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I'm in such a happy mood today....i know im always goofy, or blissfully stupid, but today I'm geninuely happy.


And no..this is not another "sl*t" thread, or another "I f*cked three guys last night" thread...this is something I want to share with people...an experience which helped me clear my mind and open my eyes.


I have been utilizing a website called Adam4adam.com, made an account, and in like 3 days I got 60 emails..no kidding..from tons and tons of guys all over Long Island, NY. Most of them ofcourse are slutty gay guys who just want hook ups who arent interested in freindship or ne thing beyond that, so i delete a lot..

However, this one guy seemed really cool. So I decided to meet him. He didn't live to far, just a 45 min drive away.




I am not going to mention his name, or post his picture, because last time my ex bf bitched at me for posting his pic on this website and mentioning our business...also, I find that whenever I post either my pic, a pic of a bf, or something really personal, i usually get bashed for it by lonely high school outcasts on KMC...so i prefer to be a bit discreet about my business now...


He is a 37 year old Irish/Italian man....he has gorgeous blue eyes and dirty blonde hair. He is so cute..not just that, but a TOTAL sweetheart...one of the nicest people I have ever met in my entire life...so genuine, so affectionate, so non-judgemental, just a man trying to live his life with the people he cares about.


He is one of a kind...I never met a person this...i dunno...down to earth....


I can tell he really liked me...but ...I only wanted freindship and that was it. Physically, I wasn't that attracted...if he were a bit younger, and a bit buffer, I would totally want him....but his personality is so beautiful....I never met a person who was THAT nice ...EVER....its so rare ...atleast in my experience it has been.



He wasn't trying to show off, or make me feel less than he was, or challenge me, or ne thing like that. A man I never knew before last night was more supportive of me than most of the people I have in my life...


I wanted to like him...I wish I were attracted...but I'm not. Well, mentally yes, but physically I only go for certain types...why am I so ****ing shallow ????


We talked for a long time...I showed up around 9:00, and stayed until 2:00 on he morning...ofcourse I lied about where I was, told my fam I was hanging with freinds at some party...


We talked a whole lot...as if we always knew eachother, just opening up....he wanted to massage my back so I let him....then he wanted to massage my whole body lol droolio so I let him as well...and when I say whole body, I mean WHOLE BODY


It didn't go ne further than that...then he just held me, and didnt let go for an hour....really romantic, but I wished I were more into it..or atleast as much as he was.



I told him I still wanna see him, but I also told him that I want to meet other guys as well...I think it hurt his feelings, because I can tell he reallly ....reallllllyyy....liked me.


I still have his #, and I told him to call me ne time he wants...he told me to let me know how the other dates go, and to come over more often. I said ofcourse.


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Why am I so shallow ? I ask myself....i hate shallow people...i hate people who judge other people by the way they look, or tear people down for being who they are....I'm such a fkn hypocrite....


He's perfect...he'd be the perfect boyfreind..he's rich, he's cute, he's genuine, he's amazing...but because he isn't this huge stud, I wasn't interested....

And what's worse is that I let him touch me...I pretty much seduced him....and for what ? I don't even know why....I'm a fkn whore and a half....


I'm tired of being a fkn sl*t, I am tired of hurting people's feelings...I'm tired of allowing my mind to be influenced by mean guys, and becoming like them...I am not like that. I'm VERY nice and freindly to people...I don't wanna hurt another person's feelings again...


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Why do we all have a tendency to be shallow ? I don't understand...



If anyone can share thier experience....anything having to do with shallowness, connecting with other people....letting amazing oppurtunities slip by...


Then reveal....

Why do we hurt people who do not deserve to be hurt ?

have fun with your aids

Moving to the OTF...

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
I'm tired of being a fkn sl*t

And we are really tired of hearing about it.

No one likes you Kali.

A strife for perfection ends up missing the things that really matters..

Being shallow is a selfish act, but in most cases it's fully natural.. The human kin is selfish by nature..

That's about all I can say about this.. I should say that I'm not shallow, but I believe we all are.. Some just care for that thought more than others.. I myself ignore that thought..

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
Why do we all have a tendency to be shallow ? I don't understand...
You.


Ceterum censeo OTF esse delendam.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
No one likes you Kali.

That's outrageous. There is no need to be so rude to this man.

