarrior
Very awesome poem. keep writing gal, it is great stuff.

Coldfire
I love your stuff girl!

Lara
how can I free myself of the many voices in my mind?
am I really seeing these things?
am i hallucinating or am I blind?
they all talk over one another struggling and dying to be heard.
like so many knots in a ball of wool.
confusion rules in chaos
I cant stay here a minute longer the walls are closing in.
the stale air is chocking me.
dusky light pours in through a crack in the blind
I watch the dust and particles dance in the beam
before turning my head back to the ceiling
before thinking about bleeding.
the comments they make weigh me down with a thousand loads
if my heart sinks any lower it'll be in the ground
these last few nights I havent slept
I've been waiting for him to return
he's the only one that drives it and keeps it away
where is he now?
I long for him which make the load heavier
I hope it wont be too late when he arrives
I'm watching the blood dipping on the slate
this is only a scratch but I could make it worse
the longing I have for him is deep rooted
I know he longs for me
but how can I escape
when my destiny is calling for me?
the angels are waiting
the wind screams for more tears
but this earthen ground I walk upon is saturated
with all my tears and all my fears
please I implore you
save me before its too late
save me kris before my lungs deflate
before my veins run dry
your all I live for
you I would and am dying for
hold me close say you'll never leave
for when your gone the loss I feel is like a debilitating disease
no medic can cure me
only you.

sunday 24th july 2005

DreamingWarrior
wow. uh, wow.

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
wow. uh, wow.
Took the words right out of my mouth stick out tongue

Lara
embarrasment thankyou *rubs foot into sand*

Lara
running through dark damp corridors
dress swagging behind
I hear the black lace ripping on invisible snags
I hear a sound, run towards it!
Light flashes, i run faster
excitement runs through me as I realise I could soon be free
bare feet in cold water up to my ankles
I reach the light, then bars slam down.
I slump to the ground, fingers wrapped around the cold Iron.
tears of disappointment and despair make clean tracks down my sooty face
hair all a mess
then I hear them coming
the babble of the crowd, come with their sticks to poke stare and laugh.
this is just a game to them but what about me?!
this isn't fair let me go
let me see what you see,
let me be clean
let me get lost among the trees with the birds,butterflies and bees.
let me breathe fresh air and drink running water
let me suffer no longer, some one help me!
let me ware fine delicate clean clothes
let me appear like you on the outside
but I know you wont because you'll never change
what separates us is I have compassion and love
and you are grounded by your greed and contempt
and when I die because of your callousness
I'll be free to live happy and you'll spend eternity in purgatory.

Tuesday 26th July 2005

DreamingWarrior
Very nice. Gives a look into a private hell....

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Very nice. Gives a look into a private hell....
Yeah it does. That was so good lara yes

Lara
not what I meant it to be but ok. big grin glad you like my work it seems there are only a few keeping this thread going at the moment.sad always happens to me! maybe I bore people? oh I dont know. *sigh*

Lara
oh well each to their own.I'm stumped to day! I have no inspiration to write. just having one of those days I guess. hopefully I'll be back on form soon. sorry guys.

Coldfire
Originally posted by Lara
not what I meant it to be but ok. big grin glad you like my work it seems there are only a few keeping this thread going at the moment.sad always happens to me! maybe I bore people? oh I dont know. *sigh*
I think that they just overlook this thread for some reason... if they would only read it, they would come back again and again big grin
Originally posted by Lara
oh well each to their own.I'm stumped to day! I have no inspiration to write. just having one of those days I guess. hopefully I'll be back on form soon. sorry guys.
That sucks, but I know whatcha mean. I couldn't manage to write anything last night

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
not what I meant it to be but ok. big grin glad you like my work it seems there are only a few keeping this thread going at the moment.sad always happens to me! maybe I bore people? oh I dont know. *sigh*
You are not fu@#ing boring, Lady. you have a great style. folks just don't always have the courtesy to say so. whaddya gonna do? keep writing, ok? I enjoy it immensely. haha everyone seems to have writer's block these days.... hahaha.

