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I am asking allima to close my other thread as my poems got lost almost the pages of loose chit chat and pictures..

So please unless your commenting on my work dont post chit chat here...Its annoying..

A poem which was written for me..

Don't you dare!
If you reall care -- for us, them, those, and thou!
Close your thread...why? am i not allowed
To enjoy and sigh of words painted thus...
Of life, love, joy...oh but if you must.
I will be saddened and for sure to shed a tear.
To no longer read your works. to me they are dear.

Waiting For You

No matter how far you are or where you are
No matter how much space between us
But I will wait for you with hope in my heart
My love still lonely and search for your soul
Yes, it is miserable when you are not close to me
I am sure my world is better when I am in your arms
My love for you is pure, devine and grows sure in me
Your love has no condition on me and sets me free
Waiting for you, so i can feel your gentle touch
Waiting for you, so i can get your huge hug
Waiting for you, so i can get your deep kiss
Yes, I find all my happiness in loving you
No matter when or how soon you will come back
But my heart is waiting for you.

The Night Time Dragon

Gracefully soaring,
through the midnight skies,
but too fast to be witnessed,
by human eyes.

With scales that glisten,
like the sun on the sea,
all black, greens and purples,
blending beautifully.

With eyes like the stars,
twinkling so bright,
to be seen miles away,
even in the darkest of nights.

Over mountains and rivers,
it glides through the air,
just enjoying the feeling,
with no worry or care.

The Night Time Dragon,
is a heavenly creature,
and is devoted to the night,
and has not one violent feature.

As it flies through the sky,
it gives out a calm call,
as it's way of goodbye,
for morning soon falls.

It goes back to the clouds,
and sleeps while it's bright,
and will dance once again,
by the return of the night.

Moriloke!

A dragon of decades
With scales so black
Hard like diamonds
Eyes as blue as the sea!
He lives in a cave many miles away.
and sleeps in the day!
But in the night he in his his full glory
flying unknown amonst the stars!
His cave is full of gems from afar
Beautiful items, full or purity!
No-one knows why he collects them
But I have heard of his love for a human-girl!
With hair as gold as the sun!
And eyes as blue as the sky!
Some say he morns for her
Some say he watches over her as she sleeps.
No-one really knows much about this dragon!
No-one has ever really seen him!
Accept me! I see him everynight
As i sleep he invades my dreams
To me he is a vision
of a beauty beyond all words.
And even though i keep it hid
My heart sings a song just for him
As he is Moriloke,
the rarest and yet most beautiful dragon
of all our time!

I wrote this last night..I had been crying for the last few days and my tears formed a row of words

This is dedicated to my love..His name for reasons will not be given

Waiting for him

I'm waiting cold and lonely
frozen half way dead
as hopeful lyrics of your love
bounce around in my head

I'm staring at you standing
i can see you, you are so warm
wishing i could hold you
shield you from all harm

my eyes hurt and I'm shaking
my body's feeling: lost
but still i stare at you
through this deadly frost

i wish that you could hear me
my muffled icy screams
but my words seem to be lost
like I'm half way in a dream

my head feels heavy now
my body wants to rest
but my mind is fighting
putting Will-power to the test

i want you in my vision
without you, its all a blurry
but i know now what is happening
I'm slowly slipping under

dying...frozen here
staring at you as you live
preying for god to take me
to you, my life he can give

now i cannot comprehend
my memories at a loss
i cant recall anything
fate is now my boss

So, how's everyone doing today? Anything new? Oh, that sounds wonderful! Is it pea-green, or more off-white? Yeah, OK. Tomorrow? Around noon? Great! See you there...

dont be a wise arse!

Originally posted by Frozen kisses
I wrote this last night..I had been crying for the last few days and my tears formed a row of words

This is dedicated to my love..His name for reasons will not be given

Waiting for him

I'm waiting cold and lonely
frozen half way dead
as hopeful lyrics of your love
bounce around in my head

I'm staring at you standing
i can see you, you are so warm
wishing i could hold you
shield you from all harm

my eyes hurt and I'm shaking
my body's feeling: lost
but still i stare at you
through this deadly frost

i wish that you could hear me
my muffled icy screams
but my words seem to be lost
like I'm half way in a dream

my head feels heavy now
my body wants to rest
but my mind is fighting
putting Will-power to the test

i want you in my vision
without you, its all a blurry
but i know now what is happening
I'm slowly slipping under

dying...frozen here
staring at you as you live
preying for god to take me
to you, my life he can give

now i cannot comprehend
my memories at a loss
i cant recall anything
fate is now my boss

That's very good, Sarah... I love you work.. wow.

thanks...