Originally posted by Ravencrest
That's outrageous. There is no need to be so rude to this man. Who are you, again?

Originally posted by Ravencrest
That's outrageous. There is no need to be so rude to this man.

are you sure?

Too much text, I have a short attention span today...

So in short...no one cares Kali!

Originally posted by Tattoo
Too much text, I have a short attention span today...

So in short...no one cares Kali! Originally posted by Ravencrest
That's outrageous. There is no need to be so rude to this man. wanker

He's not in a good mood anymore now........lol

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Who are you, again?

Ravencrest.

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
he's rich
greedy bastardermm

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Ravencrest. And where do you get the balls to tell me i'm rude?

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
And where do you get the balls to tell me who's rude and who's not?

You were clearly rude to him. I'm entitled to point that out.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
And where do you get the balls to tell me i'm rude?

You WERE rude... and ignorant..

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
And where do you get the balls to tell me i'm rude?
you WERE rude captain mayonnaise

Originally posted by Ravencrest
You were clearly rude to him. I'm entitled to point that out. Than I am entitled to point out that its none of your god damn business.Originally posted by Darth Extecute
You WERE rude... and ignorant.. Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Who are you, again?

Originally posted by WrathfulDwarf
Moving to the OTF... For Christ's sake, Kali. The GDF is not for your pathetic stories about your personal life. STOP IT

Originally posted by Strangelove
For Christ's sake, Kali. The GDF is not for your pathetic stories about your personal life. STOP IT The OTF Doesn't want them either. Save it for your diary.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
The OTF Doesn't want them either. Save it for your diary. Well obviously.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
The OTF Doesn't want them either. Save it for your diary.

Dear Diary,

I contracted yet another STD today, I don't think this one has even been observed by science before.

Until tomorrow,
Stay Slutty.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
wanker

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Than I am entitled to point out that its none of your god damn business.

Hey, no need to feel offended. It is my business and I know you are entitled to point that out. That doesn't change that what you said was very rude. I'm sure Kali does have friends.

Dear Diary,


I went on the OTF and made people feel homophobic and they usually aren't homophobic. But with my constant grossing outs and nasty sig, I succeeded once again.

Lonely Yours,
Fruit Loops

"I am not going to mention his name, or post his picture, because last time my ex bf bitched at me for posting his pic on this website and mentioning our business...also, I find that whenever I post either my pic, a pic of a bf, or something really personal, i usually get bashed for it by lonely high school outcasts on KMC...so i prefer to be a bit discreet about my business now..."

You call this discreet?

anata wa wakarimasu ka.....

Originally posted by Tattoo
Not on here...unless you count lil bitchiness, but no one really does.


Well, that's a friend. You guys are being very offensive towards this man. Is there any need? Do you have some sort of past vendetta with him?

Originally posted by Darth Extecute
A strife for perfection ends up missing the things that really matters..

Being shallow is a selfish act, but in most cases it's fully natural.. The human kin is selfish by nature..

That's about all I can say about this.. I should say that I'm not shallow, but I believe we all are.. Some just care for that thought more than others.. I myself ignore that thought..


Thanks Darth, and those who actaully have something useful to say for answering my post. I am really happy now, and I finally open my eyes to something I've been blind 2.


For the rest of you...Capt Manyard, Devil King, and other trolls who simply love to go on the threads I make, who claim they dont care about me, but post non stop bashing posts in every thread I make, instead of ignoring my threads and living your own lives...

Go **** yourselves

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Right, I didn't give a shit.

Well, you asked..

Originally posted by Tattoo
You give out your full name, your exact town and all that shit? *stalks*

Very few actually likes me here, so I'm not afraid of stalkers really

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Well, that's a friend. You guys are being very offensive towards this man. Is there any need? Do you have some sort of past vendetta with him? Just, go away please.

http://img217.imageshack.us/img217/6637/yankerjj2.gif

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Well, that's a friend. You guys are being very offensive towards this man. Is there any need? Do you have some sort of past vendetta with him?

lol yeah they do...actually its not just against me, they bash people for no actual reason..cuz they got nothing better to do...it doesnt bother me ..if it did, i wouldnt post


If I have somethign to say I will say it...that simple. If you guys really hate me that much (which is sad and pathetic that you guys would spend that much energy hating someone you dont even know) then simply put me on ignore or do not enter my threads...it's that ****ing simple.