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
You are not fu@#ing boring, Lady. you have a great style. folks just don't always have the courtesy to say so. whaddya gonna do? keep writing, ok? I enjoy it immensely. haha everyone seems to have writer's block these days.... hahaha.
Writer's block is spreading all over the poetry thread *shakes head in wonder*

DreamingWarrior
*smaks lara and cold* snap outta it and Write!!!! hahahaha

Coldfire
*rubs cheek* Now was that really necessary?? laughing out loud stick out tongue I'm gonna write... once i figure out what to write stick out tongue big grin

Lara
OW! and just as I was gonna post some stuff too! *sob*

I wrote thes on the train dont now why tho had no inspiration what so ever. just put the pen to the paper and words wrote themselves!

Individual inner self

stair ways to nowhere
broken glass falling from shelves
standing in the spot light i stare
glaring back at myself

what is this I see?
the girl I am or want to be?
what wretched creature stands stark before me?
this being that just wants to flee!

I reach out but its too late
she's started running, straight to her fate!
stumbling on the fallen, broken glass
but doesnt flinch, picks herself up and carries on as if it was just grass

what madness is this?
why do I run from myslef?
what qualities do I not possess?
who can myself help?

flashing lights, falling rain
here the tears fall again
still shes running, up the stairs
how can I make her see, she is me?

I try to follow but am held back
what can I do?
I call out "STOP!"
she stops, turns, smiles and slowly starts back

what is it that she, myself needs?

thursday 28th july 2005

Lara
come dance with me
in the full moon
come dance with me
in its full mystery

come swim with me
in the ocean
come swim with me
feel its healing ability

come sing with me
let it all out
come sing with me
truly feel free

come lie with me
come dream with me
come sleep with me
come feel with me

come steal time with me
come break reality with me
come cry with me
come fly with me

come drown in Ecstasy
if you'll save me
I'll save you
together we can be each others fool.

Thursday 28th of July 2005

Oiram62205
Good stuff Lara

Coldfire
Great stuff happy

Lara
thankyou.
Oiram62205 i see your new to this thread.

DreamingWarrior
whoa. awesome. i like the last one alot. hahah very good.

Lara
I'm in that horrible bottomless pit of loathing and lowness today. have written but havent the energy to post it. I have asked a friend for my scrap book back so I can post some of my really early stuff form maybe 5 or 6 years ago.
fell really horrible.

Lara
this is what a wrote a few days ago and its is absolute shite

another shitty birthday, just like last year!
no laughing and no beer.
sitting in the house on my own.
yeah tell me again why am I here?
Oh yeah! I took the day off work especially to spend with you,
my family and all you've done is avoid me like the plague!
why do I bother?
after all you ignore me for the rest of the year,
why should one day be any different
after all you only gave birth to me!
I dont know why I care,
I'm used to being forgotten.

(01/08/05)

Lara
through and through your voice warms me.
welcoming as the dawning sun
stars in the night sky
clarity in your blinking eyes
I shed happy tears
as you wipe them away you ask "why?"
I cant explain but you know why all the same.
I'm safe with you, comforted, at peace
you hold a special place in my heart
and its not just because you make me laugh.
now with you I look ahead
and not see blackness but a future instead
a happy life shared with you full of love.
thankyou for lightening my heart.

(02/08/05)

Oiram62205
Originally posted by Lara
thankyou.
Oiram62205 i see your new to this thread.
yes I am. I am glad I checked it out.

Lara
whys that? *curious*

DreamingWarrior
Lara.

You hurt and cry, the demon chews your heart to bits,
Your soul feels broken, and cast to the pits,
Eyeliner and mascara trail with those tears
And you face again your darkest fears,
Remember, love, you are a special one,
When this pain hits you with a stun,
Think of us, those who care deeply for you.
My words may be old, but tried and true.
If I had the power I'd protect you day and night,
From any evil near, or hidden out of sight.
Cry if you must, ma chere, cry hard,
Don't fear the light revealing the scars,
Just please keep yourself here and safe too.
Remember... If nothing else, a knight cares for you.

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Lara.

