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Hello Boys and Girls evil

This is a Thread dedicated to the "Twilight Zone" of the Off Topic Forum where we can do anything when no one is around and i can Just go deliciously MAD

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"I dont do evil things because i believe in the devil. I believe in the devil because i do evil things."

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so as some of you may know i have depression, anxiety and other problems concerning mental health- it really gets me down at times because i often give my heart out to someone i feel is special and when i try to rein things back emotionally i just cant

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when i was 8 i was severly bullied (i'm not going into details because i just can't)

and because of the bullying i couldn't "switch" myself off in any way except emotionally. this is a problem because when i do switch off i need a "release" and that normally involves razors or branding. i cant burn or cut my arms (never wrists) because it will effect my future career wise

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old Denim to hide new wounds... a second skin

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when i do get emotionally involved it can hurt and i get prone to depression. even when everything is going ok

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metalica _one_

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List Of P.E Workouts

UPPER BODY:
Push ups (inverse, diamond)

triceps dips (kettle bell, inversed off bar)

pull ups (off oval Bar)

CORE:
ab crunches.

bicycle crunches.

mountain climbers.

medicine ball side to side crunches.

reverse crunches.

Planking

LOWER BODY:

weighted lunges

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Auguries of Innocence




By William Blake


To see a World in a Grain of Sand

And a Heaven in a Wild Flower

Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand

And Eternity in an hour

A Robin Red breast in a Cage

Puts all Heaven in a Rage

A Dove house filld with Doves & Pigeons

Shudders Hell thr' all its regions

A dog starvd at his Masters Gate

Predicts the ruin of the State

A Horse misusd upon the Road

Calls to Heaven for Human blood

Each outcry of the hunted Hare

A fibre from the Brain does tear

A Skylark wounded in the wing

A Cherubim does cease to sing

The Game Cock clipd & armd for fight

Does the Rising Sun affright

Every Wolfs & Lions howl

Raises from Hell a Human Soul

The wild deer, wandring here & there

Keeps the Human Soul from Care

The Lamb misusd breeds Public Strife

And yet forgives the Butchers knife

The Bat that flits at close of Eve

Has left the Brain that wont Believe

The Owl that calls upon the Night

Speaks the Unbelievers fright

He who shall hurt the little Wren

Shall never be belovd by Men

He who the Ox to wrath has movd

Shall never be by Woman lovd

The wanton Boy that kills the Fly

Shall feel the Spiders enmity

He who torments the Chafers Sprite

Weaves a Bower in endless Night

The Catterpiller on the Leaf

Repeats to thee thy Mothers grief

Kill not the Moth nor Butterfly

For the Last Judgment draweth nigh

He who shall train the Horse to War

Shall never pass the Polar Bar

The Beggars Dog & Widows Cat

Feed them & thou wilt grow fat

The Gnat that sings his Summers Song

Poison gets from Slanders tongue

The poison of the Snake & Newt

Is the sweat of Envys Foot

The poison of the Honey Bee

Is the Artists Jealousy

The Princes Robes & Beggars Rags

Are Toadstools on the Misers Bags

A Truth thats told with bad intent

Beats all the Lies you can invent

It is right it should be so

Man was made for Joy & Woe

And when this we rightly know

Thro the World we safely go

Joy & Woe are woven fine

A Clothing for the soul divine

Under every grief & pine

Runs a joy with silken twine

The Babe is more than swadling Bands

Throughout all these Human Lands

Tools were made & Born were hands

Every Farmer Understands

Every Tear from Every Eye

Becomes a Babe in Eternity

This is caught by Females bright

And returnd to its own delight

The Bleat the Bark Bellow & Roar

Are Waves that Beat on Heavens Shore

The Babe that weeps the Rod beneath

Writes Revenge in realms of Death

The Beggars Rags fluttering in Air

Does to Rags the Heavens tear

The Soldier armd with Sword & Gun

Palsied strikes the Summers Sun

The poor Mans Farthing is worth more

Than all the Gold on Africs Shore

One Mite wrung from the Labrers hands

Shall buy & sell the Misers Lands

Or if protected from on high

Does that whole Nation sell & buy

He who mocks the Infants Faith

Shall be mockd in Age & Death

He who shall teach the Child to Doubt

The rotting Grave shall neer get out

He who respects the Infants faith

Triumphs over Hell & Death

The Childs Toys & the Old Mans Reasons

Are the Fruits of the Two seasons

The Questioner who sits so sly

Shall never know how to Reply

He who replies to words of Doubt

Doth put the Light of Knowledge out

The Strongest Poison ever known

Came from Caesars Laurel Crown

Nought can Deform the Human Race

Like to the Armours iron brace

When Gold & Gems adorn the Plow

To peaceful Arts shall Envy Bow

A Riddle or the Crickets Cry

Is to Doubt a fit Reply

The Emmets Inch & Eagles Mile

Make Lame Philosophy to smile

He who Doubts from what he sees

Will neer Believe do what you Please

If the Sun & Moon should Doubt

Theyd immediately Go out

To be in a Passion you Good may Do

But no Good if a Passion is in you

The Whore & Gambler by the State

Licencd build that Nations Fate

The Harlots cry from Street to Street

Shall weave Old Englands winding Sheet

The Winners Shout the Losers Curse

