god's divine will or man's free will? (other ramblings included)
after hearing a client pass off the murder of her 13 year old daughter at the hands of some gang-banger punk today, i began to ponder a question that i've had for years. in the views of the religious, does god's will truly shape the events of the world according to his "plan" or does mankind actually have free will?
now i know there will be someone who will say that it is both, man has free will and god has a plan but isn't that a logical fallacy? think of it this way, if god has a master plan (an argument that is conveniently used by many to explain the horrible and unjust) doesn't that remove the possibility of free will for mankind? if god wants me to die via the sudden and unexpected joining of my physical being and the front end of a big rig as i cross the street and i decide to spend a few extra seconds on the sidewalk watching a squirrel try in vain to open a can of planter's cashews, this would in turn save my life from god's plan. however, if we were truly bound by the power of god's will i would decide at that most crucial point in time to ignore the frustrated tree dweller and cross the street at the exact moment the truck was speeding by. this would in turn end my life but would only occur if my free will was overpowered by god's will.
the point is that both god's will and mankind's free will cannot possibly exist in harmony. a personal observation further illustrates my point. about 5 years ago, i was a member of a car club that participated in many auto cross and track events in southern california. a moderator on the forum we used was in a car wreck and needed a part i just happened to have in my garage. now i did not personally know him at the time and had absolutely no incentive to let him have the part but i decided to be charitable and help him out. he drove his rental to my home to pick up the part and brang his girlfriend along. he and i hit it off as did my wife and his girlfriend, fast forward 3 years and he and his girlfriend break up. shortly afterward both my wife and i tell her that she should take a chance and go out on a date with her brother. a few years later and they are happily married.
now this long chain of events that ultimately end up in the marriage of two people was initiated by my snap decision to give a $300 part to someone i didn't even know simply because it was sitting in my garage and he desperately needed it. was this god's will in accordance with his grand design or was it just an act of generosity on my part that lead to the marriage of two people? what if this was god's plan and at the last minute i exercised my free will and decided to be selfish and sell the part on ebay instead? these two individuals lived about 50 miles apart, had no mutual friends, had completely different careers that would never intertwine and also possessed completely different interests at the time so would never meet up at a location for one of many recreational activities in socal. in short, the odds of these two not only meeting but spending enough time together to eventually take a chance on a relationship would be slim to none. so, who is responsible for this? me or god? it can't be both.
other examples (which obviously are far more grand in their impact of the world) could include WWII and the holocaust that occurred during it. MILLIONS of people died. who is truly responsible? Hilter exercising his free, but twisted, will, or the celestial being up in the sky? either hilter was a seriously messed up individual who is responsible for the deaths of millions or...................he was just a puppet used by a spooky guy with a sick sense of humor.
this is an all or nothing deal here folks. its one or the other. either we have free will, or you get god's plan and all the crap that comes with it. you can't say "well we have free will and are responsible for all the bad in the world because we are ultimately flawed but all the good stuff, yeah, thats part of his plan". you can't have it both ways.
speaking of god's will. lets say that it is in fact absolute and his plan is iron clad. being my "creator" he knew that i would grow up being an overly analytical person and would come to question his existence or at the very least, his character. knowing this he creates me anyway and will ultimately damn me to hell for things that he KNEW i would do. doesn't that make him a little.................i dunno............sadistic?
another thought. why does christian doctrine suggest that to be granted access to heaven, we must accept god as our lord and savior? why can't it just be "hey, live a good life, don't kill anyone, and odds are you get to retire on 777 angel st"? isn't it good enough that, despite being an atheist, i am a good person and though i do not subscribe to any religion, my own personal moral code mirrors the rules set by the bible with the exception of "believe in the invisible dude in the sky or be damned"? what does that say about god? that instead of being concerned with your actions on earth, the reality is that he is an emotionally insecure individual and craves attention like an addict needs his next fix and will DAMN YOU TO HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY IF YOU DON'T WORSHIP HIM!!!!? seriously, think about this for a second........
*edited for, well..........nothing. i'm not concerned about a typo or a grammar mistake at the moment. i'd rather beg the wife for sex.