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Hi, I dont really know how to word this, but at the minute, Im having some really bad problems in my life, and noone will believe me as their all rare medical things. They all think Im using them as an excuse to act like a jerk. Im not, I do geniunely have all these conditions, and I really need help. I cant afford any realy professional help, my family is too poor, and my friends dont believe me, so this seemed the only way I could really go.
I have these disorders, and they are making me violent and seem like a horrible bastard to everyone I know.

Kleptomania - Compusive Stealing

Manic Depression - Always Depressed

Insomnia - Cant Sleep

Paranoia - I'm always afraid

Slight Skitzophrenia - I can just change totally in seconds

Compulsive Lying - It just happens, I cant help it

Pyromania - I like burning things, and sometimes cant help myself#

I know some people will laugh at me and say its part of the growing up process, but noone else I know is like this. People will laugh at the pyromania and say its not true but it is... this is really the only way I can turn now, please help

Maybe this is one of your compulsive lies?

Not funny.

Sorry. I wish I could say something to help.

i wish i could help but i cant i have some dis-orders which i aint too happy about:

arthritis in the legs
a major heart problem

and im only 14

Originally posted by eggmayo
Hi, I dont really know how to word this, but at the minute, Im having some really bad problems in my life, and noone will believe me as their all rare medical things. They all think Im using them as an excuse to act like a jerk. Im not, I do geniunely have all these conditions, and I really need help. I cant afford any realy professional help, my family is too poor, and my friends dont believe me, so this seemed the only way I could really go.
I have these disorders, and they are making me violent and seem like a horrible bastard to everyone I know.

Kleptomania - Compusive Stealing

Manic Depression - Always Depressed

Insomnia - Cant Sleep

Paranoia - I'm always afraid

Slight Skitzophrenia - I can just change totally in seconds

Compulsive Lying - It just happens, I cant help it

Pyromania - I like burning things, and sometimes cant help myself#

I know some people will laugh at me and say its part of the growing up process, but noone else I know is like this. People will laugh at the pyromania and say its not true but it is... this is really the only way I can turn now, please help

I have about half of the sintoms u show... when I go to offices I always steal pens and I'm always lying.. and usually depressed, I simply dont like to show everyone the way I really feel

Originally posted by Darth Luke
i wish i could help but i cant i have some dis-orders which i aint too happy about:

arthritis in the legs
a major heart problem

and im only 14

Originally posted by eggmayo
Hi, I dont really know how to word this, but at the minute, Im having some really bad problems in my life, and noone will believe me as their all rare medical things. They all think Im using them as an excuse to act like a jerk. Im not, I do geniunely have all these conditions, and I really need help. I cant afford any realy professional help, my family is too poor, and my friends dont believe me, so this seemed the only way I could really go.
I have these disorders, and they are making me violent and seem like a horrible bastard to everyone I know.

Kleptomania - Compusive Stealing

Manic Depression - Always Depressed

Insomnia - Cant Sleep

Paranoia - I'm always afraid

Slight Skitzophrenia - I can just change totally in seconds

Compulsive Lying - It just happens, I cant help it

Pyromania - I like burning things, and sometimes cant help myself#

I know some people will laugh at me and say its part of the growing up process, but noone else I know is like this. People will laugh at the pyromania and say its not true but it is... this is really the only way I can turn now, please help

If no one will belive you that you have these promblems.I would take matters in my own hands and seek some help from a doctor so that these promblems can be fixed and taken care of.JM

he just said he can't pay for medical service

Originally posted by IceWithin
he just said he can't pay for medical service

Dang I must had not read that part.Sorry!jm

Originally posted by IceWithin
I have about half of the sintoms u show... when I go to offices I always steal pens and I'm always lying.. and usually depressed, I simply dont like to show everyone the way I really feel

I do that, the stealing pens thing. My boss has this basket full of pens. I take like one or two out of there every day. When I get home I empty my pockets and I always dump those pens on my dresser/wardrobe, forgetting to bring them back to work each day. One day I made the comment on how we were running out of pens, so my boss says, "You know, you are the only one who uses those pens."

