KMC Forums - It's the amazing low low low Ush thread!

There seems to have been a number of threads about unhappy and/or stressful lives lately. Damn you people! I used to have a monopoly on depression around here! I demand you all get happier at once!

Anyway, I am in super-depressed mode again. Looks like I have dug myself into another hole. At this point I have so phenomenally pissed off and freaked out Edna and her sister that I am marginally more likely to fly to Mars than I am to even vaguely talk to either of them again. AND it's entirely my fault. Isn't it irritating when you cannot blame anything else? Oh yeah, I probably screwed any chance she would come back to the board, like she had been thinking about. Oops.

And what with a lot of other strains and stresses lately I have actually spent this year getting LESS well, rather than more. I am more sickly and tired and fatigued now than I remember being... pretty much since I joined this place. Which makes sense, as I met Edna a month after that. Oh, and I just got another rejection as well, which is always an arse, and I cannot seem to get any coherent ideas together right now.

Oh, and I am also lonely and fearful of my future, but that's me and most of the world so I cannot fret too much there.

Talking of my future... I am actually going to go and look for a job soon

(Women scream, strong men faint)

Yeah, yeah. I know... one of my friends says that is a disaster, that I will lose my unique nature and he had respect for a man my age who had never had to go through the aggravation of work, ever. But- assuming I get over this funk and get back feeling better again- it is getting to the point now where I am well enough to do SOME work, at least, and the whole writing thing isn't going to pay dividends for years at best and... I need the damn money, you know?

AND I need to have less time to think about stuff. At this point, thinking hurts.

And I also have it in mind to work somewhere with some pretty girl who I can charm with my evil ways...

Anyway, I seem to have gotten distracted. Basically... I feel absolutely shitty right now.

So... how are you guys doing?

yeah, sounds pretty bad that ush..

well,I'm not doing good,but not as worse as you....sry man... sad

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Anyway the problems will pass and you will have your old days back....think positive.

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Originally posted by Ushgarak
I am marginally more likely to fly to Mars than I am to even vaguely talk to either of them again.

I like that, can I use it one day? smile

Poor Ush. I'm still here for ya, buddy !!! cool

*covers Ush with pillows*

That really is low Ush, but surely getting a job would make it all worse?

Unless you can find a job that pays �50'000 per year with hours of 12pm to 1pm, with an hour lunch. Now THAT would be good.

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Originally posted by Gundark
*covers Ush with pillows*

Yeah, great going Gundy.

Smother him to death, that'll help... roll eyes (sarcastic)

my, my..what could have you done, ush? smile

it seems ur in a bit of a....shitty time.
I'm experiencing that too....but for no particular reason, i guess the exhausting daily routine effect. But i'll get over it, and most probably so will you.
So how am i doing? 5/10

Mmmf mmf hmmf!

(escapes from pillows)

Okidokey, Mech, tell me how to get some money, then...

I think a bank job will do the trick....

robbery?..yeah, maybe

or just ask the prince Charles...I'm sure he'll give it to you laughing out loud

Just marry an old billionairess. big grin

You could be the male Anna-Nicole...

That sucks Ush.
This should cheer you up:
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yea mate, sorry to hear

well thinking too much about things that have little or no significance is one of my problems as well and yes it isn't leathy, I started a diary it kinda helps you to get over those things,cause after a few weeks/days you can over look situations and you see how much they have evolved

I'll trump that- suffering a little from writer's block right now so I am writing my life's story. 2000 words for the first 11 years- very depressing! It gets a WHOLE lot more interesting after I fall ill. Actually, ALL the interesting things in my life happened after I fell ill. Hmmm...