Worse than being burned alive; what has happened to e
I've developed an acute obsession with someone with Disassociation Identity Disorder.
She's fallen in love with in-numerous men, had sexual intercourse with in-numerous more men and women in different identities. It already sucks that her other personalities cheat when she's faithful, so I have to date a porn star, but the worst the thing about it is that I love her and she only knows me in one personality and loves me in another online personality that's not the one that knows me.
I'm one in a hundred, not a particularly special one either. Yet I've never gotten the sweet stuff that all the others got. It's psychological torture. I woke up after surgery today and the pain killers made me want to reach out to people again. I thought about her and just meeting her and holding her.
It's subconscious, that's bad, very bad. I think I should ****ing hang myself.
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
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No you can't edate someone lol. I'm going to try to date her but even if I do, it's not easy dating someone with DID but that's the one I want only one
I had cartilage removed from my elbow
I won't
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
She sounds like me. You want what you can't have topical man can't seem to control the thumper of your own dik. When will you learn not to manifest so many different types of personalities. When one hears many voices the mind tends to pull one in many directions. Calm yourself listen to the sound of your inner voice and snap out of the drama you have created. If you truly want her be direct clear and to the point how else do you plan on moving beyond the dead end you've manage to put yourself in. It's called courting and takes effort and work, I do think you plan on staying?
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
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I want to forget about her.
I know anti-depressants help with memory loss, any suggestions for drug-aided self hypnosis to the level of psychological repression?
I'm mean, if she can do it.
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"