Recently I'm thinking often to rule my nation and change things in the right way, to make it a better place for everyone, stop criminal activities once and for all, but also rule over the others without being a despot, but certainly using the power I want to have.
Do you think I'm crazy?
Yeah, lots of dictatorships start that way. I have no doubt your intentions are good, but running a country simply isn't that easy. No intentions will ever eliminate crime, or make everyone relatively happy, or ensure that they all have jobs, or a stable economy, or {fill in}, etc. Most of us would trash any country in the world because we don't have the experience necessary to operate on that sort of scale...and we'd probably all be trying to "do good". Most governments, hell even the best of them, are flawed and inefficient...and most countries have hundreds of years of experience with various forms of government. Taking over and trying to make instant changes isn't the answer...but if you ever figure out a way to do it well, let me know...I'd love to hear about it.
The coming of far greater purposes are inhabiting in your mind. you need to seriously take a cold shower and realize that you can never force things onto others while having power - and that my friend is true power.
I suggest you also watch Star Wars Episode III because you'd prolly join the dark side LOLOL