Goodbye at Last!
Last night, my mother took me to go see a Medium. And I was kind of scared at first, I didn't know what to think, or what to believe in really, it was all new and confusing in a way to me. I sat there and listened to her 'talk' to spirits that had passed over of other peoples, and was slowly making up my own mind about everything. But about 4/5 through the show, she came and stopped infront of me, and kind of looked through me for awhile. She stood there for a minute, and then handed me the micro phone, and asked "How Old are you" I was like 15, and she then said she'll see me after the show (she doesn't like to do kids on stage, for reasons such as too emotional) and so I waited till after, with my mum and the lady got me to sit down. She said that she see's a man, that is just standing beside me, almost always, watching out for me and guarding. It was my Dad's Dad who killed himself when my Dad was little. I figured that Im going through something like that at the time (Depression etc), and he was looking out for me, maybe to try and stop me doing what he did to his son/my father.
Then came my great-grandmother. She died in 2002, and she was the world to me. I never got to say goodbye and I'd always hope that something like this would happen. Anyway, the woman, Jeantte said
"Ok, wait there, I need to go get a chair"
She came back and sat down and kind of breathed a sigh, just like my Nana did. She goes "Something was wrong with her legs, and more so her toes" This is correct. She had bad artritis and also blood circulation. She then leaned back and put her feet out infront of her and moved them as she looked at them, the exact same thing she use to do. She said "Her name ... Rosily (I can't spell it)" And Me and my mum just looked at each other and pretty much had watery eyes. I mean, this is something that I had been waiting for for over 3 years. She then said "Your nana's pointing at your ears, have you recently got them pierced" And this was true, In about Sep I got them done, but got infected so had to take my upper one out. The woman then made a 'Tsk' sound, once again as my grandmother did. I also was wearing a necklace that was her's, which I carry close to me, when ever, I hardly never take it off, well she pointed at it, and said "You're wearing her necklace, and then 'Cho Copernob'" At this point, I was in full tears. She had called me that 'copernob' all my life. I think I knew now that she was really alright. She also said some other stuff about when I was a child, that no one knew except me, I still can't believe it. I was still in tears, and the woman reached over and grabed my hand and said "Hayley, its ok. You're going to be fine. Rose is alright, she's fine" She then looked me in the eye and said "She has a message - "Hang in there". This woman didn't even know my name, I hadn't told her and there was just no way that she could of known. At this point, I didn't know what to think. To know that my grandmother was looking out for me and everything, its almost too unreal to believe in. Finally ... and I mean finally ... I think that I can say goodbye to her cry