Sesy Allerdyce
it's not my mother-langueage so be nice 
Nothing seems to be well right now
It is just always all the same
Going nowhere and searching something
But I just can't find my way
Feeling lost and broken inside
Getting hurt when nobody cares
Lost the trust then have got nothing
Just a question and broken heart
Where should I go when there isn't any way
What should I do if everyone's pushing me away
Will I find the life I've been looking for
Or at least I'll ever have anything to live for?
Explain to me the reason of my life
Tell me I'm selfish and emotionless with you
You just don't understand me at all
And deep inside you gotta know this too
Loneliness is better than being hurt and broken down
I'm asking why did you do it to me
I'm crying this out to the air
But no one is answering to me
I wish you suffer in pain
Or simply **** up and die
I know that you hate me
But you know I don't care at all
Now I'm so numb and feel nothing
And maybe it isn't your fault
But you killed my feelings
And you were who killed my soul
Nothing seems to be well right now
It is just always all the same
Going nowhere and searching something
But I just can't find my way
Feeling lost and broken inside
Getting hurt when nobody cares
Lost the trust then have got nothing
Just a question and broken heart
Where should I go when there isn't any way
What should I do if everyone's pushing me away
Will I find the life I've been looking for
Or at least I'll ever have anything to live for?
Explain to me the reason of my life
Tell me I'm selfish and emotionless with you
You just don't understand me at all
And deep inside you gotta know this too
Loneliness is better than being hurt and broken down
I'm asking why did you do it to me
I'm crying this out to the air
But no one is answering to me
I wish you suffer in pain
Or simply **** up and die
I know that you hate me
But you know I don't care at all
Now I'm so numb and feel nothing
And maybe it isn't your fault
But you killed my feelings
And you were who killed my soul