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
Thanks Darth, and those who actaully have something useful to say for answering my post. I am really happy now, and I finally open my eyes to something I've been blind 2.


For the rest of you...Capt Manyard, Devil King, and other trolls who simply love to go on the threads I make, who claim they dont care about me, but post non stop bashing posts in every thread I make, instead of ignoring my threads and living your own lives...

Go **** yourselves Who are you?

I'm the same guy whose threads you always enter because instead of minding your own business, you feel the need to bash someone you don't know


Get a god damn fkn life

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Just, go away please.

Now you're going to direct this towards me? We don't know each other. Why do you practice this behavior towards me?

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Well, that's a friend. You guys are being very offensive towards this man. Is there any need? Do you have some sort of past vendetta with him?

If you would read the beginning of his opening post, and some of the replies you would find the answer to be yes.

He posts pictures of himself nude but his cock and balls are hidden or he'll talk about how he's going to go masturbate on camera for money or talking all about his other x-rated homoerotic things when no one wants to hear about it.

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Now you're going to direct this towards me? We don't know each other. Why do you practice this behavior towards me? I'm not projecting anything towards you. I just asked you, nicely, to go away.

Originally posted by Tattoo
If you would read the beginning of his opening post, and some of the replies you would find the answer to be yes.

He posts pictures of himself nude but his cock and balls are hidden or he'll talk about how he's going to go masturbate on camera for money or talking all about his other x-rated homoerotic things when no one wants to hear about it.

SO WHAT ? why do you give a shit ?


If you know what I post about, and you do not want to hear what I have to say or see what I post, then DONT ****ING ENTER MY THREADS


It's that ****ing simple

I entered to make fun of the spelling of Wonderful.

Originally posted by Darth Extecute
Well, you asked..



Very few actually likes me here, so I'm not afraid of stalkers really

The stalkers who don't like you are the worst.

The things is, Goddess Kali, that you don' t seem to understand that it is time to lower your profile. You need to change your mindset from believing any attention is good attention.


Ceterum censeo OTF esse delendam.

Captain Maynard, go find some freinds in real life, instead of making them on KMC ok ?

* Cherry's random input *

I think everyone is a tiny bit shallow until they find that completely sure, give-my-heart-and-soul, one and only true and confident, never afraid to say what you feel love.

Once you reach that person, however, I think all shallow feelings kind of dissipate.

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
SO WHAT ? why do you give a shit ?


If you know what I post about, and you do not want to hear what I have to say or see what I post, then DONT ****ING ENTER MY THREADS


It's that ****ing simple

But it's more fun to go into them and give you shit about it.

Originally posted by Tattoo
If you would read the beginning of his opening post, and some of the replies you would find the answer to be yes.

He posts pictures of himself nude but his cock and balls are hidden or he'll talk about how he's going to go masturbate on camera for money or talking all about his other x-rated homoerotic things when no one wants to hear about it.

Well, my personal opinion is that some of the things he is displaying and saying is not very respectful to the fora but he has the freedom to post such pictures if certain areas on the pictures are hidden. If he is following the guidelines, he has the freedom to do such things; Regardless of how embarrassing it may seem to others who differ from his type of expression.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
I'm not projecting anything towards you. I just asked you, nicely, to go away.

You are projecting such actions towards me, or you would not be telling me to exit the thread in the first place, regardless of how nicely you asked me.

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
Captain Maynard, go find some freinds in real life, instead of making them on KMC ok ? I have friends.

Not the random sexual acts in which afterwords you get a twenty on the nightstand and a gerbil up your ass for 2 weeks.

But the good kind.

Go on thinking that I dont, sir..or Ma'am. Whatever you like to be called.

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Originally posted by Wild-Cherry
* Cherry's random input *

I think everyone is a tiny bit shallow until they find that completely sure, give-my-heart-and-soul, one and only true and confident, never afraid to say what you feel love.

Once you reach that person, however, I think all shallow feelings kind of dissipate.

Originally posted by Storm
The things is, Goddess Kali, that you don' t seem to understand that it is time to lower your profile. You need to change your mindset from believing any attention is good attention.


Ceterum censeo OTF esse delendam.



I don't care for attention Storm....and I don't need you on my ass critizing me as a person, when you know full well I have contributed greatly on these forums (religion and philosophy)


If I have something to say, I will say it. I shouldn't be bashed for it. If someone doesnt like me, or what I have to say, they do not have to enter my threads..i keep my business in my own threads, I don't go violating someone else's personal thread with bashing or ne thing of the sort.


