my love and my death of me

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flirtybaby
to my love ....

many days i cry
many time you make me cry
but every time i cry you die
love is hate and love is pain
you desotryed my sun
now i live in shadow
you make me bleed from inside
you poke me with needles to see if i would bleed
you cheeted like a math test
you hurt me with pleaze
killing me slowly
the one i love i hate
to my love that i hate....
from camille lynn ballentine

flirtybaby
my soul has died with blood on ground
seeing me scares me...
my eyes hallow with blood
my grip falls from my bloody arms
days are by as my soul dies
coufs are weak
shuting my eyes pain in my eyes
nees shacking
door closeing
floor shacking my eyes open
looking back at me is a dead soul
my soul dieing with blood hiting the weak floor
black hair goun hanging from hands
teath dead blood shineing on them
and a soul dies

by camille lynn ballentine

flirtybaby
what is this??
what is this i see above ?
is it love
is it pain
i sore to wonder
i see what above is
its blood sharderd from a heart
a heart lies with pain
from love that killed it
tears fill it
i wonder who lies hir
i wonder why
i cant amended how
why is it hir now
am i the one who did it
or is this my heart
should i feel its pain
from the guy who did it
life is pain in the heart
nothing more then pain
from camille lynn ballentine

Coldfire
Your stuff is good... though I'd recommend that you use a spell check so we can read it easier smile

flirtybaby
thxs ugg hate spelling lol

lazerbreath
hey wuts up flirtybaby

flirtybaby
hi you made it not much just wrighting some pomes

lazerbreath
hey coldfire how do u get that that says coldfire a girl with dreams

lazerbreath
and who the crap is dyingstar

shinobirikku
he a *** that i hate to

flirtybaby
goun !
days go by and i cry
nothing can stop me
i say to my self this is it
but neaver agen will this happen
my heart is sad filled with tears
my eyes are red
my nose is stuffed up
and im nothing more
i cant realy breath
im a figer of nothing
im just there sad with a sad heart
days go by im still there
just there
just there
i cant see you i cant see me
i cant see any thing from the tears
days are goun time is up for me and hope is faded for me
by camille lynn ballentine

flirtybaby
hey you like my sig cool blue??

lazerbreath
do u like the band korn

shinobirikku
nice poems flirtybaby

lazerbreath
my blood is red
my soul is dead
i need a heart
now that is said

shinobirikku
But u should work on your spelling, so we can understand it and it's much easier to read but other then that there great o and you should express you're poems more.

BroggoGF
Flirtybaby you know dyingstar!?Is he alive?!Sorry I intruded Kage but he has'n pm'd in over a year yet.He's never really online i think.

Coldfire
Originally posted by lazerbreath
hey coldfire how do u get that that says coldfire a girl with dreams
You can go into the signature forum and ask someone to make you one of those. You can put pretty much anything you want on it happy

flirtybaby
Originally posted by BroggoGF
Flirtybaby you know dyingstar!?Is he alive?!Sorry I intruded Kage but he has'n pm'd in over a year yet.He's never really online i think.

dont even talk to him he is a baka and a jack@ss he will pick a fight with you 24/7 and i hate him!!!

flirtybaby
boys ((I'm boy crazy thats why i wrote this poem hehehe))

boys are filled with love.
i love boys with all my heart.
nice and warm
with a single hug.
they are so cute when there mad
i love boys
i love boys
so strong and so gentle
hold the girls in there arms
there so warm
and so cute
so lovable like a puppy
there eyes are oways shiny
and there kiss is oways prefect
i love boys and for ever i will
i will i will i will oways be boy crazy hehehe
from camille lynn ballentine

Frozen kisses
good poems..

flirtybaby
thxs smile

Frozen kisses
you really need to lay off the glow..its annoying

flirtybaby
no i like it i like it for some pomes but i forgot to add some to my pomes but i forgot

