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Come here and let all your emotions out. from Negative to Positive (mostly neg). Have fun and release whats building up inside before you explode

Originally posted by Raven Guardia
Come here and let all your emotions out. from Negative to Positive (mostly neg). Have fun and release whats building up inside before you explode I MISS MY GF!

AAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGRGGHHGHGGH!!!!! bahurgle blowup
i bust a nerve... felt good though

IM SO ANGRY SO CONFUSED....SO ....and I dont know why

Originally posted by Raven Guardia
IM SO ANGRY SO CONFUSED....SO ....and I dont know why

g2g, cya


rock on RG

I have recently decided to emotionally shut down.

put on your favourite loud song, something thats good to bang to, and punch stuff works for me

C-ya BW remember "For those about to rock, we solute you"

Originally posted by ragesRemorse
I have recently decided to emotionally shut down.

I thought about doing that.

Originally posted by Demarthl
put on your favourite loud song, something thats good to bang to, and punch stuff works for me

I have on some music now...its helping a little

Originally posted by Raven Guardia
C-ya BW remember "For those about to rock, we solute you" "Make Nickelback proud, RG!"

I'll try

im losing all my friends, im losing in the end, and she says, behave little boy, you better sit back down, till ya hold your ground, its your turn to learn to fiiight! better sit back down, put the bottle down yeaaaaaahhh!!!

i am on a binge, wish things would change wish they'd re arrange im on a biiiiiinge, yeaaeeeaaaaahh yeah

I walk this lonely road, the only one I have ever known.
dont know where it goes. but its me and I walk alone.

BoBD fav song?
i was singin Binge by papa roach, my fav song doesnt have lyrics, not even a real song just a game remix

Originally posted by Demarthl
BoBD fav song?
i was singin Binge by papa roach, my fav song doesnt have lyrics, not even a real song just a game remix

well, I have fav songs off and on depending my mood..but yeah right now its my fav

I never heard the song binge....what game remix is your fav song too?

Ocremix.org sonic and knuckles remix - rAAw Battery

never heard of it

it on ocremix.org, free music there ^^

awesome, did you ever use Yahoo music?? I usally use Yahoo

no2 im naughty i pirate lots of stuff

i think ive got a new favourite atm i overplayed rAAw battery
Prodigy - Spitfire, purely to hype myself up

is it really like music thats gets your adrenalin moving?

Im pissed about a lot of things

Prodigy always gets you going, and rAAw battery? i dont think i've ever heard a song like it with a better beat.

slip > let it all here..just yell or do whatever you have too

dem> they both sound awesome...is there is alot of guitar and drum beats in rAAw battery?

shuriken

ocremix basically pulls a midi from a classic game like sonic and adds a beat and a few samples to it.

rAAw battery has a very fast beat, but no guitar, although the original midi from s&k does sound like a guitar.

the rAAw battery sounds interesting.

spitfire is purely another godly sound delivered through the hectic vocals of keith and maxim mastered by the skills of liam, masterpiece

I never heard of spitfire till you told me about it.

i have to get my prodigy collection back, i had tons of songs i love em

did you have it saved to your comp?

before it all went kablooey years ago

lost you everything on it? cry

absolutely everything, even the pesky viruses that you cant get rid of went

if you like fast noises and guitars > arilyn manson - 'astonishing panorama of the endtimes'

Marilyn manson creeps me out

he's a tart, good music

Manson is scary looking fear

so is michael jackson

yes, you are right......

Oooooo

what does Jackson call a school bus???

candyland

no.....

he calls it Feels On Wheels

nasty

aint no love ting her, ju one big cycle here, ant no friend ship here, jus one big cycle here, round round round we go round round round we go if you love me let me know round round round we go round round round we go if you love me let me know

who sings that?

