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Ocean waves.

Listening to the waves,they speak the truth.
Biting my lips that that once was sealed.
Hiding my heart thats wants to heal.
Trying to move on but im stuck here.
Left on the shore,where we crashed.
You probable don't understand this,
You probably don't care,thats why you left.
With out any tears.
The summer nights,the midnight drives.
The smokey air,filled are lungs.
Holding close,like i was stuck.
We took the waves we meet up on the shore,together agen,got me sprung.
But we took a turn some where it shouldn't.
Are love crashed.
And now since where gone.
I learn how to grow.
Im stronger now,i beet you are too.
No more tears,and all my fears are gone.
The ocean waves crash at my feet and the sunsets comes.
Now since the day is gone,this seems like a new yer.
New life goals,and your not the one.
-Camille-

Every momment,Has is story
Every word,has its meaning.
Every life,has its purpes.
Every smile,has a hiding.
Every baby has its death.
All the years has a broken past.
Holding onto memmories,that wont last.
Is like holding onto to sharp broken glass.
Teenagers dont grow,some dont make it .
Milk turns to beers,and lolly pops turn to cigrates.
Every good deed brings 10 horribul things.
Nothing fixed
nothing pleased.
Love is broken in half,.
Sex is just a trick.
Life is just a fool.
To much risks are taken,and not enof gained.
And where shaming the world.
And the people who live in it.
So think before you do it.

-Camille-

No one knows what i think deep inside.
What i show is just a trick for your human eyes.
Listening to the wispier behind my back.
Portending i didn't hear those hurtful words.
Rumors start, friends will leave.
But that just shows they don't care about me.
I live my life not a bad deed,just the way i want.
People look,people stair,guys want,but they don't dare.
Dirty minds,trickily words.
This is what my life revolse.
I don't do anything,to shame my name,girls do what ever boys say.
People hurt others, people stab other.
Anger rises,and pride has died.
What did you learn when you looked me in the eye.
You learn nothing,you can careless, look where you wound up.
Look at your mess,you help no one ,your selfish greed.
You had it all but you fail to see.
The life you live isnt what you need.
Studied mistakes leave marks,some that make history,some that are gone.
Whisper me something,nice and sweet.
Look me in the eyes,and hold me once agen.
Take back what you did.
Earse the mess you made.
Give back the life you stolen.
And be that honarol student.

-Camille-

As she lays upon the floor,she holds her chest wishing for more.
Gasping for air,the pictures of him flashing through her head.
Tears burn as they slide down her checks.
Wondering where he can be.
A broken past,a blurry future.
She wished for the the world ,but she fell apart.
She took a chance on this this guy.
Wishing on the stars,falling from the sky.

Love is a drug,thats killing her inside.
Wanting more,addicting inside
She knows its eating,deep inside.
Isnt this what love is like.
Crying every night,And being alone at night.
Scream me something sweet,
hold me tight,leaning to the left where your warmth used to be .


chorse.;
Days go by as she crys.
Leting the people who she love slow fade.
Losing the grip of her life.
She crys
crys
crys.
Needig more,more,more.She cant handle this pressure.

End of chorse;


Living life with out him,watching him sway side to side.
Some girl with him,is killing her inside.
Step by step she is losing her sight.
The tears clog her bodys soar.
Leaving her life,in the past.


-Camille-
Still working on it.

Brought tears to my eye's. Beautiful, although some issues with spelling and a few mistakes tarnish the quality of the poems, a transient effort that gets and deserves the highest remarks. Well done! If you like, ask what Jacob thinks of me (Jedireaper) Best wishes!

