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i cant help but to stop breathing at night , stop being alive , i havent hurt myself yet but ive come close .................... i crt , i wont sleep as much ..... ive lost 30 pounds im supse to wiegh 112 but im wiegh 92

Seek professional help would be my suggestion.

..................ummmmmmmmmmmmmm ........................thanks

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
i cant help but to stop breathing at night , stop being alive , i havent hurt myself yet but ive come close .................... i crt , i wont sleep as much ..... ive lost 30 pounds im supse to wiegh 112 but im wiegh 92




EMO KID

I wouldn't bother hurting yourself. It's not all it's cracked up to be.

You'll snap out of it sooner or later, right Khar?

Originally posted by kmcdude


EMO KID
Oi! That is NOT cool!

If tecknoyashi's being serious about this you shouldn't be like that.

Originally posted by Kharhmah
Oi! That is NOT cool!

If tecknoyashi's being serious about this you shouldn't be like that.

for real man.

Originally posted by kmcdude


EMO KID

................... im lauphin so badly yawn

Originally posted by mattador
You'll snap out of it sooner or later, right Khar?
Quite right, dear boy.

Originally posted by Kharhmah
Oi! That is NOT cool!

If tecknoyashi's being serious about this you shouldn't be like that.

Well, maybe he should go see a shrink or something and not post his depressing note on a off topic forum.

Originally posted by kmcdude


EMO KID stop being a stupid fukk

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
..................ummmmmmmmmmmmmm ........................thanks im sorry sweetie but no one on here can stop you from hurting yourself...however its my experiance that if you are talking about it openingly ...its more of a thought and not something you will actually do. It saddens me to see someone in depression...not many people truelly know what real depression is. Instead of seeking help here...I strongly suggest you speak to some you know....be strong. I'll say a prayer for you tonight.

Originally posted by kmcdude
Well, maybe he should go see a shrink or something and not post his depressing note on a off topic forum.
Well maybe you should be more sympathetic towards other people. Either that or keep your awful comments to yourself.

Originally posted by kmcdude
Well, maybe he should go see a shrink or something and not post his depressing note on a off topic forum. ..................im a girl ........................................ i went to theropy .....................didnt work ........................ ill try

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
..................im a girl ........................................ i went to theropy .....................didnt work ........................ ill try

umm, oww.

Originally posted by Ms Flower
stop being a stupid fukk

im sorry sweetie but no one on here can stop you from hurting yourself...however its my experiance that if you are talking about it openingly ...its more of a thought and not something you will actually do. It saddens me to see someone in depression...not many people truelly know what real depression is. Instead of seeking help here...I strongly suggest you speak to some you know....be strong. I'll say a prayer for you tonight.

............... thank you crying

Originally posted by mattador
umm, oww.


..................it isnt really me but its awesome , why not show it off

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
............... thank you crying hug

*tries not to sound too bitchy* ..but one of the worst things you can do is talk about this on the internet especialy if you post it here..talk to people in your life, work out what's bothering you and try to look at it in relation to bigger problems in the world. If it turns out to be something small, then snap the **** out of it..don't waste your life moping and being melodramatic...but if you can't then please get help..

..I hope you feel better and sort yourself out..

Originally posted by Kharhmah
Well maybe you should be more sympathetic towards other people. Either that or keep your awful comments to yourself.

Depression affects a lot of people and if he was serious,he would be off cutting his head off about now, and not posting about it here,he is just looking for ATTENTION and I dont feel any sympathy for people like that.


Also, LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

YOU CAN GET ALONG AND LIVE LIFE..............OR DRESS UP GOTHIC AND GO AND SLASH YOUR ARMS UP. IT'S UP TO YOU

Originally posted by Ms Flower
hug

......................... *sacrcasm* sound like fun

Originally posted by kmcdude
Also, LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.



You're being a dick about it, but I have to agree with that..life is truly what you make it..live it and enjoy it..when it starts to get down on you, fight it...

now where is Doob? ..he's very good at this kind of thing..

Originally posted by Fianna
*tries not to sound too bitchy* ..but one of the worst things you can do is talk about this on the internet especialy if you post it here..talk to people in your life, work out what's bothering you and try to look at it in relation to bigger problems in the world. If it turns out to be something small, then snap the **** out of it..don't waste your life moping and being melodramatic...but if you can't then please get help..

..I hope you feel better and sort yourself out.. thats not bitchy...its sound advise

Originally posted by kmcdude
Depression affects a lot of people and if he was serious,he would be off cutting his head off about now, and not posting about it here,he is just looking for ATTENTION and I dont feel any sympathy for people like that.


