"I had one too... well a girlfirend." he laughed, taking another drag. "She left me when I went nuts." he told her. "She's a wench anyways." he smiled. "Youre my new muse." he looked at Cel and then he jumped up on the bed.
"No one remembers your name,
When your strange.
When your strange.
When your.... straaaaaaange.
Alright.. YEah." he sang to her and then leaped down on the ground and put his fists up. "Im gunna be a rock star one of these days." he told her.
"She's been with us for 4 years. SHe's very sensitve. She see's things and hears things. Also self inflicting wounds, and attempts to escape often." she told him. "She's only friends with a few people around here, but ever since Trent decided not to socialize she's been distraught lately. She picks and choses her friends each year." she told him. "Its best to keep your distance unless she invites you in.... oh and smoking isnt allowed." she told him, referring to the unlit cigarette Marilynn had in her mouth.
Josh felt wierd for a second, as he was having a flashback of his bad trip he had before he came here. He fell forward onto Celia. "F*ck." he said then he realized where he was and he looked at Cel. "I'm sorry.. sometimes that happens to me."
"Yeah." he sat at the edge of the bed and looked at her. Sad and distraught. He looked down at his cigarette burning in his fingers. 'Hey Cel.." he peaked one look at her. "Can I um.. Can I kiss you?" he asked in a mutter, his face turned a slight pink.
Celia scooted back. "Not yet. I.. I have ... um, issues with guys. I mean, not guys, just guys that are more than my friend." She turned her head and stared at the ground.
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"Uh.." he arched a confused brow and looked at her. Then he leaned over and kissed her softly on her lips. Then before she could say anything, and before she got scared and started crying. He got up calmly and in a daze he walked out into the hallway.