Dance before dead Englands Hearse

Every Night & every Morn

Some to Misery are Born

Every Morn and every Night

Some are Born to sweet delight

Some are Born to sweet delight

Some are Born to Endless Night

We are led to Believe a Lie

When we see not Thro the Eye

Which was Born in a Night to perish in a Night

When the Soul Slept in Beams of Light

God Appears & God is Light

To those poor Souls who dwell in Night

But does a Human Form Display

To those who Dwell in Realms of day

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to me this poem is the most beautiful and pure literary artwork to have ever entered my mind

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i am bored

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oneness can suck it

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immaturerainbow is a absolute cutie

if i remember correctly so is M_G

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scribbles is awesome
quincy is funny and reminds me of ferris bueller
stinger makes forums feel complete
Robtard is praised beecause he can shut down quan
i like impendiment- seems cool

Walshy= hug
newlancewindu is a good father in my opinion
jmanghan has good facial hair

Ms Chelle is nice, she always makes me happier when i see her post

rudester isn't bad, bit strange but not bad

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i wish i had powers

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maybe it should be Australian_Division_5

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so i need to research into aristotles theory of tragedy and relate it to sophocles... yay

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i like walshy, makes me laugh

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i lost quite a bit of blood last night, my jeans are sticking to my right upper thigh. i should probs change the bandages

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the bleeding / five finger death punch

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i would rather be insane and laugh then be sane and cry

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oi i forgot riv, i like riv alot he is funny and has good signatures

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well i feel silly embarrasment

riv6672
^^^and i'm the first one to post in this twilighty thread about that zone thingy!

https://tstoaddicts.files.wordpress.com/2013/10/homer-twilight-zone.png

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yay

its more to keep me entertained but hi

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honestly though i need to stop burning.

when i am oler i want to get specific brandings and the like but yeah i should stop doing it to myself untill then

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on a personal level i love how pain is the ectasy to bring me out of my depressions, it just has a certain element that cuts through all of the cold. numb feeling.

there is a ddanger that i could become dependent on this pain/release but i only do it to a degree where i wont be scarred from it and it will heal.

being sensible is the key

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so apparently oedipus rex by sophocles was to aristoltle's theory of tragedy like polyklietios' Cannon is to artists of 5th century athens

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this is why i like engaging Ancient History as a subject at my School

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i like tim Burton

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rum, vanilla icecream pineaplle juice and lollies

i dont always recommend lollies but its good with just the first 3

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http://uproxx.com/webculture/2015/05/please-allow-bill-nye-to-explain-why-human-beings-get-horny/?utm_source=FBTraffic&utm_medium=ever&utm_campaign=CMfacebook


i do like Bill Nye so i guess its worth a look

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i am kinda hungry

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you smell like rubber mushrooms and asylum daisys

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speaking of which mushrooms make my tongue go numb, i am not allergic or anything they just numb my tongue

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resident evil 4 was much scarier then resident evil 5

i am of course talking about the videogames

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lol the hooked man... embarrassing

rudester
Keep. Talking weirdlo

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weirdness is simply a matter of perspective... who's perspecttive you ask. well its simpy, society's

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morals are bullshit, they are the "unspoken" laws taught and determined by a mainstream local or national society

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mainstream is determened by the powerful

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the powerful are determined by the weak

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you can't have weak withoout powerful as you cannot have winner without loser or light without dark

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you can't have perfection either, something has to be imperfect as perfection is a matter of contrasting

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thats why i think girls with slight imperfections are beautiful, i do things sexually with guys when i feel in the mood

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Walshy walshy Walshy i summon you

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did it work?