You hurt and cry, the demon chews your heart to bits,
Your soul feels broken, and cast to the pits,
Eyeliner and mascara trail with those tears
And you face again your darkest fears,
Remember, love, you are a special one,
When this pain hits you with a stun,
Think of us, those who care deeply for you.
My words may be old, but tried and true.
If I had the power I'd protect you day and night,
From any evil near, or hidden out of sight.
Cry if you must, ma chere, cry hard,
Don't fear the light revealing the scars,
Just please keep yourself here and safe too.
Remember... If nothing else, a knight cares for you.
yes We all care for ya smile

Lara

Lara

Lara

Lara

Lara

Lara
Omen
A black dove is an omen just like a blue rose
For ones mind and eyes cannot compose
From natures cruelty you will not survive
The natural disaster that lives in my mind
My imagination is far too cruel
For you to create and compose a rule
You will not hide, you will not survive
That natural disaster that lives in my mind.

Lara

Lara

Lara
I found another 35 or 36 poems from the same time period that I want to put up for you but you'll have to make do with these few untill I can be bothered to sit in front of the 'puter and type them up. probably do a few at a time. big grin enjoy. to the christians here I mean no offence in the poem "pills!" thats was just how I felt at the time I wrote it. so please take my apologies if I have offended any one.

DreamingWarrior
wow... nice work, yo. You are so not empty. You have fullness too many lack. Be confidant and know it. goes for all of you out there. i mean it.

Coldfire
Originally posted by Lara
I found another 35 or 36 poems from the same time period that I want to put up for you but you'll have to make do with these few untill I can be bothered to sit in front of the 'puter and type them up. probably do a few at a time. big grin enjoy. to the christians here I mean no offence in the poem "pills!" thats was just how I felt at the time I wrote it. so please take my apologies if I have offended any one.
As long as we get to read em eventually happy

Good stuff yes

Lara

Lara

Lara

Lara
Guardian Angel
Angel, guardian! My guardian

Angel, guardian of my heart
Once over protective
Now step aside, let him pass

Angel, guardian of the lock
He holds the key
Give him the chance

Angel, guardian, protector of mine
Your job description now changed
Be my guide

Angle, guardian, lead the way
Light the lamp
Show me the warm glow of day

Angel free me but nurture me still
Help me recognise the way I feel.
(18/12/03)

Lara

Lara

Oiram62205

bilb

DreamingWarrior
Dang.................. um, talent is a weak word to describe the glorious gift you have. hahaha..... embarrasment wow....

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
Dang.................. um, talent is a weak word to describe the glorious gift you have. hahaha..... embarrasment wow....
yes My thoughts exactly smile

Lara
tysm. like I was saying before hand i was having a tough time when i wrote them and now i revisit what i wrote it still hurts, I had forgotten all about them, my friend has had my book for a long time.
but I survived it and I'm stronger now. I'm really pleased that you have enjoyed what you've read here and I promise I will post some more real soon.
*hugs all*

Oiram62205 I was under the influence when I wrote that song lol, im all sorted now and have been for a long time, but how can you berate yourself like that. its simply how you feel right?

cold. I have alot of catching up to do in your thread havent been there for quite some time. I look forwards to getting there at some point I really enjoy your work.

DW! only one new one from you! *tut tut* I'm patient wink really enjoyed what you did post though its very fluent has a nice relaxed but structured pace. really like it alot.

bilb, not seen you around before but thats for posting and Hi *waves*
if any one has any thing they wish to know please dont hesitate to pm me or email me. I will reply as soon as I can. big grin thankies to you all I wuv ya.

Coldfire
Originally posted by Lara
tysm. like I was saying before hand i was having a tough time when i wrote them and now i revisit what i wrote it still hurts, I had forgotten all about them, my friend has had my book for a long time.
but I survived it and I'm stronger now. I'm really pleased that you have enjoyed what you've read here and I promise I will post some more real soon.
*hugs all*

Oiram62205 I was under the influence when I wrote that song lol, im all sorted now and have been for a long time, but how can you berate yourself like that. its simply how you feel right?

cold. I have alot of catching up to do in your thread havent been there for quite some time. I look forwards to getting there at some point I really enjoy your work.