Also, LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

YOU CAN GET ALONG AND LIVE LIFE..............OR DRESS UP GOTHIC AND GO AND SLASH YOUR ARMS UP. IT'S UP TO YOU in your own way...i see how you're trying to help

you weirdo

Originally posted by Ms Flower
thats not bitchy...its sound advise

in your own way...i see how you're trying to help

you weirdo


Thanks

Originally posted by Ms Flower
thats not bitchy...its sound advise

in your own way...i see how you're trying to help

you weirdo lol

Originally posted by kmcdude
Thanks

Originally posted by Fianna


now where is Doob? ..he's very good at this kind of thing.. isnt he total greatness ....and right sexy too

Originally posted by Ms Flower


isnt he total greatness ....and right sexy too He has the best philosopher about this kind of thing of anyone I've ever met....read the suicide/depression threads on Infamous.. ...

..Indeed he is....very hot..eyes

Originally posted by kmcdude
Depression affects a lot of people and if he was serious,he would be off cutting his head off about now, and not posting about it here,he is just looking for ATTENTION and I dont feel any sympathy for people like that.


Also, LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

YOU CAN GET ALONG AND LIVE LIFE..............OR DRESS UP GOTHIC AND GO AND SLASH YOUR ARMS UP. IT'S UP TO YOU

No shit, people who are feeling depressed often need attention.

lol

Originally posted by Fianna
He has the best philosopher about this kind of thing of anyone I've ever met....read the suicide/depression threads on Infamous.. ...

..Indeed he is....very hot..eyes Ive not read that thread...I may.

he has no idea how much so

<. .>
U

Originally posted by Ms Flower
Ive not read that thread...I may.

he has no idea how much so

It's very interesting...

..he should be told then on a regular basis..

..is he okay?

" "
_

Originally posted by Fianna
It's very interesting...

..he should be told then on a regular basis..

..is he okay? yeah luv, he's ok.

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
" "
_ you're gonna be fine

Originally posted by kmcdude
Depression affects a lot of people and if he was serious,he would be off cutting his head off about now, and not posting about it here,he is just looking for ATTENTION and I dont feel any sympathy for people like that.


Also, LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

YOU CAN GET ALONG AND LIVE LIFE..............OR DRESS UP GOTHIC AND GO AND SLASH YOUR ARMS UP. IT'S UP TO YOU
I'm well aware of the levels of depression in this day and age, but there are varying degrees

It's all well and good saying they need to live life, but some people find it hard to raise themselves above their depression. I admit I used to be like that. I cut my arms up pretty bad, but I got over it in my own time.




I have no idea what I'm on about.

Originally posted by Ms Flower
yeah luv, he's ok.



Oh good...I just sent him a PM on Infamous anyway...

i did it once ..... i admit up

Originally posted by Kharhmah
I'm well aware of the levels of depression in this day and age, but there are varying degrees

It's all well and good saying they need to live life, but some people find it hard to raise themselves above their depression. I admit I used to be like that. I cut my arms up pretty bad, but I got over it in my own time.




I have no idea what I'm on about.


Why did you cut your arms if u wanted to die?

Why did you not just jump of a building or cut your throat?

Quicker and less painful

Kmcdude used to be caring...lol until i played a joke on him now he has no heart....

Originally posted by kmcdude
Why did you cut your arms if u wanted to die?

Why did you not just jump of a building or cut your throat?

Quicker and less painful
That's the thing, I didn't want to die.

It's not painful if you do it right.

Originally posted by Lord. Zidane
Kmcdude used to be caring...lol until i played a joke on him now he has no heart....

I STILL remember your ''stab of the month'' I am over it now,I think you have grown up a bit since then

Lol did i actually name the thread that? omfg..

Originally posted by Kharhmah
That's the thing, I didn't want to die.

It's not painful if you do it right.


Why did you inflict pain on yourself?

1.You must of wanted attention.

2.You are just really stupid.

3.You thought it was tough

4.You are insane

5.All of the above

Originally posted by Lord. Zidane
Lol did i actually name the thread that? omfg..


Yep

But anyway to the young lady who isnt feeling too good at the moment, dont worry things shall soon be better..and if things dont look up soon you always have kmc to make you feel better...just think of the bananas

Originally posted by kmcdude
Why did you inflict pain on yourself?

1.You must of wanted attention.

2.You are just really stupid.

3.You thought it was tough

4.You are insane

5.All of the above
I think I'll go for option 6.