Originally posted by Ya Krunk'd Floo
So, how's everyone doing today? Anything new? Oh, that sounds wonderful! Is it pea-green, or more off-white? Yeah, OK. Tomorrow? Around noon? Great! See you there... hahahahahaha...but you gotta love this guy!!!Originally posted by Frozen kisses
I wrote this last night..I had been crying for the last few days and my tears formed a row of words

This is dedicated to my love..His name for reasons will not be given

Waiting for him

I'm waiting cold and lonely
frozen half way dead
as hopeful lyrics of your love
bounce around in my head

I'm staring at you standing
i can see you, you are so warm
wishing i could hold you
shield you from all harm

my eyes hurt and I'm shaking
my body's feeling: lost
but still i stare at you
through this deadly frost

i wish that you could hear me
my muffled icy screams
but my words seem to be lost
like I'm half way in a dream

my head feels heavy now
my body wants to rest
but my mind is fighting
putting Will-power to the test

i want you in my vision
without you, its all a blurry
but i know now what is happening
I'm slowly slipping under

dying...frozen here
staring at you as you live
preying for god to take me
to you, my life he can give

now i cannot comprehend
my memories at a loss
i cant recall anything
fate is now my boss nice one Sarah! somewhat of a tragedy...but good

Never had!

I've lost all sight of my goals,
An ocean of despair has swept my hope away.
Watching my hope drift away upon the tide,
And I begin to sit and cry.
I cry for everything I've lost,
For everything I've never had,
For all the things I crave but will never gain.
I weep for for you, The one I want but never had.
The one whose embrace I cannot survive without.
I see no way to co-exist,
I must have you to myself.
The pain that plagues me every day,
Wishing for your affections.
I cry for what I feel I've lost forever more.
But what....how ignorant have I been?
I've finally realized the awful truth,
I have not lost you...not really,
I cannot lose what I never had...

toot Yes, Sarah! Keep them coming babes

Hungry like a wolf

As i lay here all alone
with no-one to comfort me
but my dreams and wishes
i see a stream and realise
how thirsty i really am
so i kneel down and
help myself to the water
but just then i see
a wild animal staring back at me
as i look around i realise
that i am truely alone
but yet again in this water
a wild animal appears
it stares at me for a while
with a great sadness in his eyes
and as a single tear falls from its eyes
my cheek feels wet
and then it hits me
that this wolf is no other
but my sad expression
looking back at me
and the love that i lost
has left me very
hungry....like a wolf

the nothing

i hate it here
without you
the nights go on
for almost eternity
and my heart feels
an emptiness
that i cant describe
where are you
do you feel it too
it feel like.
total darkness
almost like
nothing is there......

A wasted heart!

I always think its worth it
that maybe we'll be together
then i snap back to reality
knowing to think better

I want to feel your heartbeat
pressed against mine
our faces slowly touching
as our finger intertwine

my heart is beating faster
hoping this moment never ends
i wish for once it could be simple
too bad we're only friends

The Fake Soul

It's hard to live behind a mask,
Making people believe your happy is a very hard task,
Days go by as my life gets worse,
Constantly hiding my dreaded curse,
People always believe what they see,
But they don't know whats going on for me,
My life is corrupt on the inside,
I cant hold it much longer i cannot hide,
But yet i cannot spread my feelings about I,
Instead the reflected light of the razors shines to my eye,
The movement of the razor relieves my soul,
It can help my secret but still will never be told.

For my Kmc friends

My insecurities are my fault.
My love for you is yours.
My heart is locked up like a vault
but with writing, it's a sealed door.

You can't understand the pain I feel,
nor will you realize why.
I'd try and explain, but it's so surreal,
Hurts so much, it makes me want to cry.

I think my lack of honesty ruined what little we had,
it's an error I often make.
But it's not that which makes me sad,
cause the truth I cannot fake

falling from Grace

Shes losing faith,
Shes fallen from grace,
Looking for lost dreams,
Trying to find a place.

Of all the faces that she sees,
No one to help her,
Shes begging for a helping hand,
She needs someone to listen,
Stop and look.. shes begging on her knees.

Tears fill her eyes,
And no one listens,
No one to possibly hear her crys..
All she has to turn to,
This sharp friend,
This friend that glistens.

Will anyone ever help her?
Will anyone ever notice?
This fallen angel,
Emotions inside silently stir..

Shes losing faith,
Shes fallen from grace,
Looking for lost dreams,
Trying to find a place.

Unspoken

if i could bring words
i would write for days
filling thimbles of pages
holding the sea
or would it be but one
a sentence or two
if i could speak
where language fell short
and plummeted
to the center of a silent tongue
but i cannot speak
all words at once
and none at all
forgive these clumsy lips
please
forgive this lowly jaw
she is far too slow
and pencil, too
to catch my savage thoughts

I found you

I went to my past
to find my future
but when i got there
i found love..