DW! only one new one from you! *tut tut* I'm patient wink really enjoyed what you did post though its very fluent has a nice relaxed but structured pace. really like it alot.

bilb, not seen you around before but thats for posting and Hi *waves*
if any one has any thing they wish to know please dont hesitate to pm me or email me. I will reply as soon as I can. big grin thankies to you all I wuv ya.
Thanks Lara happy I looked back at some of my older stuff the other day too, and yeah some of them do hurt still yes

DreamingWarrior
Hahaha.... yeah, not been on for a bit.... hahahnot been HOME for a while. helping out a lady. found out why i went through all the kuh scheisse in my earlier years a few weeks ago, and (get this!) I actually completed my first quest! hahah I am for real here. hahaha.... I found the reason for it all up to now, and now I am left with "What next, God?" hahahah so very cool, yet so ...... very..... i dunno. anyway, I am gonna write some more tonight !! yeah! alot to.. hahahah.
Love and hug's from your knight! PLUR!

Lara
happy so whats this quest your talking about DW? sounds interesting.
"kuh scheisse" is that some kinda cheese? roll eyes (sarcastic) (j/k) but no, really what is it!?
and whats with "PLUR!" dont you mean "PURR!"? confused

more coming soon, hopefully. laughing out loud

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
happy so whats this quest your talking about DW? sounds interesting.
"kuh scheisse" is that some kinda cheese? roll eyes (sarcastic) (j/k) but no, really what is it!?
and whats with "PLUR!" dont you mean "PURR!"? confused

more coming soon, hopefully. laughing out loud
hahah yeah, write some so i dont hog your space! hahahha i'll pm you with the quest thing, but plur is Peace Love Unity Respect. I know alotta ravers and crazy gals, and that is raver motto #1. hahhah! check your messages! wink

Lara
k.o wink

DreamingWarrior
hhahaha!

Lara
stick out tongue ner ner ne ner ner! *hides*

ShapedByWords
Originally posted by Lara
Oiram62205 I was under the influence when I wrote that song lol, im all sorted now and have been for a long time, but how can you berate yourself like that. its simply how you feel right?

(Name change since then embarrasment )

When I go back and look at that song I wrote it is nothing close to what I am capable of writing. It's just a imple fact. The song I wrote was about a relationship I was in. I did feel what is contained in it, but the song I wrote is really not all that great. erm

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
stick out tongue ner ner ne ner ner! *hides*
?? ner? you dARE NER ME!??!???!?! Well MEH! to you! hahahah!

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
?? ner? you dARE NER ME!??!???!?! Well MEH! to you! hahahah!
laughing

Lara
NNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!! stick out tongue whistle kisss

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
NNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!! stick out tongue whistle kisss

well indeed. hahah MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha! hug kisses

Coldfire
Originally posted by Lara
NNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!! stick out tongue whistle kisss
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
well indeed. hahah MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha! hug kisses
laughing out loud laughing laughing out loud

Lara
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!

ShapedByWords
oooooooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! hahahaha "Confucious say: Man who fart in church sit in his own pew. " hahahhahahh!Originally posted by ShapedByWords
oooooooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk join us in our insanity.... *echoes of thousands of other voices* yesss......... join ussssss....


laughing out loud

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hahahaha "Confucious say: Man who fart in church sit in his own pew. " hahahhahahh! join us in our insanity.... *echoes of thousands of other voices* yesss......... join ussssss....


laughing out loud
laughing

Lara
shake your bum bum shake your bum bum shake your bum bum down!
dancetoot

DreamingWarrior
hahahah...