Non of the above.

those bananas are scary

Originally posted by Lord. Zidane
But anyway to the young lady who isnt feeling too good at the moment, dont worry things shall soon be better..and if things dont look up soon you always have kmc to make you feel better...just think of the bananas

This SH!T is bannanas B-A-N-A-N-A-S aint no harm in that girl,round like this, aint no harm in that girl



dance It's my sh!t it's my Sh!t dance

kmcdude, seriously, you need to shut up. I've gathered from your posts in this thread that it's likely all you know of depression are the whiny teenagers who claim to be depressed because their parents told them they can't go out.

People who actually are depressed do not go out of their way to seek attention. If they seriously are contemplating hurting themselves or killing themselves and tell someone, it is because they deep down do not want to do it and are looking for help. People who harm themselves do so as a distraction from the depression; people who try and kill themselves do so because to their mind there is no other alternative.

I am someone who has suffered from severe depression for going on 8 years now. I also amd studying to be a psychologist. I know a LOT about this subject. And I do NOT appreciate stupid, ignorant comments about it.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not the song anything but the song scared

........ long time no see lana , where have ya been

Hey

I'm always around, I just don't post constantly, some days I post a ton others not much at all.

Originally posted by Lana
kmcdude, seriously, you need to shut up. I've gathered from your posts in this thread that it's likely all you know of depression are the whiny teenagers who claim to be depressed because their parents told them they can't go out.

People who actually are depressed do not go out of their way to seek attention. If they seriously are contemplating hurting themselves or killing themselves and tell someone, it is because they deep down do not want to do it and are looking for help. People who harm themselves do so as a distraction from the depression; people who try and kill themselves do so because to their mind there is no other alternative.

I am someone who has suffered from severe depression for going on 8 years now. I also amd studying to be a psychologist. I know a LOT about this subject. And I do NOT appreciate stupid, ignorant comments about it.

Sorry you got offended about my views on the subject but I will keep them.

..... you picted the right time to come , cause my family and life is a screw up

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not the song anything but the song scared

Originally posted by kmcdude
Sorry you got offended about my views on the subject but I will keep them.

Maybe you ought to educate yourself on the subject a bit before making any judgments on it.

Originally posted by Lana
Hey

I'm always around, I just don't post constantly, some days I post a ton others not much at all.

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
..... you picted the right time to come , cause my family and life is a screw up

hug I know that all too well....you're welcome to PM me whenever if you want to talk, sweetie.

Originally posted by kmcdude
crying i hate that song
Coheed and cambria ........ now they rock

Originally posted by Lana
hug I know that all too well....you're welcome to PM me whenever if you want to talk, sweetie.
thankies

nice doll

Originally posted by Lana
Maybe you ought to educate yourself on the subject a bit before making any judgments on it.

I am not saying depression is not a real thing,I am saying that I personally dont understand why someone would cut themself but each to their own..........

My life sucks I am a marijuana addict,work in a factory with minimum wage,etc.

I keep my head up I laugh at how cruel life can be,but there is always someone with a life worse than yours, I mean hell,I know there are a group of kids up the road somewhere that dont know what they are going to eat tonight but they dont go cutting there arms and that...

Originally posted by Sun Ce
nice doll
thanks

Originally posted by kmcdude
I am not saying depression is not a real thing,I am saying that I personally dont understand why someone would cut themself but each to their own..........

My life sucks I am a marijuana addict,work in a factory with minimum wage,etc.

I keep my head up I laugh at how cruel life can be,but there is always someone with a life worse than yours, I mean hell,I know there are a group of kids up the road somewhere that dont know what they are going to eat tonight but they dont go cutting there arms and that...

So? There's perfectly explainable reasons for cutting regardless of how needless it may seem.

People who have grown numb to many things often drive themselves into intense physical sensation because that have no other kind of stimuli.

-AC

Originally posted by kmcdude
I am not saying depression is not a real thing,I am saying that I personally dont understand why someone would cut themself but each to their own..........

My life sucks I am a marijuana addict,work in a factory with minimum wage,etc.

I keep my head up I laugh at how cruel life can be,but there is always someone with a life worse than yours, I mean hell,I know there are a group of kids up the road somewhere that dont know what they are going to eat tonight but they dont go cutting there arms and that...

And I HATE how people use the "there's always someone worse off" argument. How does that make anyone feel better? It just makes it seem as though you're trying to trivialize their problems.

I DO understand why someone would harm themselves or try and commit suicide. And honestly I don't think it's the sort of think that anyone can fully understand until they themselves are in that position.

Originally posted by Alpha Centauri
So? There's perfectly explainable reasons for cutting regardless of how needless it may seem.

People who have grown numb to many things often drive themselves into intense physical sensation because that have no other kind of stimuli.