There are people who post much stupider shit and you know it...but because they have good ol' buddies here, it's okay for them...but when it's me..omg he wants attention again..blah blah blah


Get over your fkn selves....Off topic Forum is a place where every1 writes what they feel and how their days were..I have the right to do the same, and if you or ne1 else does not want to hear about, then stop reading my threads

It's that easy...you banned me once for trolling, but you do nothing over the massive amount of member bashing I recieve just for saying what I feel.

I have not antagonized anyone, yet I get antagonized all the fkn time...

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
SO WHAT ? why do you give a shit ?


If you know what I post about, and you do not want to hear what I have to say or see what I post, then DONT ****ING ENTER MY THREADS


It's that ****ing simple

Do not get enraged. Most of the people here are probably trying to get a rise out of you and you're filling their personal desires to upset you.

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Well, my personal opinion is that some of the things he is displaying and saying is not very respectful to the fora but he has the freedom to post such pictures if certain areas on the pictures are hidden. If he is following the guidelines, he has the freedom to do such things; Regardless of how embarrassing it may seem to others who differ from his type of expression.

He has the freedom to post them, we have the freedom to ridicule them. Simple as that.

Originally posted by Wild-Cherry
* Cherry's random input *

I think everyone is a tiny bit shallow until they find that completely sure, give-my-heart-and-soul, one and only true and confident, never afraid to say what you feel love.

Once you reach that person, however, I think all shallow feelings kind of dissipate.


thank you babe..you are awsome, u always were

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Do not get enraged. Most of the people here are probably trying to get a rise out of you and you're filling their personal desires to upset you.

it makes me touch myself...when he fails. *squeezes nipples*

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
I don't care for attention Storm....and I don't need you on my ass critizing me as a person, when you know full well I have contributed greatly on these forums (religion and philosophy)


If I have something to say, I will say it. I shouldn't be bashed for it. If someone doesnt like me, or what I have to say, they do not have to enter my threads..i keep my business in my own threads, I don't go violating someone else's personal thread with bashing or ne thing of the sort.


There are people who post much stupider shit and you know it...but because they have good ol' buddies here, it's okay for them...but when it's me..omg he wants attention again..blah blah blah


Get over your fkn selves....Off topic Forum is a place where every1 writes what they feel and how their days were..I have the right to do the same, and if you or ne1 else does not want to hear about, then stop reading my threads

It's that easy...you banned me once for trolling, but you do nothing over the massive amount of member bashing I recieve just for saying what I feel.

I have not antagonized anyone, yet I get antagonized all the fkn time... You know, you post these perverted threads for a reason. So people will look at them. Than you tell us to not look at them. Why don't you go get a livejournal and post your ideas and comments in there, and set it to private.

Originally posted by Ravencrest
Do not get enraged. Most of the people here are probably trying to get a rise out of you and you're filling their personal desires to upset you.


Yes, but this has been going on for months....I say one god damn fkn thing, and they bash me for it...and no Tattoo, you do not have the right to bash someone to the extent in which you do...member bashing violates KMC rules

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
You know, you post these perverted threads for a reason. So people will look at them. Than you tell us to not look at them. Why don't you go get a livejournal and post your ideas and comments in there, and set it to private.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
You know, you post these perverted threads for a reason. So people will look at them. Than you tell us to not look at them. Why don't you go get a livejournal and post your ideas and comments in there, and set it to private.


How is this thread perverted ? Are you fkn 12 yrs old ?

Originally posted by Tattoo
He has the freedom to post them, we have the freedom to ridicule them. Simple as that.

You do indeed. I never said you did not. There is a limit to the madness, of course. From what I understand: You've been rude to him on more than one scenario, along with others. There's no need to be rude in such a blunt fashion. It's good to express your opinion because it's obvious you do not like the way he publicizes himself and his issues but you're going about it in an insulting matter. Simple as that.

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
How is this thread perverted ? Are you fkn 12 yrs old ? Why, because I know how to spell "wonderful"?

Originally posted by Ravencrest
You do indeed. I never said you did not. There is a limit to the madness, of course. From what I understand: You've been rude to him on more than one scenario, along with others. There's no need to be rude in such a blunt fashion. It's good to express your opinion because it's obvious you do not like the way he publicizes himself and his issues but you're going about it in an insulting matter. Simple as that.