Lara
ok. as promised.

a longing to be understood
an ache now soothed
words that are unnecessary but still said
my heart irreversibly moved

i don't need to hear, just only see
the depth in your eyes when you look at me
I read more in that than your words could ever express
no existing issues that i am hesitant to address

your company, welcome like the early morning summer sun
warm, gentle, and enjoyable as well as fun
inf actuation deepened over time
my intrigue more profound as i get to know your mind

heres my sonnet, to shut you out if foolish
your a gift far greater than anything I could ever wish for.
(25/12/03)

Lara
i don't want to remember how it started or how it ended
it was like a game to you.
I knew all you wanted from the beginning was to get laid
but you never got what you strove to achieve

I see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
you obligated yourself with me
but know I see you never wanted to be with me.

careful how you treat me
you wont like the reality

the way it was, we were perfect
nothing stood in the way
but from me you hid your true colours
but now, NOW I SEE
NOW I SEE STRAIGHT THROUGH YOU!

i see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
you obligated yourself with me
careful how you treat me
you wont like what you see you obligated yourself with me
but now i see you never wanted to be with me

your sweet facade has fallen
I wont come crawling, not to you
don't come calling, i wont be stalling
you'll get paid what your due

i see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
now I'm standing proud
no shadow of a doubt
you'll never find another me

i see you falling to the ground
fading into the crowd
you obligated yourself with me
now i see you never really wanted to be with me


finally i see who you really are
now i bare yet another emotional scar
I see what you really are.

Lara
what does she do when its all gone wrong?
where does she turn?
where does she run?
theres a limit to how much you can do in a day
tell her one thing, tell her you wont stay
there's no where to go
there's no where to hide
there's no where to run from a broken pride
envy is bad, revenge is worse
it rules her life like an eternal curse
don't push her you wont like what you find
she's like an unexploded land mine
she walks but goes no where
there's no where to go
she'll find her prey and then you'll know
don't push her you wont like whay you find
don't push her shes an unpredictable mind
don't push her shes an unexpected plan
when she finds you the next place you'll see is the promised land.

Lara
have you ever seen me angry?
have you ever seen me sad?
have you ever seen me happy?
have you ever seen me mad?
have you ever seen me grieving?
have you ever seen me cry?
have you ever felt what I've felt ?
have you ever asked me why?

Lara
screaming louder and louder still
but no one can hear or make sense of my words
screaming still, crying now
its a bad situation of the inside being let out
scratching the wounds raw
until they bleed again
falling like rain into the sea
a waterfall of tears which runs, falls within me
forced to pull up a mask, pretend that everything is alright
because the mask before this one, no body liked
nothing to protect myself with!
I knew it was wrong
but by the time i had realised what i had done,
the shields had already been demolished and now they are gone
I hate the sense of being defenceless
just the way you hate feeling useless
listening is a far better option for me
its more natural than speaking on what i feel and what i see
for this life i did not ask!
it just got given without thought for the task
look at me now, I know what you see
a tired heartbroken little girl
who in every day, in some strange way, is miserable
because of this i cannot think, comprehend and then speak.
I don't want your pity, I'd rather be hated
but its too late for that
I'm already stamped and dated.

Lara
they say you are of this world what you share
then how can i belong to this world if somethings I cannot bring myself to share?
because they are bigger than me and more self aware
I cant stay in a world that does not welcome me
things from the fantasy world, a blink away
endlessly stalk me through each day
how can i stay when things that aren't even real want to keep me away?
forever dragging me down
deeper and deeper but still i don't drown
its just for the pressure
for the satisfaction of the scare
further and further down I'm towed
stop this now, stop the freak show
paranoid, still they stare
what cant you leave me alone?
what are you always there?
feeding off of my despair.

Lara
this all i can be bothered to type up right now sorry although there are still a few more to come. enjoy. big grin

DreamingWarrior
DAMN! wow, madam, very awesome collection, and quite a read! haha !

Originally posted by Lara
have you ever seen me angry?
have you ever seen me sad?
have you ever seen me happy?
have you ever seen me mad?
have you ever seen me grieving?
have you ever seen me cry?
have you ever felt what I've felt ?
have you ever asked me why?

I think so, and Why do YOU feel this way>?
haha always an answer and a question if you ask.

Lara
thats an old one i think i was in the process of writting a song and that was as far as i got. havent been back to it since didnt want to ruin it laughing out loud
i cant answer your question DW cuz i dont really know myself lol sorry

Coldfire
Great stuff! happy

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
thats an old one i think i was in the process of writting a song and that was as far as i got. havent been back to it since didnt want to ruin it laughing out loud
i cant answer your question DW cuz i dont really know myself lol sorry
haha is ok, babes. hahaha.