-AC


They just have not felt the stimulation of KMCDUDE

*sighs sadly * ... what am i going to tell my family , that there betraying me , making me feel cold hearted , broken , shattered inside

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
*sighs sadly * ... what am i going to tell my family , that there betraying me , making me feel cold hearted , broken , shattered inside

If you feel you can't talk to your family, talk to someone else you trust -- a friend, another relative outside your immediate family, a teacher....someone, though. Don't keep that sort of stuff inside and to yourself, it will only make things worse.

It's very hard to talk to someone about things like that....but it's for the best.

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
*sighs sadly * ... what am i going to tell my family , that there betraying me , making me feel cold hearted , broken , shattered inside

Okay, well tell me what your family is saying to you, what is making you feel so bad?

Originally posted by kmcdude
They just have not felt the stimulation of KMCDUDE
That isn't funny in the slightest.

Originally posted by Lana
If you feel you can't talk to your family, talk to someone else you trust -- a friend, another relative outside your immediate family, a teacher....someone, though. Don't keep that sort of stuff inside and to yourself, it will only make things worse.

It's very hard to talk to someone about things like that....but it's for the best. thank again lana ..... ill talk to somone and you for a while and maybe , just maybe ill rcover this depression after all ive had it for almost two years now

Originally posted by kmcdude
Okay, well tell me what your family is saying to you, what is making you feel so bad?
not just my family , the deaths , my friends , flash back , my step dad is always calling me lazy , well do i have a suprise for him ......... i lost 30 pounds since my depression , and also ive heard crap behind my back , and MY FAMILY IS SAYING IT

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
not just my family , the deaths , my friends , flash back , my step dad is always calling me lazy , well do i have a suprise for him ......... i lost 30 pounds since my depression , and also ive heard crap behind my back , and MY FAMILY IS SAYING IT


I have a stepdad that I cant stand,but If people say something you dont like and it hurts you,then you must tell that person that you dont like what they are saying.

Also,dont take what other people say so serious or to heart,for how I stay happy is just be who I are,and frankly............who gives a **** what anyone else thinks?

Originally posted by kmcdude
I have a stepdad that I cant stand,but If people say something you dont like and it hurts you,then you must tell that person that you dont like what they are saying.

Also,dont take what other people say so serious or to heart,for how I stay happy is just be who I are,and frankly............who gives a **** what anyone else thinks?

All much easier said than done.

Yeah..it's very hard not to take what people say to heart...I do it loads and it makes me unhappy but I can't stop myself...just try and find something that makes you happy and focus on that ..for me it's horse riding, art and reading...

Originally posted by Lana
All much easier said than done.

I agree,but with patience,practice and time,Miracles can and DO happen.

Technically that's just achieving your goal, not a miracle.

-AC

Originally posted by tecknoyashi
thank again lana ..... ill talk to somone and you for a while and maybe , just maybe ill rcover this depression after all ive had it for almost two years now



I doubt it. Depression is a pretty much all encompassing type thing. You'll never truly escape from it. Thats because there is no hope. There is no purpose. They don't exist. Their just excuses to motivate you, motivate you to continue the routine of life. The "hope" they give you is as fleeting as life itself. You may as well embrace the deterioration. Your decline might be gradual, it might be sharp. It'll still be same. Even if you're missed, you will be forgotten. Everything you've ever achieved or didn't will be dust. All that you can really live for now is revenge. Revenge for the people that made you feel this way. And if you find that you are you're own worst enemy, well you know what to do right?

Wow,
This is old as...like...wow.
I was really young when I posted this, and most people took this as a joke. :/ Of course, I was being serious, I was just too young to write and describe my feelings. Why the hell was I on the internet at this age?! And WOW was my typing horrible.

Reading through past posts are fun! :"DDD

Do you feel better now?

I don't deal in depression. Things could always be worse than they seem. I look at what I do have, not what I do not have.

Me? Still in therapy, and struggling with Ana/Mia. But other than that, I'm pretty good. ^_^

Ana/Mia?

Anorexia and Bulimia.

Ah. Hope you're doing better.

Originally posted by Rogue Jedi
I don't deal in depression. Things could always be worse than they seem. I look at what I do have, not what I do not have.

Sometimes it's not a choice of whether you want to deal in it.

Originally posted by AbnormalButSane
Sometimes it's not a choice of whether you want to deal in it. Well, I've learned to feel it coming on and have found ways to counteract it. So I guess I do deal with it haermm

I hope I get better to, but it's a real hard process. I've struggled with having an eating disorder for... six years I believe, maybe four and a half.

That's gotta be rough.

Oh yeah, most deffinatley. I have albums upon albums of my results throughout the years. Since October of last year it got really bad.