Exactly..I have never insulted any one of you until now...my God, I write about one fkn experience I had, and then a legion of you fkn losers bash the shit outta me, and derail this thread...

Originally posted by Ravencrest
You do indeed. I never said you did not. There is a limit to the madness, of course. From what I understand: You've been rude to him on more than one scenario, along with others. There's no need to be rude in such a blunt fashion. It's good to express your opinion because it's obvious you do not like the way he publicizes himself and his issues but you're going about it in an insulting matter. Simple as that. "Rude in a blunt fasion"

What do you want us to do? Make snide remarks behind his back?

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Why, because I know how to spell "wonderful"?


How is this thread perverted ?

Originally posted by Darth Extecute
blush2 Yes, you..hugOriginally posted by Goddess Kali
thank you babe..you are awsome, u always were Aw, thanks

And, any time

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
Exactly..I have never insulted any one of you until now...my God, I write about one fkn experience I had, and then a legion of you fkn losers bash the shit outta me, and derail this thread...

Your just feeding the fire, man.. If you stop posting, others will and unnecessary conversation will not be held..

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
How is this thread perverted ? Your whole existence is perverted. Your asscrack pictures, your constant "Buttsecks" conversations. No one wants to hear it. Yet you go on posting, and then ***** when people piss you off.

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
Yes, but this has been going on for months....I say one god damn fkn thing, and they bash me for it...and no Tattoo, you do not have the right to bash someone to the extent in which you do...member bashing violates KMC rules

thats right *heavy breathing* cry...yeah....cry....oh god.....OH GOD!!!! *skeet*

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
Yes, but this has been going on for months....I say one god damn fkn thing, and they bash me for it...and no Tattoo, you do not have the right to bash someone to the extent in which you do...member bashing violates KMC rules Feeding into it and getting angry will only portray you as the villain, especially when a majority of members dislike what you post. Best thing to do is post your material/beliefs/picture and pay attention to those who are respectful enough to have their opinion in an organized and mature manner.

okay okay...i get it..u guys hate me cuz i distrub ur daily online lives..okay sorry


I'm still gettn butt secks this thurs, so its all good


Later

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
okay okay...i get it..u guys hate me cuz i distrub ur daily online lives..okay sorry


I'm still gettn butt secks this thurs, so its all good


Later

again,
enjoy your aids

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
okay okay...i get it..u guys hate me cuz i distrub ur daily online lives..okay sorry


I'm still gettn butt secks this thurs, so its all good


Later So thats it? I dont know what to do now. I have no one to "bash". Oh god, my night is ruined. WHY ME. WHYYYYYYYYYYyy

you can bash me if you like

Originally posted by Schecter
you can bash me if you like you're silly. tongue_ss

Or you could go wild on mine and WC's relationship like most others at KMC

Originally posted by Darth Extecute
Or you could go wild on mine and WC's relationship like most others at KMC Why? Is it...inter-racial?

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
How is this thread perverted ?

Talking about how you got a "full body" massage from a guy you met within hours of meeting him, that's one.

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
I don't care for attention Storm....and I don't need you on my ass critizing me as a person, when you know full well I have contributed greatly on these forums (religion and philosophy)


If I have something to say, I will say it. I shouldn't be bashed for it. If someone doesnt like me, or what I have to say, they do not have to enter my threads..i keep my business in my own threads, I don't go violating someone else's personal thread with bashing or ne thing of the sort.


There are people who post much stupider shit and you know it...but because they have good ol' buddies here, it's okay for them...but when it's me..omg he wants attention again..blah blah blah


Get over your fkn selves....Off topic Forum is a place where every1 writes what they feel and how their days were..I have the right to do the same, and if you or ne1 else does not want to hear about, then stop reading my threads

It's that easy...you banned me once for trolling, but you do nothing over the massive amount of member bashing I recieve just for saying what I feel.

I have not antagonized anyone, yet I get antagonized all the fkn time...
These past weeks, you are being vulgar and obscene. Sure, you might get some buzz if you post nude pictures or talk like a potty mouth, but there are plenty of places on line for you to do that in. Start building and maintaining some personal boundaries.

The entire forum is subject to the PG-13 rating, the OTF included.