So, I've only read the first post and decided that this is a place to vent. I have mild paranoid schizophrenia. My personality disorders really prevent me from having a social life. I can't seem to convey my thoughts in a clear manor. I hate my job. Mind-numbing, soul-crushing are a few of the adverbs (is that the right word, I sucked at Language Arts 9) that come to mind. I don't think I'm going to be able to get into a decent college. And even if I do, I'll still go nowhere because I have to definate idea of exactly where it is I want to go. My brother has no job, starting to piss me off a bit. Especially because what little money he does get he smokes up in the living room with his idiotic friends. Friends who take it upon themselves to eat me out of house and home. Not to mention stomp all over my newly mopped kitchen floor and pale colored living room carpet in their dirty shoes after I told them not to. Are you gonna pay for my carpet to get cleaned assholes? Is your mama gonna write me a check? My mental state has been switching back and forth. Apathetic, Idealistic. I suppose I prefer apathy. You don't have to pull your fat ass off the couch to be apathetic. They're both better then my old stand by, crippling depression. My mom's become my best, actually my only friend. Which, I actually wouldn't mind if I could bring myself to truly not give a damn about how others think such a thing as a stong indicator of being a pathetic loser. Did I mention that I hate my job? Somehow I don't like watching people wasting their lives and their money in front of those damn machines. Man, I really want to go to London. Travel. I hate being cooped up in this crappy little town. Seeing the same damn faces. Visting the same places. I feel like I'm in one of those dame Hanna Barbara cartoons. Running and running but you just see the same background over and over. London would be nice. Australia. Start the travel abroad in places where most speak English. Well, some strange version of English. Man, I really hate my life. Don't know why. I suppose I'm just focusing on the fact that it could be better than the fact that it could be worse. Huh, maybe I am depressed and just convinced myself it's apathy. No, I think it's apathy.

Well, that actually did help. Perhaps I should start writing in my journal again.

Dizzee rascal, amazingly the song is called 'round we go' its not rock ^^

ms erupt, yeah Journeals help a lot ..I would keep one but someone might find it

dem> what style is it?

yowza.. Im a pretty odd person and Im bored right now...
roarr

eskibeat
ms> rock out ^^ nice to see someone properly explode

explode, like a can of air freshener in a burning fire

Originally posted by Demarthl
ms> rock out ^^ nice to see someone properly explode
Sorry, I'm kind of slow. Are you talking to me?

aye

*plays Cumbia(sp?) on Acoustic guitar*

Oh. Well, I'm not sure what properly explode means. (Like I said, slow kid here.) But, it doesn't sound like an insult. So, thanks?

raven r u still like cyber dating RTO??

your welcome

Originally posted by Raven Guardia
ms erupt, yeah Journeals help a lot ..I would keep one but someone might find it
You know, I'm almost positive that my mom used to read my journal. So, I got a fake new journal and wrote the most absurd things I could think of just to see if she'd say anything. Never did. But, it would be funny to know if she and my dad think I'm gay.

that would indeed

Originally posted by IceWithin
raven r u still like cyber dating RTO??
he is my BF in reallife

damn

Originally posted by Demarthl
damn
what

Meh, I suppose I can ask em one day, but if they think so who am I to wake them from the nightmare? They're so homophobic. Man, I'm just not a very nice daugther.

Originally posted by Raven Guardia
what

Originally posted by Demarthl
damn
What indeed?

*does a little off topic dance*

So, what's going on?

Dem what was the 'damn' about?

twas a mere piece of sarcasm, nothing to panic about

but panicing is fun

I was so worked up over a damn that I did an off topic dance.

Originally posted by Raven Guardia
but panicing is fun
i think you mean picnicking

huh?......*cries* you picking on me dem?

picnicking on you droolio

Originally posted by Demarthl
picnicking on you droolio

your a tad bit on the horny side

tad bit whatnot? you've missed me so long you forgot what im like
im always horny so much love to give and no takers

Originally posted by Demarthl
tad bit whatnot? you've missed me so long you forgot what im like
im always horny so much love to give and no takers

there a few takers some place I'm sure just need to search for them

nope.. no takers a couple strange people yes, but none yet ^^

wheelchair

wheelchair

what do u guys do to stop yourself feeling angry?

I think my gf dosn't love me any more

aw why?

Damn thats cold as ice

i dont know last night she wouldn't kiss me untill i begged for about 10 mins shes been act all strange u know who it is sis

SD?

yeah but dow say anythin about this to her plz i'm trying to make it work

i wont how long have you been seeing her?

i dont know about 4 or 5 days

oh right...maybe shes having her period?

or maybe shes feeling insecure

mayb i dow know well i guess case closed