Well, you can always make fun of me when things get bad. haermm

No! D; Why would I do that?!

For the lulz? I don't mind, just shows me how much you ruv me

Oh true, very true. ;D

abilify and welbutrin

abilify = boost ur seratonin
welbutrin = seratonin stays in your brain alot longer

Webutrin also increases libido..

have sex with another person that u like and boost seratonin more in your brain. U are cured from depression

Sex + Antidepressants (that does not decrease libido) = ULTIMATE ANTI DEPRESSANT!

Glad to hear you're doing better.

Originally posted by StarCraft2
abilify and welbutrin

abilify = boost ur seratonin
welbutrin = seratonin stays in your brain alot longer

Webutrin also increases libido..

have sex with another person that u like and boost seratonin more in your brain. U are cured from depression

Sex + Antidepressants (that does not decrease libido) = ULTIMATE ANTI DEPRESSANT!
Then there are the people that get depressed because of sex, because sex is to many people more than just a chemical thing. It's a mental process as well. Just because there's a positive chemical reaction, doesn't mean it's automatically positive for you. There are so many factors to take in consideration and sex could just worsen things, so don't give amateur advices to serious situations and promise it'll do the trick.

well it works for me... and never failed yet. I discontinued antidepressants 2 yrs ago and still have no depression.

And I'm happy for you. You still don't represent a minute fraction of the human population, though. It's never wrong to give an advice, but if it's an advice through personal experience, this should always be included.

I'm really glad to hear that immaturerainbow is doing better. Power to you girl!

That said, it's dangerous to give any kind of advice to a person suffering depression. Many are desperate for a solution and will try anything. Giving an advice from personal experience away as an absolute is dangerous, because it can go both ways. Every individual is unique and should be treated as such.

Get to know the individual before you give some advices, especially solutions. Never waver with recommendations, and sharing personal experiences one depressed to another can go a long way, so don't stop that. Just keep in mind how frail the human mind is, and how unstable many depressed are.

How about just go to a psychiatric doctor and ask for abilify and welbutrin...

see no sex there...

Telling you antidepressants/western medicine works wonders.

The fact that you said she should have sex to get rid of depression is not the issue. The fact that you told her how to get rid of it is, when it was based on a personal experience.

I am not going to discuss it, though. I will simply conclude with a word of warning. Be VERY careful what advice you give a depressed person. Even specific medications can be a bad advice. You are not dealing with a bruise or a cut, you're dealing with a psychological sickness, and not one with absolute fixes. Every individual is unique, and sometimes, so is their sickness.

Giving the wrong advice can be the end of someone. See it as a plead from me to you. Phrase yourself better in the future, and don't give personal experiences out as factual solutions. Give them out as they are: Experiences. Pretending to know exactly what you're talking about won't help. Many times, it does quite the opposite.

Originally posted by StarCraft2
How about just go to a psychiatric doctor and ask for abilify and welbutrin...

see no sex there...

Telling you antidepressants/western medicine works wonders.

Not for everyone.

The ones I've tried just made matters worse.

Originally posted by Peach
Not for everyone.

The ones I've tried just made matters worse.

Drugs are not for every single person...but that really sucks.






I would say that some forms of depression....just form my research....can only be avoided, not suppressed with medication. It can take decades to "avoid" getting into those slumps. You can never cure yourself, I think: you just teach yourself how to avoid the thoughts and the "slumps."

Originally posted by dadudemon
Drugs are not for every single person...but that really sucks.






I would say that some forms of depression....just form my research....can only be avoided, not suppressed with medication. It can take decades to "avoid" getting into those slumps. You can never cure yourself, I think: you just teach yourself how to avoid the thoughts and the "slumps." This is what I do.

I've already abused sex as an anti-depressant.
It works up until I begin to think I'm a whore.


Ughhhh,
ED recovery 2: Fail.
Maybe I should take a break from this site again.

You sound like you need to get lion king'd

Scar.

This could work.

wuut

you are not a whore.... you just love to have sex... thats not a whore.

a whore is a prostitute.

I just take pills to suppress my depression and other negative feelings. Granted, I'll probably snap and go on a violent slaughter spree once I'm off them, but I figure it was worth the few years of peace.

I have bipolar II. It's not particularly fun.

Originally posted by StarCraft2
well it works for me... and never failed yet. I discontinued antidepressants 2 yrs ago and still have no depression.
just cause it works for you, doesnt mean it works for everyone

Originally posted by RE: Blaxican
I just take pills to suppress my depression and other negative feelings. Granted, I'll probably snap and go on a violent slaughter spree once I'm off them, but I figure it was worth the few years of peace.

That's what happened to me :]