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*looks to the Left*

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*looks to the right*

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maybe i should burn a giant \\W// into my lawn

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i mean its not like you shouldn't have a nice gooey egg on a steak sandwich, it just adds to the flavor

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inb4 edward&bella

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i am thirsty, back soon

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yay scribble

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Whaddap sir Gens

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hi scribs

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not much, how about you

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Just woke up, had some really ****ing crazy time travel dreams. I was trying to convince people i was from the past, but only my ex believed me because I had music on my phone from 2015. It was a weird experience

You alright? Not letting the shadow KMC get to ya too much?

Scribble
I've been watching a lot of time travel stuff recently so it makes sense, but sometimes I'm convinced that dreams exist in their own, equally as 'real' planes of existence

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back in a while, need to go to the shops for mum

Scribble
I mean, what if I accidentally sent a part of my psyche into an alternate reality in the past, and now he's stuck there?

Scribble
Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
back in a while, need to go to the shops for mum K man, cya ina bit

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Originally posted by Scribble
Just woke up, had some really ****ing crazy time travel dreams. I was trying to convince people i was from the past, but only my ex believed me because I had music on my phone from 2015. It was a weird experience

You alright? Not letting the shadow KMC get to ya too much?

yeah im good, just unravelling a bit

Scribble
Don't unravel too much, or you'll look like me!

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you can't look to bad

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I meant, y'know, you'd look like a scribble awehuhs it was a pretty badly thought out joke really

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could have been worse

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I'm trying to think of a worse joke now mhmm

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fun fact my school has always had a social Group dubbed "the Wolfpack"

Pack 4075 represent biatches

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Don't unravel too much or someone might mistake you for toilet paper?


I mean that one barely even works mmm

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I never did anything like that in school

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mate i am off like a brides nighty

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i am everywhere like a mad womans shit

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Haha, those are both pretty good!

rudester
Back to sleep the garbage truck woke me from my dream....I was having a murder mystery

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you were wondering who to murder or who dunnit

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truth is i am addicted to online tetris and the world's hardest game 2

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Tetris is a pretty addictive game, let's face it. Classic theme song, too

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agreed, i am in a game against a freak'n brazilian kid..... damn he sucks

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thank god for the pause button

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haha suck it you little shit

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You got the little **** nailed?

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yep 2 Ko's and 23 lines sent

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i like metal slug. good game

Scribble
Haven't played that in years, tis a good one though

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whats a good song to listen to

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What kind of stuff do you dig?

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i have a fluid range of songs so pretty much anything except hard core screamo but deathpunk and techno thrash are okay

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Erm. See I have a massive knowledge of music, and somehow that makes me one of the worst people to ask about music. Unless you're Quincy, weirdly enough mmm I often listen to full albums... erm the Pixies are one of my old go-to favourites, try out Where Is My Mind?

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nice, i am currently into arctic monkeys and have been listening to AM

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

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Arctic Monkey are pretty good! I got their first album for christmas one year, but I never fully got into them. One day, one day...

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Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
you can't have perfection either, something has to be imperfect as perfection is a matter of contrasting i'm here aw00t better late than never. i'm not beetlejuice, as much as i'd like to be. at least not yet. mmm
Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
maybe i should burn a giant \W// into my lawn do it aweyesOriginally posted by Scribble
I've been watching a lot of time travel stuff recently so it makes sense, but sometimes I'm convinced that dreams exist in their own, equally as 'real' planes of existence who is to say what is "real" anyway? the "real world" could be a dream, dreams could be reality.Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
back in a while, need to go to the shops for mum whos a good boy flowers

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Originally posted by \\W//
i'm here aw00t who is to say what is "real" anyway? the "real world" could be a dream, dreams could be reality. In some ways, I agree, but the dream world shifts too much for it to be the real world mmm this is clearly the dominant physical plain, but I like to think that there are countless other realms aside from one of pure physicality mhmm which would be just as real as this one, just in a different way mmmmhmm