Ceterum censeo OTF esse delendam.

Originally posted by Schecter
have fun with your aids


HAHAHAHAHA

Do people still say "Potty Mouth"

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Do people still say "Potty Mouth"

Only to people who eat pee.

Originally posted by BackFire
Only to people who eat pee. How about a Cleveland steamer? naughty

Sure, I can do that for you.

Is that the vibe I give off?

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Is that the vibe I give off?

It is.

This is going to cost you about $40 bucks.

Wait. Its going to cost me to get shit on my chest?

thats disgusting


















you keep charging me 50 and im a regular customer

First time discount, trying to get him hooked then up the price on him.

Simple business economics, stop blowing all those guys and go to school sometimes.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Why? Is it...inter-racial?

shrug Everyone has just been pessimistic and rude since start..

Most, at least..

Originally posted by Darth Extecute
shrug Everyone has just been pessimistic and rude since start..

Most, at least.. Is their something wrong with it?

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Is their something wrong with it?

It's just another online relationship, by their words.. Nothing lastable..

Originally posted by Darth Extecute
It's just another online relationship, by their words.. Nothing lastable.. By what the OTF has seen/encountered its usually true.

Usually

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
By what the OTF has seen/encountered its usually true.

Usually



And my reply is as always;

Statisticly victorious is not fact

Originally posted by Darth Extecute
And my reply is as always;

Statisticly victorious is not fact Thats great, sir. Don't let anyone hold you back.

*holds him back*

mwahaha

Originally posted by Ravencrest
You were clearly rude to him. I'm entitled to point that out.

This reminds me of someone.

Gay thread haermm

Um yeah, I'm going to have to go ahead and agree with you on that....yeaah.... haermm

Originally posted by BackFire
First time discount, trying to get him hooked then up the price on him.

Simple business economics, stop blowing all those guys and go to school sometimes.

I learnt something today

Originally posted by Schecter
have fun with your aids

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
. . . you know full well I have contributed greatly on these forums (religion and philosophy)

Originally posted by silver_tears
With that sig I wouldn't be talking. haermm wat a pwn

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
I'm in such a happy mood today....i know im always goofy, or blissfully stupid, but today I'm geninuely happy.


And no..this is not another "sl*t" thread, or another "I f*cked three guys last night" thread...this is something I want to share with people...an experience which helped me clear my mind and open my eyes.


I have been utilizing a website called Adam4adam.com, made an account, and in like 3 days I got 60 emails..no kidding..from tons and tons of guys all over Long Island, NY. Most of them ofcourse are slutty gay guys who just want hook ups who arent interested in freindship or ne thing beyond that, so i delete a lot..

However, this one guy seemed really cool. So I decided to meet him. He didn't live to far, just a 45 min drive away.




I am not going to mention his name, or post his picture, because last time my ex bf bitched at me for posting his pic on this website and mentioning our business...also, I find that whenever I post either my pic, a pic of a bf, or something really personal, i usually get bashed for it by lonely high school outcasts on KMC...so i prefer to be a bit discreet about my business now...


He is a 37 year old Irish/Italian man....he has gorgeous blue eyes and dirty blonde hair. He is so cute..not just that, but a TOTAL sweetheart...one of the nicest people I have ever met in my entire life...so genuine, so affectionate, so non-judgemental, just a man trying to live his life with the people he cares about.


He is one of a kind...I never met a person this...i dunno...down to earth....


I can tell he really liked me...but ...I only wanted freindship and that was it. Physically, I wasn't that attracted...if he were a bit younger, and a bit buffer, I would totally want him....but his personality is so beautiful....I never met a person who was THAT nice ...EVER....its so rare ...atleast in my experience it has been.



He wasn't trying to show off, or make me feel less than he was, or challenge me, or ne thing like that. A man I never knew before last night was more supportive of me than most of the people I have in my life...


I wanted to like him...I wish I were attracted...but I'm not. Well, mentally yes, but physically I only go for certain types...why am I so ****ing shallow ????


We talked for a long time...I showed up around 9:00, and stayed until 2:00 on he morning...ofcourse I lied about where I was, told my fam I was hanging with freinds at some party...