Frozen kisses
i know but somepeeps dont like it

flirtybaby
love
my heart stops with my breath took away
when your arms is now around my waist and holding me tight
looking at you makes me lose my place
the world spines
the soft kiss from you makes me see
your the one
the love of my life
i see
i cant forget you
the one
the one i love
is now in me
i smile big
and i look at you
your brown eyes
your stronge hands
your soft hair
your loveing smile
and you breath takeing kiss
i love you i will love you for ever and ever

from camille lynn ballentine to my love treverans plz come on line so i can talk to you

flirtybaby
i like that pome in pink

flirtybaby
oOo cuz

cuz oOo cuz why me
i see that you are dieing
why oOo me
i cry i cry
with my heart dies
many times i feel sad
because of you dieing why couldnt i see
that you where dieing
i see i see its all me
why couldnt it be me
you are there tears in your eyes
hope is fadeing
but for me its not
i wish i wish it was me
so much pain inside of me
tears fill me up inside
with sadness that drons me
i shoudnt of turned away
i couldnt help so ashamend
why owhy did it happen to i
i wish i wish
i could die
just to but me out of pain
and you to feel better
dont turn away
i love you and i need you
more pain is hurting me then you
stop this pain for me and you
i need you to help us both
you are there docter sead you will die
for me you wont
but for me i will
ill give you my heart
so you can sigh
i will oways be with you
this is what i can do for you
i did this to you
i did this to me so i want you to live
and i want to die
dont be sad be happy i love you and good night
by camille lynn ballentine

flirtybaby
he leading me

hes so leading me
i can see
that he is leading me on
i try to ask
all i get is a lafe
he smles
and looks at me
he tickles me
and makes me smile
i cant help but to go with the leading
he is so leading me
he has black hair'tan body
his big puppy eyes
hes so cute when he is happy
leading me on
one by one
he is leading me on
i just cant break away from him leading me on
rumors start
and rumors go
about us
i think he loves me
i think i love him
i cant show
but he knows it
he is so leading me on
i want him bad
i cant show it
but i want him bad
we lafe
we giggle
we cry togather
and we are next to each other
why o way dos he want me
why is he doing this
he wants me
but why old me
i just want him
but he still working on geting me
he is trying so hard
he looks do dang cute
he tells every one else he like me a hole lot
i tell to my self i like him
why do this happen to me
im not cute
not realy tall
im not so brave and im not fast
im not as smart as him
i cant realy see
why o me he can get any one he wants
but insted he picked me
i just cant help to turn away
away from some one so nice and so sweet
i just....
i just..cant let him go
when he is by me i cant realy see him
he says im goofy
im not to bright
im not fast or not cute
but he looks at me with his eyes saying
i need you
i love you
to me you are fast
smart and im realy cute
he wants to hold my hand
so he asks to play thum war
leading me on i want to turn
but i
cant i just cant............... i give in and i let him
lead me on
by camille lynn ballentine this is a guy that i care for a little and hes leading me on

kyuubinaruto
u posted 4 times

flirtybaby
well hafe are pomes that i did

flirtybaby
live
if i where small
i live in a shoe
not a plan shoe
a vary coftebul shoe
if my name was shoe
im not a shoe
so dont say that im a shoe
if i where big
i live in a grape
no plan grape
a pink grape
so he he lucky me
i where small i live in a shoe
if i where big i live in a grape
now what about the middle
think think i dont think
what whould i live in if
i was in middle
who would i live in where would i live if i where middle
hmm
hmm
i would live in my brain
its all roomy up there
nothing big up there just
some stuff hir
i think i like my brain to live in
its vary comfertabul to live in
small shoe
big grape
a middle brain
hehehe i know where 2 live in hehehe

from camille lynn ballentine thats a nutty nut

flirtybaby
its funny if you say it right in a funny way

Coldfire
Nice stuff... but do you think that you could not make it all glow?? It kind of stabs the eyeballs blink