Coldfire
I'd like to read some more soon happy

DreamingWarrior
Yes..... write usss...... hahha

Lara
ok soon soon I promise, just having a few problems at home at the moment. but i will post some stuff soon.

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
ok soon soon I promise, just having a few problems at home at the moment. but i will post some stuff soon. Oh... sorry babe...

hey, you need somethin, anything, like busted kneecaps, threatening letters, fish in papers, I know a guy. wink laughing out loud winkiss take care of yourself babe. And; GOOD TO HEAR FROM YA! YAYYYYYY!!!!! hysterical

Coldfire
Originally posted by Lara
ok soon soon I promise, just having a few problems at home at the moment. but i will post some stuff soon.
Okies, we can wait smile

Lara
OK as promised. this is some new stuff i wrote today when i was sat in the pub on my own (such a sad life i have laughing out loud )

broken glass and chloroform
choking noises underneath the storm
lustful glances from the sharks eyes
walking through this sea of smoke
everyone is talking but none of them spoke
glasses lined up on the bar
its clear that their eyes will wander far
blaring music and the rancid smell
I cant breath, searching for the door
just as i reach is i get knocked to the floor
why am i here in this sullied place?
are you all senseless?
the hands out stretched, grabbing and groping
I'm closed in!
the frenzy starts
more broken glass and spilt alcohol
murder and rape is in the air
gasping i wake
was it all a dream?
am i alive? am i sane?
how can i escape these nightmares?
relieve me, clean me, free me!

Lara
street of broken dreams and hearts

welcome to the street of broken dreams and hearts
filled with broken mirrors and broken glass
pass the smashed and shattered doors
past the derelict walls where you can see the above floors
defaced mannequins wearing weathered ans torn clothes
where if they were human flesh would be exposed
this world we know to be cruel all too well
but still we are blind and continue to fall
the sky is breaking every breathing minute
with the rumble of thunder and a fractious fork of lightening so bright
in this lifeless place no more do the birds take flight
this place we all know
it breaks us all unless you know how to survive
unless you remember how it feels to be alive.

Coldfire
ooooo great stuff yes Lots of imagery happy

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
OK as promised. this is some new stuff i wrote today when i was sat in the pub on my own (such a sad life i have laughing out loud )

broken glass and chloroform
choking noises underneath the storm
lustful glances from the sharks eyes
walking through this sea of smoke
everyone is talking but none of them spoke
glasses lined up on the bar
its clear that their eyes will wander far
blaring music and the rancid smell
I cant breath, searching for the door
just as i reach is i get knocked to the floor
why am i here in this sullied place?
are you all senseless?
the hands out stretched, grabbing and groping
I'm closed in!
the frenzy starts
more broken glass and spilt alcohol
murder and rape is in the air
gasping i wake
was it all a dream?
am i alive? am i sane?
how can i escape these nightmares?
relieve me, clean me, free me!
hug now you aren't sitting alone. Bartender, beer me! beer

DreamingWarrior
Excellent work, hon. Just excellent.

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
hug now you aren't sitting alone. Bartender, beer me! beer
haha I would, but I don't like the stuff and I'm technically underage lmao stick out tongue

DreamingWarrior
HAha... well, Lady Cold, the brew was mostly for noone, cause I dont much care for it myself... hahah just goin on the poem. laughing Lara, holla at your boy here, ok? wink

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
HAha... well, Lady Cold, the brew was mostly for noone, cause I dont much care for it myself... hahah just goin on the poem. laughing Lara, holla at your boy here, ok? wink
lol I know stick out tongue

Lara
*shouts* whoa!? whatcha say DW? I dont like beer either I was drinking cola with ice. *stops shouting*
lame i know but there is nothing worse than boozing on your own just looks sad. laughing out loud thanks DW.
hey cold, dont worry about it its not all that much fun. just something else to do.