We talked a whole lot...as if we always knew eachother, just opening up....he wanted to massage my back so I let him....then he wanted to massage my whole body lol droolio so I let him as well...and when I say whole body, I mean WHOLE BODY


It didn't go ne further than that...then he just held me, and didnt let go for an hour....really romantic, but I wished I were more into it..or atleast as much as he was.



I told him I still wanna see him, but I also told him that I want to meet other guys as well...I think it hurt his feelings, because I can tell he reallly ....reallllllyyy....liked me.


I still have his #, and I told him to call me ne time he wants...he told me to let me know how the other dates go, and to come over more often. I said ofcourse.


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Why am I so shallow ? I ask myself....i hate shallow people...i hate people who judge other people by the way they look, or tear people down for being who they are....I'm such a fkn hypocrite....


He's perfect...he'd be the perfect boyfreind..he's rich, he's cute, he's genuine, he's amazing...but because he isn't this huge stud, I wasn't interested....

And what's worse is that I let him touch me...I pretty much seduced him....and for what ? I don't even know why....I'm a fkn whore and a half....


I'm tired of being a fkn sl*t, I am tired of hurting people's feelings...I'm tired of allowing my mind to be influenced by mean guys, and becoming like them...I am not like that. I'm VERY nice and freindly to people...I don't wanna hurt another person's feelings again...


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Why do we all have a tendency to be shallow ? I don't understand...



If anyone can share thier experience....anything having to do with shallowness, connecting with other people....letting amazing oppurtunities slip by...


Then reveal....

Why do we hurt people who do not deserve to be hurt ?

I know it's a double standard but, this only works for girls.shrug

Originally posted by LethalFemme
I know it's a double standard but, this only works for girls.shrug Unless we're going to sex, you're not allowed to post in the OTF sly

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Unless we're going to sex, you're not allowed to post in the OTF sly

I told you I have a headache.schmoll

Originally posted by LethalFemme
I told you I have a headache.schmoll Well...well...I'm washing my hair sly

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Well...well...I'm washing my hair sly

Wash mines too?cryoh

Originally posted by LethalFemme
Wash mines too?cryoh U wnat condeshenr

Wat knd?

um lyk da gud knd

i ony lyk da bes knd.

hed n showldrs

Originally posted by Goddess Kali
I'm the same guy whose threads you always enter because instead of minding your own business, you feel the need to bash someone you don't know


Get a god damn fkn life
No one is bashing you. Your threads suck, and people point it out, thats all. Oh, and "get a life" from someone like you, sounds very, very ironic. 131wank

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Your whole existence is perverted. Your asscrack pictures, your constant "Buttsecks" conversations. No one wants to hear it. Yet you go on posting, and then ***** when people piss you off.
So it's okay for heterosexual males and girls to post sexually-charged comments but if a homosexual male does it, it's perverted?

Gay guys are cute

Originally posted by backdoorman
So it's okay for heterosexual males and girls to post sexually-charged comments but if a homosexual male does it, it's perverted?

Yeah, sock/troll.

Originally posted by backdoorman
So it's okay for heterosexual males and girls to post sexually-charged comments but if a homosexual male does it, it's perverted? Finally, someone gets it.

Originally posted by backdoorman
So it's okay for heterosexual males and girls to post sexually-charged comments but if a homosexual male does it, it's perverted?
Neither. A heterosexual female called Cemetry **** got permanently banned by Raz himself, because she couldn' t turn down a few notches the sort of attitude Goddess Kali is displaying.


Ceterum censeo OTF esse delendam.

Originally posted by Sparkly
Gay guys are cute

That's like saying all straight guys are cute and that just ain't true.sly

Originally posted by LethalFemme
That's like saying all straight guys are cute and that just ain't true.sly flex

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
flex

flirty

Originally posted by LethalFemme
That's like saying all straight guys are cute and that just ain't true.sly

I know My stereotype gay is cute though

Originally posted by LethalFemme
flirty Oh You.

Originally posted by Sparkly
I know My stereotype gay is cute though

Are you talking about the cute muscle ones? I see those guys and am like damn I wish I could switch their sexuality with a few straight guys.

Originally posted by Captain Maynard
Oh You.

Yes me.

Originally posted by LethalFemme
Are you talking about the cute muscle ones? I see those guys and am like damn I wish I could switch their sexuality with a few straight guys.



Yes me.

