As far as those connections go, I lost all mine.

::sobs::
I guess if you meet someone cool, if they like you, your next connection, if, should be good.
I never do anything with anyone. I so badly wanted friends and family.
But I have no one, and I am quite enraged.
I like long walks in Key West. I like challenging days on Ft. Lauderdale Beach.
I'd like to travel to Miami.
I just don't know. Ppl say maybe I don't have proper upbringing but that I am perfect.
It's plain torture.
My env. is always plain torture. I have no escape. I am not allowed to think. ::loud noise::
I just want that escape, so, you know, what happens, when this happens.
And I just want an escape, not, something else.
And the problem is ppl like to hang out w/ ppl who hurt them.. ::thinking::
When ppl talk @this, it is a diff topic. Completely, though. They are goin for the wrong escapa.
The bloopers did disturb me. They made the world twice as worse w/ this.
I don't recall seeing the kids there.