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
*shouts* whoa!? whatcha say DW? I dont like beer either I was drinking cola with ice. *stops shouting*
lame i know but there is nothing worse than boozing on your own just looks sad. laughing out loud thanks DW.
hey cold, dont worry about it its not all that much fun. just something else to do.
Hahahah whooooaaaaa there ma cheri, whooooaaa! laughing that was a total ... oh wait, you are kidding. Darn YOU !!! laughing out loud weiber...... *looks to heaven again* anyways, GOOD to see you K! Glad it was a cola, but hey, someday mebbe we CAN share a pint.... of cola. laughing out loud wink PM me soon, OK? or email my yahoo! J'adore vous. Bonjour, cheri.

Coldfire
Originally posted by Lara
*shouts* whoa!? whatcha say DW? I dont like beer either I was drinking cola with ice. *stops shouting*
lame i know but there is nothing worse than boozing on your own just looks sad. laughing out loud thanks DW.
hey cold, dont worry about it its not all that much fun. just something else to do.
lol yeah I know enough people who do it to know that much hahaha stick out tongue

DreamingWarrior
Da. what cold said. How you be, both of yas?

Lara
OOOOooooooooooWWWWwwwwwwwww! my head! it feels like an anvile on a stick! everything hurts and i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. i cant feel my legs! argh! whats wrong with me?????

BTCS? TOFTS? DWES?

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
OOOOooooooooooWWWWwwwwwwwww! my head! it feels like an anvile on a stick! everything hurts and i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. i cant feel my legs! argh! whats wrong with me?????

BTCS? TOFTS? DWES?

Umm... huh? confused hahaha....

DreamingWarrior
what is up Lady Lara?

Coldfire
Originally posted by Lara
OOOOooooooooooWWWWwwwwwwwww! my head! it feels like an anvile on a stick! everything hurts and i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. i cant feel my legs! argh! whats wrong with me?????

BTCS? TOFTS? DWES?
huh stick out tongue

Lara
had a major headache y.day and i couldnt shift it.
why am i back at college!? :s

DreamingWarrior
to better yourself, and do what you would love to do! And you can! big grin

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
to better yourself, and do what you would love to do! And you can! big grin
yes big grin

Lara
yeah but some one keeps messing it up with minimal effort and has done it to me all my live its like they get some sick enjoyment out of it
they reap what they've sowed and will be punished by the powers that be soon enough.

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Lara
yeah but some one keeps messing it up with minimal effort and has done it to me all my live its like they get some sick enjoyment out of it
they reap what they've sowed and will be punished by the powers that be soon enough.
dang skippy. You forge ahead, cheri. You have the power, the will, and the guts to make your dreams reality. And you have plenty of backup!

canadian Coldfire, diva Tassie, gunsmilie crazy-a$$ me, heh, and the rest of our army!!!
shuriken
sniper tank tomcat
wink3

DreamingWarrior
Lara.... Keeping this on top for ya! big grin

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
dang skippy. You forge ahead, cheri. You have the power, the will, and the guts to make your dreams reality. And you have plenty of backup!

canadian Coldfire, diva Tassie, gunsmilie crazy-a$$ me, heh, and the rest of our army!!!
shuriken
sniper tank tomcat
wink3
you betcha big grin

DreamingWarrior
See?!? laughing

Coldfire
Of course you had to give me the dorky hat stick out tongue laughing out loud

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Coldfire
Of course you had to give me the dorky hat stick out tongue laughing out loud It's the canadia one, eh wot!!!??? laughing

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
It's the canadia one, eh wot!!!??? laughing
Too bad I've never even seen a hat like that irl laughing out loud stick out tongue

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Coldfire
Too bad I've never even seen a hat like that irl laughing out loud stick out tongue
laughing I HAVE! hahahahah! in tennesee, where I used to live.

Coldfire
Originally posted by DreamingWarrior
laughing I HAVE! hahahahah! in tennesee, where I used to live.
laughing out loud well then you should be the one with that sexy hat laughing out loud stick out tongue

DreamingWarrior
Originally posted by Coldfire
laughing out loud well then you should be the one with that sexy hat laughing out loud stick out tongue
psshhht only when they tag my toes.

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