That is a few of what things my stereotype gay has vin

I wish there was ways to convert them

Originally posted by Sparkly
That is a few of what things my stereotype gay has vin

I wish there was ways to convert them

Rape?doped

Originally posted by LethalFemme
Rape?doped

You are waking ideas in my head vin

Originally posted by Sparkly
You are waking ideas in my head vin

I always inspire the better one.vin

Originally posted by backdoorman
So it's okay for heterosexual males and girls to post sexually-charged comments but if a homosexual male does it, it's perverted?

Make your socking a bit more obvious next time. oh

Originally posted by backdoorman
This is indeed a sock account and I told a mod about the problem but something tells me you are thinking of some other sock.

Going back to the original point, and this goes for Storm as well, there is a very bigoted double-standard here. While Urizen's intelligence is questionable at best and his personality annoying, his threads (in the OTF), while stupid, are hardly more sexually graphic or of more prolific erotic nature than most of other people's here.
Now, don't get your panties all in a bunch, I am not calling anyone homophobic but there is a visible more accepting attitude towards heterosexual and lesbian sex talk than homosexual sex talk.

To get shit straight, I am not defending Urizen, I am merely pointing out the stupidity so many members here are posting.

Oh and in case anyone cares I was "Eis" before, odds are not many of you knew me though, I posted in the GDF mostly.

Lesbians are homosexuals vin

Originally posted by Sparkly
Lesbians are homosexuals vin
True, what I meant was nothing short of obvious though. Move on?

Originally posted by backdoorman
True, what I meant was nothing short of obvious though. Move on?

I like homosexuals vin

Move on where? ermm

Originally posted by backdoorman
This is indeed a sock account and I told a mod about the problem but something tells me you are thinking of some other sock

this must be starsquawk the yapping vagina

Originally posted by backdoorman
This is indeed a sock account and I told a mod about the problem but something tells me you are thinking of some other sock.

Going back to the original point, and this goes for Storm as well, there is a very bigoted double-standard here. While Urizen's intelligence is questionable at best and his personality annoying, his threads (in the OTF), while stupid, are hardly more sexually graphic or of more prolific erotic nature than most of other people's here.
Now, don't get your panties all in a bunch, I am not calling anyone homophobic but there is a visible more accepting attitude towards heterosexual and lesbian sex talk than homosexual sex talk.

To get shit straight, I am not defending Urizen, I am merely pointing out the stupidity so many members here are posting.

Oh and in case anyone cares I was "Eis" before, odds are not many of you knew me though, I posted in the GDF mostly.

The homophobic part is mainly from the guys. If more people found him attractive the girls would at the very least entertain him but, we don't so we don't.ermm

Originally posted by LethalFemme
The homophobic part is mainly from the guys. If more people found him attractive the girls would at the very least entertain him but, we don't so we don't.ermm

I do not like the pictures he have posted for some reason ermm

I often do not mind a bare upper body vin

Originally posted by Schecter
this must be starsquawk the yapping vagina
Aw, what a beautiful JM moment. Read the last part.


Yes, I agree, he is ugly. Not my point though.

Originally posted by backdoorman
Aw, what a beautiful JM moment. Read the last part.

You ignored me cry

Originally posted by backdoorman
Aw, what a beautiful JM moment. Read the last part.


Yes, I agree, he is ugly. Not my point though.

oh, i should just believe you? *points and laughs*

Originally posted by Sparkly
You ignored me cry
Well I did read your posts, had to fight the urge to drive a knife through my skull though.


Ask Bardock, he was in it all along.

Originally posted by backdoorman
Well I did read your posts, had to fight the urge to drive a knife through my skull though.

Because I like homosexual people? ermm

Homosexual guys are cute vin In my head at least

Originally posted by backdoorman
Ask Bardock, he was in it all along.

like im supposed to believe a nazi *points and laughs*

Originally posted by Sparkly
I do not like the pictures he have posted for some reason ermm

I often do not mind a bare upper body vin


We both know if he looked like either one we'd pay far more attention to him.doped


http://img260.imageshack.us/img260/1074/evansrz9.jpg


http://img341.imageshack.us/img341/5382/channingtatum01cw7.jpg

Originally posted by LethalFemme
We both know if he looked like either one we'd pay far more attention to him.doped


http://img260.imageshack.us/img260/1074/evansrz9.jpg


http://img341.imageshack.us/img341/5382/channingtatum01cw7.jpg

Speaking of homosexuals.