Ordained
These are some of the things that I felt and went through when I was younger. I admit that they don't quite make sense the way I wrote them, but you all will get the gist of them. Enjoy
Fish
Swimming deeply as time goes by
Staying down there, they'll never die
When they come up to see the world
They survive.
Why can't I?
Why Aren't You Here
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But let me guess just to show
How I feel about you now
Even though it was long ago.
The day you left I cried so hard
That my tears turned into sand,
Cause I thought the hour of your return
Would be quite close at hand.
But our father/son relationship
Has never even started,
Because you were so self fish
And even cold-hearted.
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But let me guess just to show.
I don't need you as much as people think
Because my life's not ready to sink.
And even though you're not here,
I'll grow up with better years.
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But let me guess just to show.
I shed a lot of tears for you
After you had gone.
And you even forgot who I am.
Well it's me,
It's your son.
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But this is what I had to show.
How I feel about you now
Even though you left long ago.
Fish
Swimming deeply as time goes by
Staying down there, they'll never die
When they come up to see the world
They survive.
Why can't I?
Why Aren't You Here
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But let me guess just to show
How I feel about you now
Even though it was long ago.
The day you left I cried so hard
That my tears turned into sand,
Cause I thought the hour of your return
Would be quite close at hand.
But our father/son relationship
Has never even started,
Because you were so self fish
And even cold-hearted.
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But let me guess just to show.
I don't need you as much as people think
Because my life's not ready to sink.
And even though you're not here,
I'll grow up with better years.
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But let me guess just to show.
I shed a lot of tears for you
After you had gone.
And you even forgot who I am.
Well it's me,
It's your son.
Why aren't you here?
I'll never know.
But this is what I had to show.
How I feel about you now
Even though you left long ago.