I dont have much to live for at the moment but I wont go in to self pity,I was just wondering what keeps you guy's going? I am happiest on the weekends and a lot of the time somthing good will happen that will make me want to live on,for instance this weekend Me and this girl I have known for a while slept on this small couch together and we just layed there and talked all night and I felt that even though I have known her for like a year,I never really knew her properly untill last night and it was just good being kind of close to someone again and now I will think of this all week and then next weekend somthing else magic will happen
Yeah, it's the little things in life, and the connection with people and the magic found in that....It's connections....and doing things outside yourself to brighten someones else's day...
You know i've been here for over 2 yrs now and I still don't have that many freinds on here.
Im gonna share something with you that not even my closest freinds know about. About a yr ago I discovered a little narcotic know as cannabis lol. Now just after the summer I found a box of money in mums cupboard, guess wat happens next, I start taking money from it to buy hash. Now over the months the amount gradually grow to a few hundread pounds. And just last week my mum found out.
Now before she found out all I used to do was smoke joints all day, skip college stay home and smoke joints, Go out at night, smoke them way my m8s. Its not good it just ruins your life, you can't be bothered doing nothing and besides all that It drove me to steal money from my family.
After a week without anything ive realised how fuking stupid I was, its like it obscures ur morality and it leeds you to things you wouldn't do normaly.
I just wanted to share this with you as I felt I needed to tell someone and be judged as the stupid bastard I am.
everyone does things they regret, dont worry at least uv learned from it, and thats the best way to learn cos it means ul never forget it. Just be glad that youve changed and look forward to a better life instead of looking back.
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Gender: Male Location: Welfare Kingdom of California
I gave up on love ages ago. I now live for my hobbies and personal entertainment. I'm done with education and the search for wisdom. I now live to read comic books, play video games, watch movies, and warhammer.
I am not driven by people’ s praise and I am not slowed down by people’ s criticism.
You only live once. But if you live it right, once is enough. Wrong. We only die once, we live every day!
Make poverty history.
I live for the love to my boyfriend, my family and friends.
I live to hang out with my friends, to become old, to be married one day,
to live without regret, for the Art, for create new things and share them
that makes me the most happy.
I live out of what the next day would be like,
good or bad it doesn't matter...
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Dec 4th, 2005 09:13 AM
Pete Wentz 
thx so much Piggles! 
Dont let anyone tell you that you're wrong. If u believe it it's true.