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Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
truth is i am addicted to online tetris and the world's hardest game 2 i love the worlds hardest game games


top notch thread gens thumb up look forward to more of your insanity

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Yeah, it's been ages since somebody made a signature thread, not like a sig thread but a thread that is primarily based around a user but is good for general discussion and stuff


I'd say you should make one Walsh, but the millionth is your stomping ground so it'd be silly really

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Originally posted by Scribble
In some ways, I agree, but the dream world shifts too much for it to be the real world mmm this is clearly the dominant physical plain, but I like to think that there are countless other realms aside from one of pure physicality mhmm which would be just as real as this one, just in a different way mmmmhmm perhaps dreams are passage ways into parallel universes. detective feel sorry for any other parallel me's that dream about my lame universe. mhmmOriginally posted by Scribble
Yeah, it's been ages since somebody made a signature thread, not like a sig thread but a thread that is primarily based around a user but is good for general discussion and stuff


I'd say you should make one Walsh, but the millionth is your stomping ground so it'd be silly really ikr, about time. remember piggle's thread? ='] good times.

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hey guys good to see you all, missed you Walshy

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its probably your morning now right? hope its a good one<3

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Hey Genster!


I need to start creating weirder nicknames for you mhmm

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it is , hope you have a good pne

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technically it IS morning here but its just another late night for me.

whats your real name? maybe we can go off that for a new name
gens, genster, australia's deadliest animal, hmmmm... i'm bad at this nickname thing

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Genstatic, Gentrification Of KMC, General of the Soldiers, Soldier of Fortune, Fortune Reaper, Reaper of Sick Children, Child of the Corn, Cornman, Man/Child/Death, Kreacher of the Nite, Sir Gens, Terminator (Genisys), Gender Reversal Soldier, Cis White Male, Gensterium, Gendrificus, Gendrificustus The Dark Night Creature With Six Legs, etc...

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my real name is Jesse white

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Dude... that is a ****ing badass name. Are you being serious?


Because Jesse... and the second name White... y'get me@?@?@?!?!?!?!?

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so many breaking bad jokes to be made

Stringer
That's breaking epic!

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-_-

i will give you that one, thats new

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currently watching macbeth, the 70's version and am imagining if i went on a killing spree for the witches

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I'm gonna call you... Australiasenberg mmm

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Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
currently watching macbeth, the 70's version and am imagining if i went on a killing spree for the witches You mean the weird ****ed up version by Polanski!? I love that film! I saw it in school too!

Stringer
Good name though, GS!

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Originally posted by Scribble
I'm gonna call you... Australiasenberg mmm

not to bad

how the hell did you Know it was Polanski

Scribble
I'm a film student majors I have this ability to deduce what film or actor people are talking about in three guesses, 80% of the time

60% of the time I get it in one

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damn son

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Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
my real name is Jesse white awesome name thumb up i'll stick with gens for now, easiest.

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alrighty then

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so i kissed a girl and saw her to the bus stop. went to indro shopping center and went from place to place with no goal in mind

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soon after a small plan popped into mind. so i went to hungry jacks, got a $2 jumbo frozen coke and used the wifi for 15 minutes

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after that 15 minutes i oricceded to get bandages for my leg and went to my friends work, she is cute and works at redrooster where i got a family sized box of chips

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after given the box of chips i said "thank you, have a good afternoon" and procedded to walk back to school because i open up the skate board room for the kids at 3

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you see on wednesdays the yr 11's and 12's get to leave at 2nd break (1pm) and go home or do what ever and it is my job to comeback before 3, open the skate room for the kids then go.

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so i am returning to school and i look at the oval where my PE teacher Mr Brown (a good teacher) was overviewing the lesson for the yr 10's and i decided to go over and help (i do that sometimes, he lets me because oneday i will be a PE teacher if i dont choose the army)

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we sat around and watched the kids do there excersises and i joined in with the ones unsure of what they were doing, the cricket game between indooroopilly (my school) and kenmore high waas going on at the other oval.

me and Mr Brown were watching it and eating the rest of the chips

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good day so far smile

Scribble
Glad to hear sir gens!

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gens mate you could have just used sentences right instead of all these posts

Scribble
Sod that, separate posts ftw stoned

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that sounds like a great day damn, my days suck compared to all that. i just sit around and look pretty all damn day.

jealous. who was this girl you kissed, is your girlfriend?