So, I collected like forty pens from my dresser one day and I brought them all back to work and put them in the basket. Then I stole them all again and now they are all on my dresser right now.

Originally posted by Darth Luke
i wish i could help but i cant i have some dis-orders which i aint too happy about:

arthritis in the legs
a major heart problem

and im only 14
I have some reactive arthiritis too, doesnt help

Originally posted by The Tired Hiker
I do that, the stealing pens thing. My boss has this basket full of pens. I take like one or two out of there every day. When I get home I empty my pockets and I always dump those pens on my dresser/wardrobe, forgetting to bring them back to work each day. One day I made the comment on how we were running out of pens, so my boss says, "You know, you are the only one who uses those pens."

So, I collected like forty pens from my dresser one day and I brought them all back to work and put them in the basket. Then I stole them all again and now they are all on my dresser right now.
I do that at school with the pens, but I do it in shops too... its gonna get me caught one of these days... I really cant help it, I feel weird unless I steal stuff

eggmayo u should do sports, that really helps, I work out everyday now and I do kick boxing, it really helps u with depression


Originally posted by The Tired Hiker
I do that, the stealing pens thing. My boss has this basket full of pens. I take like one or two out of there every day. When I get home I empty my pockets and I always dump those pens on my dresser/wardrobe, forgetting to bring them back to work each day. One day I made the comment on how we were running out of pens, so my boss says, "You know, you are the only one who uses those pens."

So, I collected like forty pens from my dresser one day and I brought them all back to work and put them in the basket. Then I stole them all again and now they are all on my dresser right now.

I simply steal the ones that look pretty

Originally posted by IceWithin
eggmayo u should do sports, that really helps, I work out everyday now and I do kick boxing, it really helps u with depression


I do Kung Fu and Bushido, I like to play with the swords.. maybe that one I should stop.

Originally posted by The Tired Hiker
Maybe this is one of your compulsive lies?

but if it was a lie ... then it would mean he's telling the truth

Originally posted by IceWithin
I have about half of the sintoms u show... when I go to offices I always steal pens and I'm always lying.. and usually depressed, I simply dont like to show everyone the way I really feel

*hides pens*



nah just kidding, sweety to be honest i have 2 of these symtoms (diagnosed by a doctor) and one of them i think i have ... obviously i would reccomend going to see a doctor, but if you can't afford it, then thats a real bummer!
maybe go to the hospital - theyre free (for kids)

Originally posted by misha
but if it was a lie ... then it would mean he's telling the truth

Good call. And well done for having Stairway to Heaven in your sig.

Originally posted by eggmayo
Good call. And well done for having Stairway to Heaven in your sig.
thanks diva

and OMG i know droolio i was listening to it then thought - mmm this'd be yummy for a sig

Yeah, not sure about having the Darkness under it though

what do you mean the darkness?
you mean the picture?

yeah, i think its the darkness

jawdrop
cry it's led zep ....

sorry it's the Darknes.. ..they come from the town i live in

GAH

Originally posted by misha
*hides pens*



nah just kidding, sweety to be honest i have 2 of these symtoms (diagnosed by a doctor) and one of them i think i have ... obviously i would reccomend going to see a doctor, but if you can't afford it, then thats a real bummer!
maybe go to the hospital - theyre free (for kids)

Im sorry cry

I dont steal THAT many pens anyway schmoll

and I dont need any help, problems I have I can sort them out by miself

You honestly thought that was Led Zeppelin?

*takes out pen* lookaround

i was mainly talking to eggmayo for that bit

Originally posted by eggmayo
You honestly thought that was Led Zeppelin?

i thought it looked like the darkess, but it was under led zeppelin i thought i was just tired

Yeah, I just googled it and they did come up...

Try:
http://www.led-zeppelin.com/home.html

how embarresing .... i knew i shouldve trusted my brain

thankyou

Led Zeppelin are great droolio

omg i know in_love
they've so many great songs - and one day im gonna be able do play stairway to heaven on the guitar .... one day


im just so angry at google atm ranting

Originally posted by misha
*takes out pen* lookaround

i was mainly talking to eggmayo for that bit
then why did u quote me?

