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All my life, I've struggled with anger and depression, it stalled my learning, kept me from realizing my potential. Because I couldn't with the shit normal people deal with. I'm a rabid dog.

She calls "lame ****" and I lose it.

Have you tried telling her that you do not appreciate being called that, and she should please stop. Perhaps inquire as to why she feels the need to insult you.

Perhaps you could exile her from your life and invest in russianwives.net.

All these squares make a circle.

Breath. Relaxs. I dont really know why people do what they do, but one thing is true: the only thing in life u can control is urself. Maybe u could try to laugh it off next time she insults u. Dont give powers to words. Agree w her, tell her its true and laugh about it as soon as she sees u are not affected by her words u can move on! My suggestion would be to keep it short and walk away while shes still talking..cut her off!

Is this someone's blog? Wait, no, I'm sorry. I clicked on Off-Topic again.

At this point from what I've pieced together she's playing on my obsession with her to get a power trip online.

I'm pretty sure she's on an illegitimate payroll and is unattracted to me in the first place, pretty confident that I'd not make in that life, which is why I off her to begin with.

****ing shit I can't do anything about except go back to school until things start clicking with my future lol.

If I did become a successful dweeb she'd probably, no absolutely, date me to ruin my life and take that money.

I mean, if her parents couldn't make her a nice girl, wtf can I do I'm a "lame", whatever the **** that means in this hypocrisy.

Try beating her up.

Originally posted by NemeBro
Try beating her up.
With your dick.

Originally posted by Astner
With your dick.

In your case, that'd be like attacking Godzilla with an Epipen.

Stop talking to her?

I'M SO ****ING BORED RIGHT NOW

Originally posted by Dramatic Gecko invest in russianwives.net. What?


Ah hell no.

Oneness act like a man be4 i slap u! If things arent working out leave, end it if ur so unhappy. Why would u want to be w someone if they give nothing but misery. Just be a man and step up! Sounds like u dont know wat u want. Step back and ask urself wat tat is. Take time to think, be wise and do not act rash.

Originally posted by BackFire
Stop talking to her?

That would be my step 2 suggestion if step 1 doesn't work.

A lot of your issues seem to stem from your mind being rather convoluted, Dolos. Try to be more straightforward.

Originally posted by Oneness
All my life, I've struggled with anger and depression, it stalled my learning, kept me from realizing my potential. Because I couldn't with the shit normal people deal with. I'm a rabid dog.

She calls "lame ****" and I lose it.

Get help!

Originally posted by Shakyamunison
Get help! For what?

I can control myself, I've been choosing not to.

And we can help you, but you will just likely choose not to accept our advice. All you're really doing is treating this as your own dumping ground.

I'm just not sympathetic for those who want others to feel sorry for them all the time.

Oneness is going to become one with shooting a school up.

Oness sounds like a friend I have... Sam is that you? Is that South African ***** mistreating you? I'll harpoon her and mount her on my wall for you.

Originally posted by Stealth Moose
And we can help you, but you will just likely choose not to accept our advice. All you're really doing is treating this as your own dumping ground.

I'm just not sympathetic for those who want others to feel sorry for them all the time. What can I do with your sympathy anyway? ?

Fry and eat it with some fava beans.

just do some yoga bro

Just do some broga, yo!

but just don't do Drugos, bro yo

Fava beans option is much better than that.

Originally posted by Oneness
What can I do with your sympathy anyway? ?

I don't know, but you seem to be fishing for it with a lot of bait.

Maybe you should try being introspective instead of you know, intermittently coming to KMC and spouting off how angry you are as a young male just out of his teens and how horrible life is for you in one of the wealthiest countries in the world. Until you've had to beg for food or wait for life-saving medicine from another country, you haven't hit rock-bottom, so pick yourself up and get it together.

I have this story that a friend of mine told me.

He told me that He realized how much he was screwing his life, over giving outside factors power over it.

He always thought that because he got married young He never realized his full potential, He told me that because of the economy He could not afford a lot of things and because He did not had a car He could not work.

So one day He look at his life and look at the decisions He took during it and realized that He was just a reflection of all those decision he took in the past.

His life was shitty not because he got married young, after all many people married young and become successful, He did not had money not because of the economy, but because He was not looking for work, after all is better to make $10 a day than to make $0 dollars a day, so of course he could never afford a car.

Suddenly he realized that his life was shitty not because other people or external factors, but because he was a lazy person.

He could have changed that since the beginning but he opted to give the responsability of his life to external factors, be that his wife or the economy.

Until He realized this he was able to change his life, now he is much better since he makes money and is not sitting on the couch and providing for his family his marriage is doing great, he can afford a car and he has a business, He is living much better and little by little he is realizing his full potential and his wife or the economy had nothing to do with it.

It was him.

Not saying that this will be your case, but I for one think that WE ARE WHO WE CHOOSE TO BE.

As a clear example of it, I can right now decide to be a drug addict and I could go outside buy drugs and start becoming a drug addict, the cops and friends MIGHT try to stop me, but in the end I will become what I want to be, that is how much power I have over my life, I can also decide to do something different, the good things in life take the same determination, they might seem harder to achieve, but in the end is our own desire to be what make us be.

Hope that helps you

I guess whatever power she might have or not have over you, is because you are allowing it.

So you can kick her out of your life or mantain her around you, but in the end is up to you

Originally posted by Bardock42

A lot of your issues seem to stem from your mind being rather convoluted, Dolos. That it is, that it is.

It has been growing increasingly so. I still don't know what to do, I am wanting to just follow a path, living in the present, from one moment to the next.

God can see my desires, God can fulfill them when I can neither interpret nor fulfill them for myself.

Originally posted by Rao Kal El
I guess whatever power she might have or not have over you, is because you are allowing it.

So you can kick her out of your life or mantain her around you, but in the end is up to you I made her my enemy, I villainized myself and it is a tremendous psychological underpinning to accept that I cannot undo that fact. Plus, you know, there's nothing worse on God's green earth than being the villain.

However God has sent another into my life, and I need to stay compassionate, sensitive, sincere, and enlightened with her because I cannot afford to keep villainizing myself and being left alone in neurosis and in misery.

Well done. Congratulations.

If she tries to come back just show her the superiority of your man muscles
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Let her know exactly what you are looking for.