Thanks =],that lifted my spirts,i needed to hear a good comment from some one,ya i do spell check allot,but it doesn't catch some of the words,or i spell them right but in a different meaning.But im working on them.And thanks =]

Trying to move forward,just to know i can still breath.
Holding on , but slipping down.
I can't hold this up anymore.
This game is a punishment,these thoughts brake me down.
You got every one watching when i hit the ground.
Looking at you,you pierce right through me.
You turned into something,that wants to hurt me.
Is this a show,is this what i deserve.
I remember a foggy night,when you held a flower.
And your hand on my heart,you start to cry.
You told me you loved me,you needed me by your side.
So i gave you kiss,a lovely smile,took your hands.
And placed them in my fingers.
That's a far memory these days,i miss the smokey air,the loving eyes.
As i sit on my knees with a black eye,i look up in tears.
Hoping to die,you yell and scream ,and blaim me.
I lie to the police say i got into a fight.
I love you,but i guess I'm blind .
My parents know I'm lying,there telling me there going to leave me behind.
Before i know it your warm hand touches mine,soft and gentle.
But soon turn painful.
I'm bleeding her ,crying my eyes.
You hit me one more time.
I'm laying on the floor dying.
Don't worry about me ill be just fine,as you leave,I'm left here dying.
You soon hide,when the cops find me I'm left dead on the floor.
My parents sob,my friends are heart broken,I'm a little girl.
I didn't make it into the big world.
My dreams are shattered,my said story told to the world.i sit there as my ghost form,watching them carry me.Done to the grave,they put me in,where i must lay.
I didn't get to finish high school,or even go to collage.
I cant start a family of mine,and have a loving husband at my side.
I never got the chance to go to that concert.I never got to join the track team.
I could never sing agen,to my crying eyed sister,who had a nightmare.
No more will i hug the people i love,smile one more time.
Death shouldn't be sad,its getting out of this world.

Screaming out
into the night air
the fresh air,filling my lungs.
Holding back what i half to say .
But I'm holding you my dear.
I look at you as you look away.
You know where this is going to go,I'm sorry my love.
But igeuss are love has fa-id.
We fight and yell.
Cry and scream...siting on top of this roof top,screaming out to you.
Wouldn't make you care any more.
Looking at you,i know its gone,..i found reasons...to move on.
I don't want this to end i don't, need this to be sad.
Leaving wount hurt..ill make it quickly in.No matter what you'll be in my heart..i left a mark.

Originally posted by Gloomy Ninja


Trying to move forward,just to know i can still breath.
Holding on , but slipping down.
I can't hold this up anymore.
This game is a punishment,these thoughts brake me down.
You got every one watching when i hit the ground.
Looking at you,you pierce right through me.
You turned into something,that wants to hurt me.
Is this a show,is this what i deserve.
I remember a foggy night,when you held a flower.
And your hand on my heart,you start to cry.
You told me you loved me,you needed me by your side.
So i gave you kiss,a lovely smile,took your hands.
And placed them in my fingers.
That's a far memory these days,i miss the smokey air,the loving eyes.
As i sit on my knees with a black eye,i look up in tears.
Hoping to die,you yell and scream ,and blaim me.
I lie to the police say i got into a fight.
I love you,but i guess I'm blind .
My parents know I'm lying,there telling me there going to leave me behind.
Before i know it your warm hand touches mine,soft and gentle.
But soon turn painful.
I'm bleeding her ,crying my eyes.
You hit me one more time.
I'm laying on the floor dying.
Don't worry about me ill be just fine,as you leave,I'm left here dying.
You soon hide,when the cops find me I'm left dead on the floor.
My parents sob,my friends are heart broken,I'm a little girl.
I didn't make it into the big world.
My dreams are shattered,my said story told to the world.i sit there as my ghost form,watching them carry me.Done to the grave,they put me in,where i must lay.
I didn't get to finish high school,or even go to collage.
I cant start a family of mine,and have a loving husband at my side.
I never got the chance to go to that concert.I never got to join the track team.
I could never sing agen,to my crying eyed sister,who had a nightmare.
No more will i hug the people i love,smile one more time.
Death shouldn't be sad,its getting out of this world.


Wow, that took my breath away, a brilliant but sad ring that, I thought, would be perfect as an Eminem song. In fact these are all rather good and sad. Is there any reason for that... Anyway... very good. Much better than what I could probably write but please read some of my poetry sometime, in the end. Jacobs a lucky guy. To have you at his side. ((Matter of interest: Gangland troubles?))

