Hey, this is a bit different from my previous ones, hope you like it (I found it under my bed with a pile of other stuff, I like it
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It's funny how things turn out,
And how friends think they know what I'm about.
How I put on a face for my friends,
And as they say I, "Be myself."
But really, it's just another mask from atop my shelf,
That place that only I know,
That place I keep to myself.
So all my emotions get stored away,
Only to come out some other day,
When I can't handle it,
When I can't stand it,
When things are rough,
And I'm finding it tough.
And what do all my friends do?
They b!$ch at me for what they see!
They b!$ch at me for findings things too tough to manage,
And I just wish I had kept it in a neat little package,
Stored away,
Far away,
Where no one can see what was actually in it,
So people would stop giving me sh!t for it.
Sh!t for not being "who you are",
Even when they think it's bull by far.
So for now I'll forget about speaking,
Of the things I truly am feelings.
Adorn the mask I've kept up on my shelf,
And be what my friends call "Myself"