crazy for boys
lol ill try but i just love the glow*hugs glow*

crazy for boys
dinking the pain away from me

driking it away
slowy fading
i cant get away from it
the pain its just oways there
slowy dieing
driking more
hands shake
and the bar tender wont give me more
i need it to stop i need my drink
but he refuses to give me more
just cant hide
it oways find
me hiding
the pain hites me
and i fly thouw the door
i cant move my eyes closeing
the pain growing
and i want a drink of beer
the pain found me
i sreem
hiting me with more pain
it just dont stop
grabing a bear
shuging it doun
the guy yelling for more
and i smile
its goun for know
but it turns around hiting me with anouther round
i cant breath
and guys serond me
i look at them choking
wishing it would stop
trying to get the beer
but it has faded as the pain comes to me
and i lie there crying
i need it to stop and i want more beer
but i cant help it but cry
the guys wisper
and i try to grab his beer
but pulling his hand back
spilling some on my shirt
the coldness and the smell
feel so good i wish i could
get more
just a little more
to kill the pain a little bit more
it gos in my body as i sreem with pain
i swing up and grab his beer
drinking it the guy sreeming
and i drink it away

by camille lynn ballentine just dont drink it away it will kill you

Coldfire
Thank you for not using the glow happy

But I must say that I had some trouble reading that because of the spelling...

crazy for boys
sory i wright to fast and i i miss keys and i dont see that i do

Coldfire
Originally posted by crazy for boys
sory i wright to fast and i i miss keys and i dont see that i do
Do you have a Word document on your computer? That way you can spellcheck it smile

crazy for boys
i hate spell check because every time i use it the word im looking for is neaver there

Coldfire
Originally posted by crazy for boys
i hate spell check because every time i use it the word im looking for is neaver there
Yeah I can see what you mean there; does that to me too. But it is usually more of a help than a hindrance smile

crazy for boys
yep

crazy for boys
should i??

should i change me?
should i let people be me...
what shoud i do
i dont know what to do
whats going on
my head is dizy
and my body is weak
what happen?
i stand hir not looking like me
what did i do let peolple be me
now i am ashamed all these years i wasnt me
time was wasnted
i cant get back
im not me
im just a thing
i was goffy and funny
now im nothing
i made a stupied chosie but now its doun
what should i do now
let them have me or go back to the real me
what shoul i do
should i be old me
what would they think of me
all they did to turn me into this
they will get angry
but i wont care
they have there lifes and i have mine
i just cant figer out what happen
why did i do it
why couldnt not be me
i didnt want this
but they sucked me in
now no one knows the
real me
the goffy me
the funny me
the laffy me
no knows that now because of the years
no will ever know now its to late me me
i wish i could turn back time
to see
to see what happen to me
they turned me colded and mean
every one hates me even them
they did this
just so i had no one
not even dogs like me
im so mean
why couldnt they be the ones
the ones
the ones that every on hates
but they hate me to much to see that
they did this to me
i just hate them
and i want to die
should i just give in
because i just have no one?
i should
or i shoundnt
i will try to be nice
try to be goofy
i should try laffy when im goffy
im going to be me im turning my back on the cold and mean me
so this is the new me.
by camille lynn ballentine dont let peolple control who you are be you that makes you cool cool

star_light
death a game

death is a game
a vary simple game
twist in pain
curls in hate
blood shoting
in a terrabul hate
death is a game
a vary simple game
with all the hate
with all the blood
it twists and turns
into more hate
..
death is a game
a vary simple game
only one rule
its all hate
you twist and turn full of pain
but you cant brack free of
vary simple game
there is no way
no way i say
there is no way
its all hate
its all pain
i just cant help but say
there is no way
...
....
all i say is
death is a vary simple game

by camille luynn balllentine

slow _kisses
my friends there all hir
to many to count
but all i love
no friend of mine is not loved
because therea friend
a friend in need
i got there back
afriend thats sad
ill help them
and we are all togather where family
a big family
filled with all friends
non is left out
non is forgoten
and neaver will

Coldfire
Still need to work on the spelling hmm? stick out tongue lol sorry, sorry.

sobe
our finly on lol jp

Coldfire
haha stick out tongue

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