Okay, so today at school I had the most shitty day imaginable, I was teased and mocked by even my friends for something that happened over the weekend. So I thought 'I have a shitty family, I hate school and home, **** it, I don't deserve this, I'm going to kill myself' so I wrote a suicide note and a note for you people on KMC and was ready to do it when I got home from school. But on the way home I ran into some other friends from another class and they were like 'Hey, we're gonna throw rocks at these guys, come with us.' so I thought 'why not? this could well be my last day on earth' so I hung out with them this afternoon and had a blast! it's amazing to know that my day went from bloody shitty to okay.
awfully dumb reason to kill yourself. i was always made fun of when i was your age. because im wierd and i wear velcro shoes. but did a kill myself? no. what did i do you ask? well ill tell you! i let it smolder in me until i smacked a teacher in the face. i was arrested and so i broke out of jail and killed some police. they shot me in the face twice. but i survived with only a nose and half of an eye left on my face.
Gender: Male Location: Cute And Fluffy In My Tummy
I have been Batetred, Bullied and so on so forth for a good 14 years of my life, (i'm 17) And My Fafther's only way of communication is Shouting and yelling at me for things I did not do, or always bringing back the blam to me. Sure Iw anted to Die, sure I WANT to die every day of my life, even now that i am in college and my friends rock. Why didn't I? I dunno, stuff happens, you meet people...
personally, I love the title of this thread, cuz its completely true And Blackcat, don't ever think about killing yourself again...here, i just found some lyrics that I think pertain to you
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me