Thanks i like your poetry my self.I write alot of poetry im slowly geting my time back for kmc,im busy alot and icant type it when im in school because read it and jugde it so ya.Im trying to wright a poem once a day now maybe 2.





Free as a bird,
Looking at the sky,holding you hand,while people walk by.
I smile at you,you smile right back.
You give me a hug,a simple kiss goodbye.
As you leave istart to cry, i know your going to dye.
As your ca-mo suit covers your scars.
Your going back to war,you barley make it out alive.
You said its right,to fight for your country.
But this is riping up my heart.
You know i love,i send you my luck,i send my hopes to you,my courage on your heart.
I wait months at a time faithful to you.
Getting letters every week from you,I'm scared and I'm worried,every single moment,the phone calls perice.
I don't know if there going to call ,saying your dead.
As one summer night i sat with my friends leting the time pass by,i got that call.
I been dreading,you where shot up.
And you where left to die.
Your not supposed to leave some one behind,your supposed to help your firmly,even if theres knifes.
The memories of you flash through my mind.
You told me this is whats going to happen,i half to suck it up.
You died for your country you died in pride.
Ill miss you my dear,no matter what you'll be at my side.

''You half to suck it up?" Good wartime poem from the home point of view. Yea I remember when you got frizzle over me messin with Dead Walk RP. lol I sent you a few PM's back then This is good, I will read as many of your poems as I can and write one dedicated to you soon. The Screams poem series is based on Hazmat RP by Jacob and Vampire RP with other inspirations... Good work 10*'s

How do you pronounce your name? Cam-ill-e

Thanks well i like your poems ill read them all soon in like a hour or so I'm just checking up on kmc before i go to Zack's house agen.I do remember you very well,when i was rping,i don't have the time right now to RP..stupid job,and I'm making plans for Jacob to come over to New york its his turn to come to me.I went to alabama for like 2 weeks fun. But i lost touch with you,I'm sorry =

I sit on top of the world looking down at the street lights below.
In hailing the sent,i once knew.
Baby we where un touchable.
But i guess those three words chased you away.
I miss your beauty,i miss your smile.
I miss the those winter night,where we sat there as the snow fell.
I was raped in your warmth,your strong arms held me so close.
But things fell apart and ,i guess we started to fail.
We started of best-friends,i wish i could have that back.
The silly games,the funny faces.
I just fell in love.
When the moment i came to say it.
You got scared and ran away.
Ill be stronger now,ill be better now.
Knowing you never felt the same.
But baby your time worth spent.
-Camille-

When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
Just know ill guide you.
No need for tears, no more hiding,come with me my dear.
Ill show you a new side.
Ill take you from this world,yes I'm your angle.
I wanted to help you,but god made me stay behind.
Baby this is your fate,your not a bad girl,your only 5.
Sweetie look at me in my eyes,when you walk alone in the dark,ill guide you back into my arms.
Your parents are wrong they'll burn in hell.
Sweetie I'm sorry you didn't make it into this world.
As you go up you leave your friends behind,your story is told to the world.
This a sad story of a little girl,who only loved her mommy,and looked up to her daddy.
She wanted t osit on top of his shoulders,the highest place in the world.
And run to her mommy to hold her in her arms.
All she got was a beating and being tossed.
Locked away,crying and alone.
They spit nasty cold words,to this little girl.
There drunk and cant take the blame.
there selfish in every way.

As they lay you done in your new bed,they toss dirt over your casket.
People speak about you,as they remember you.
A sweet little blue eyed girl,oways wanting t oforgive.
She wanted to change the world.
She is gone now,shes siting in heaven,she didn't get the chance to live.
She didn't get the chance to feel.
All she had was pain and suffering she loved her mommy and daddy till the end

Your name is beautiful, Camille. Another batch of great poems, I think I'll review your poems as and when I can but I havnt had time to write any of my own really, might write one tonight. You live in NY? That place is cool. I'm from London. So how did you and Jacob meet?