I tried to fight my demons
that haunted my life
But when i felt weak
I found strength...

I fought back the tears
as i faced the truth
but when i was finished
I found YOU....

Her Name Was sarah - work in progress

her name was Sarah
she had just turned six
In came this man
with a bag of tricks

He locked her door
as he gave an evil smile
she held back her tears
like she had done for a while

She knew what was coming
Just like any another day
he would make her feel dirty
as he has his wicked way

He would whisper sweet words
as he inserted his dick
she would cry silently
as she began to feel sick

When he was finsihed
he would kiss her cheek
then leave her alone alone
feeling rather weak

Dead

She grabs the knife
and slashes her wrists,
is this her fate
to die with hate
her parents ask god why
well was she hated and unloved
did she have no true friends
was her family never really there

she died of pain
died of hurt
but all she wanted was to be loved
to be loved by you...

wow. strong words.

all old.

here' my new one.

Daydreams like memories,
Your face imprinted on my mind,
Your fingerprints always on my skin,
My eyes locked on yours locked on me.

Everywhere I am there you are.
You have breathed life into my world.

Reality like dreams,
You caress me in every gust of wind,
You whisper to me in every song,
I can feel you in every little thing.

A flower in bloom in my heart.
I only vaguely remember your absence.

Two deranged hearts, rearranged gorgeously into one.

Is it still like it was Sarah? hug

The Healing Heart
Dedicated to Feanor

Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils my soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover my lost love.

'The night brings tender passing,
healing my soul with glorious wonder.
Cause not one or two,
but endless nights of dreams.

Darkness comes to an end,
happiness has conquered hate.
Love sprouting...sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.

I love you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one for me
Many weeks my lonley tears fell

Being truly alone without you..
Nobody cared truely about me
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had made.

But now with you by myside.
The wounds are slowly healing.
I am not quite ready to take on the world
But I'm free from the darkness
That has captured my heart has a prisoner

I know that my heart has began to finally heal..
So I look at you with eyes of love
As my heart blossoms..
And I smile.....

The ghost of memories
Dedicated to the Cmaster

There you go on and on
when i said i didn't care
I tried to sleep
but you keep haunting me
it shouldn't take this long
but I guess I was wrong
tonight my heart is cold
lost in my lies consoled
you now share no reply
I will hang on tonight
I will see through the night
Then turning away for the last time
never to return like a castaway

You are searching for the truth
I wasn't prepared for whats to come
I destroyed something beautiful
Your life, your dreams
my love for you has faded
and we must move on....
get over me, so I can get over you
why did i just drag you..
when in my heart you cant stay
the time has come to die another day
I used to live such a simple life

we have now moved on
i have fallen in love again
i took my heart off my sleeve
there is something you should now
I'm going to get this right this time
i have remembered to forget
you made it way harder then it has to be
its hard to say your moving on
when you are my ghost of memories
That i have tried so hard to erase.

Originally posted by Tempest
The Healing Heart
Dedicated to Feanor

Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils my soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover my lost love.

'The night brings tender passing,
healing my soul with glorious wonder.
Cause not one or two,
but endless nights of dreams.

Darkness comes to an end,
happiness has conquered hate.
Love sprouting...sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.

I love you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one for me
Many weeks my lonley tears fell

Being truly alone without you..
Nobody cared truely about me
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had made.

But now with you by myside.
The wounds are slowly healing.
I am not quite ready to take on the world
But I'm free from the darkness
That has captured my heart has a prisoner

I know that my heart has began to finally heal..
So I look at you with eyes of love
As my heart blossoms..
And I smile..... you're breaking my heart.

The Impossable - old

I made him a promise that i woudn't fall for him
But right now i feel like its impossibale
he touches all the right buttons with his soft words of love
and he has this cutest smile that he saves for only me
I know that his heart belongs to another
and that he will never truely be mine.
But i can dream cant i?
i cant stop these emotins from happening
Its like the more i try not to
the more i fall and hard
So i'll leave you a piece of my heart
whatever you decided to do
with it is ok!
But just remember
Not falling for you
was just to impossible....

Just some random thoughts

IF I knew ~ New

IF I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you go out the door
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more

If I knew it would be the last time
I would hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would record each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say"I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

Defeat. ~old

I watch with amazement
as girls flock to your side
saying the sweetest things
hoping you will look their way
I guess their are trying
to win you over....
But i know your heart
isnt up for the challange
as someone got there first
with her sweet words of love
and her promises of a fun filled future
your heart was simply won over
i let out a laugh as i know that girl
is none other than me...
so i slide in between them
and plant ahuge kiss on your lips
and walk away...with a smile
as i watch with amazement
their looks of defeat that
has spread on their faces....

i m so impressed by you...you re writing so well...i suppose that i can start to write again thank you for your inspiration

daddy