Originally posted by misha
omg i know in_love
they've so many great songs - and one day im gonna be able do play stairway to heaven on the guitar .... one day


im just so angry at google atm ranting
I can play that, not all of the solo though, just the octavey acoustic part.

cause i was talking to you about the pen bit cry

but u said that bit was meant to egg

Originally posted by eggmayo
I can play that, not all of the solo though, just the octavey acoustic part.

how long have you been playing guitar for?

Originally posted by IceWithin
but u said that bit was meant to egg

lets just drop it

Originally posted by misha
how long have you been playing guitar for?
About 2 or 3 years I think

Originally posted by misha
lets just drop it

fine!

Originally posted by eggmayo
About 2 or 3 years I think
yeah my sisters boyfriend, who's been playing for about 5 years (and he's in a band ) said i'd be able to play it in about a year

Originally posted by IceWithin
fine!
sorry, im REALLY tired atm ... going to bed soon!

and im trying to make a new sig!

I just finished making one

me too

Originally posted by misha
yeah my sisters boyfriend, who's been playing for about 5 years (and he's in a band ) said i'd be able to play it in about a year

If you just break it down, with a proper tab, you can learn it in about three months, its quite simple, most of the song is the same thing over and over again...

Originally posted by misha
me too

I think mine's really pretty, wanna see?

I still have to write IceWithin thou I cant find the right font

omg
i love it so much droolio
smallville?

cool right?
smallville, u've heard of it right?? its reeaally cool!

it's hot

ive seen one or two episodes when it first came out i think, and yeah it's pretty good

I didnt like teh first episodes, but like from the fourth episode or something on it's reeeeally cool

well for a start a manic depressive isnt always depressed...manic depressive swing between extreme elation and very bad depression..so if you are always depressed then you arent a manic depressive....

if you had been diagnosed by a professiona; then you would know this and therefor i think you are telling porkies

porkies? hysterical

Did I not say I cant afford any real help?
You dont get shrinks on the NHS...

um, martin, did you say in a thread that the add a word game involved me in it?


edit: actually dont worry ... i thought you said it in this thread, but i couldnt find it
but i found it now


god im so tired

Originally posted by eggmayo
Did I not say I cant afford any real help?
You dont get shrinks on the NHS...

which is why i adviced you to go to hospital - it's free for kids!

Originally posted by misha
which is why i adviced you to go to hospital - it's free for kids!
I figured there will be no help in hospitals, they dont do psychiatrists....

yes they do

Originally posted by misha
um, martin, did you say in a thread that the add a word game involved me in it?


edit: actually dont worry ... i thought you said it in this thread, but i couldnt find it
but i found it now


god im so tired



misha u weirdo

Originally posted by IceWithin


misha u weirdo

inlove
kisses

it was so weired!

Originally posted by misha
yes they do
I didnt know that, but you have to go to a secure unit in Dovr according to Google...
https://www1.indymedia.org.uk/en/2005/02/304721.html

Originally posted by misha

inlove
kisses

it was so weired!

bah dun worry bout it... Im tired myself.. even tho its only 9:30 pm

neither did i. until something happened.
um i dont know what that means.

hang on ill pm you...

Originally posted by IceWithin
bah dun worry bout it... Im tired myself.. even tho its only 9:30 pm

omg it's 9:30pm here too

ive had lack of sleep recently

omg really?!?! 9pm or 9am?

pm

weird china and australia same time zone
COOL!!

do you live in china?

that IS unbelievably cool and weired.
but i bet it's saturday for you?

u didnt know?

yeah its weird and definitly not cool, I dont like it here
sunday m'dear diva

i think i remember us having us this same conversaton actually
but then again, ive been having a LOT of de ja vou lately
why not? cry


omg we have exactly the same timezone

Originally posted by misha
i think i remember us having us this same conversaton actually
but then again, ive been having a LOT of de ja vou lately
why not? cry


omg we have exactly the same timezone

lol yeah I think we have

yes well australia's not THAT far from here

Originally posted by IceWithin
lol yeah I think we have

yes well australia's not THAT far from here

yeah, but were closer to NZ and still dont have the same timezone

werid, eh?

i know you stopped talking about bands a while ago but i play the drums if thats any consequence to anyone