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Originally posted by \\W//
that sounds like a great day damn, my days suck compared to all that. i just sit around and look pretty all damn day.

jealous. who was this girl you kissed, is your girlfriend?

you always look pretty

no she isn't my girlfriend. i am not looking for a relationship. i was recently hurt by someone close to me and just yeah no i don't want anything like that right now

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Originally posted by Scribble
Sod that, separate posts ftw stoned

agreed, whats the point of madness if you can't have fun or you don't have a fetish for being strapped to a bed and fed medical suplliments orally and rectally

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Walshy reminded me of my cousins and a particular story.


Australia time. we were in alice spriings hunting for kangaroo and lizards to eat and we came across a small group of grey kangaroos. we were about to take our shot when suddenly a dog ran out and the dogs owner was Screaming "Get Back Here, Get back here ". we ran over to the man and tried to get the dog back who was still running after the kanga's.

the mans wife, who was an american, said "oh dear, sorry guys the dog just chases after things i hope it didn't scare them off for you". i looked at the woman and told her "its not the kanga's that are in trouble, your husband knows this"

the woman didn't know what i meant until she looked back to her dog which had been taken by the kangaroo's and was having its stomach torn open

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Kangaroo's are a very powwerful animal that will tear apart the biggest of dogs and drown them.

we all felt sad for the man and his wife

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even the cute things will kill you, kangaroo's are pretty much the body builders of the outback. nothiing but pure muscles

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i have gum

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day 2

i seem to be alone... again

but felt the love of my fellow forum users today so that was nice

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leg still hurts, jeans were sticking to my legs. i thing i should where skins over the bandage

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kinda miss elyse, she is a good kisser and her neck taste amazing

(note to anyone reading this, the key to happyness is inventing your own personal technique to neck biting. mine doesnt leave marks "hickeys" and can make one side of the body tingle, involves teeth, sucking, moving your mouth and your tongue)

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i really like her, after the whole bessie thing i don't want a relationship because that shit hurts so much, but she has feelings for me and i have feelings for her.
i just don't know tbh, this shit jsut hurts

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only got 25min of wifi tonight sad

that sucked. my parents "allocate" wifi time using a freak'n progam/ site called Bob2

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but yeah i still have KMC smile

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so i have currently spent $400 on my sister for her birthday. new pair of air max's and some cash to boot

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walshy are you really a girl?

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like i don't mean to be offending or anything, i just never thought about it

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so basically my first time hunting was what lead me to be at a distance from screamimg children


we found a rabbit (or so we thought) and i shot it, problem was i didn't kill it in one shot so i was shown the proper way to snap its neck. nervously i went to go snap the rabbits neck.

so basically it turns out i didnt shoot a rabbit, i shot a hare.
i picked up the hare and procceded to break its neck. the damn thing started screaming (which is a defence mechanism) and it really hurt and was scary so i started screaming and snapped its neck in respone. turns out i didn't do the break correctly and dropped the hare, it was a paraplegic and dribbling from the mouth so my uncle blew its brains out to put it out of its misery

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i told this to a friend when i was her place and her little nephew started crying so i turned to her and said "i'll go handle it"

she got up so fast and bolted to her nephew saying "i got it i got it"

so funny

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Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
walshy are you really a girl? i'm not, sadly mmm but i still look good in a dress. what gave it away?

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Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
so basically my first time hunting was what lead me to be at a distance from screamimg children


we found a rabbit (or so we thought) and i shot it, problem was i didn't kill it in one shot so i was shown the proper way to snap its neck. nervously i went to go snap the rabbits neck.

so basically it turns out i didnt shoot a rabbit, i shot a hare.
i picked up the hare and procceded to break its neck. the damn thing started screaming (which is a defence mechanism) and it really hurt and was scary so i started screaming and snapped its neck in respone. turns out i didn't do the break correctly and dropped the hare, it was a paraplegic and dribbling from the mouth so my uncle blew its brains out to put it out of its misery Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
i told this to a friend when i was her place and her little nephew started crying so i turned to her and said "i'll go handle it"

she got up so fast and bolted to her nephew saying "i got it i got it"

so funny i found this more disturbing than funny

Stringer
Wow you crazy kids these days

Stringer
Originally posted by \\W//
i'm not, sadly mmm but i still look good in a dress. what gave it away?

He does!

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