Thanks every one loves my name but i dont really like it =\
Me and jacob meet on kmc a while back like a year or so ago,and been dating for like near 9months.
New york isnt really what people think of it,its a horrible place, i mean to much gangs and bullshit.Im from Alabama which i wish i still lived there but err =

Nope, gangs and drugs are everywhere here... I've written two new poems. Anyway I really love your poetry, its really brill. Would you like to read a story by me? visit http://www.fanfiction.net/~jedireaper please leave a review, Gloomy Ninja!

Well i geuss gangs are every where to then,god this world is a sad place.I read half of your story its really long ill read the other half when i come back its just i got to go now,but ireally like it =].

Oh, regarding your sig. I used to be famous on myspace... I just havn't been thee in a while. lol see ya!

Lol i got alot of friends in real life and on the computer i meet people from there.But since problem from last night has popped up i might not be on for a while.I'm being stalked by a young male,i mean i have stalkers,but this guy did some weird stuff last night.I have police and friend in other states notified and there coming to help me.I'm worried sick he knows where I'm at on he Internet..this is getting freaky so i might not be on for a week.

As you lay there sickas a dog.
You look for help,this is what you done.
I couldnt help but look away,this is what you made your fate.
I told you from the start,your a pretty young gal.
But you turned your head,in disgust.
I pull away from the room,tears fill my eyes,so does the pain.
Chocking on my air,trying to find away toget past this.
But i lost all hope,you lay there sick as a dog,you just broke down,the pills where your escape.
i want to take the blaim,of all your suffering and pain,but i blaim you my dear,only you.
You made your self sick for this petty game.
They didnt care about you i did,but no i half to look away.
Grabing to my neckless yoyu had gave me,i told you i wil lbe there till the end.
But i geuss this is the end.
Im sick and done.
-Camille-

Did this one really fast will fix it up

Stalker's

At every street corner,
In every major city,
They lay in wait,
Their beady eyes brooding under dark hoods.

An evil mind; twisted and insane,
Their motives unclear,
They watch, they see, they know,
Somehow they always know.

They see a young girl,
Follow her,
She panic's, runs,
Another lays in wait.

On the internet they are there,
Waiting,
Knowing,
Stalking. The physcological hoodlum.

They go through your trash,
They plan,
Their minds distraugt,
Looking for information.

"This world we live in, cruel. Unkind."
"The people we live with, vindictive. Evil."
"These cities, unforgiving. Wastlands."
"Death may be one way out. Don't be a fool!"

Death is an excuse for not owing up,
For the probelms we have caused,
Especially with this purgatory world,
The halfway point between heaven and hell.

The Stalkers they will always be there,
Nothing I can do,
Just sit and wait,
Despair, when they are there.

Stalker's.

-Kevin Traynor

I dunno if this is a good poem, but maybe it carries some meaning. Stay safe Camille, be safe.

Lmao thanks,its good =].
I am i got friends and jacob is coming to NF to keep me safe.
And i got a gun so lets see that stupied idote try.

I breath you in.
While you breath me out.
I take your hand,you pull out.
I try huging you,you make a excuse.
I tell you i love you,i stun you.
I told you i need you,you said you wanted me.
I told you your the only one,i wasnt the only one for you.

still working on it

Holding onto,a broken past.
Im screaming into this microphone i know you wount last.
Im crying out,into your ear.
I dont understand ,this not at all, this world is spining..out of control
As i drift out into my mind,your making me dizzy,your hurting me.
Yell on top of your lungs.
Sing with all your forse.
Baby run,before i lose my grip.Im going to spit your blood,onto this concret floor.
I took you into my arms,you cheated you hate.
Everything did,made you worse.Why cant you just leav me aloun,
You nasty whore.
I took a chance on you,when the people screamed not to,
You stupied **** ,look what you did,you are a sad breed.
I hope something will make you bleed.
I love you ,you scream,screw you.
You stupied skeez.
As you lay on the floor i laugh it all off.
Closing the door.

Is done now

-Camille-
Violent for my taste but i am bi and ya i did datea couple girls,she knows who the hell she is that i hate.