Heh, Cold, goin through your thread inspired me to post this poem, cuz I dont really like it. Geez, I wish i had been here a while ago, cuz tryin to go through all these long threads is insane.
Invisible
I sit and watch, and I start to think.
Why do I feel so alone?
Surrounded by people,
yet I feel so alone.
This feeling, like no one can see me,
like no one cares.
They care, I think…
but why can’t I see it?
I think they see me, but for some reason
I can’t tell…
They just pass me by…
like I’m… invisible.
Invisible… that’s me…
But why me? Why not someone else?
I sit here,
watching and thinking.
Why can’t I speak?
So many words I want to say,
but I can’t get them out.
I never get to express myself…
at least, not how I’d like to.
I always miss my chance.
“Later,” I say…
But later is always too late.
I missed my chance… again.
So what do I do now?
I continue to wait,
watching and thinking.
Watching people pass me by.
I feel so alone.
Why am I so alone?
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Hey Dream, I would go through your thread, but it's kinda long... I'll get to it one day and I guess I gotta get to yours too blair, eh?
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haha hey, to see my poems, just click my name and check my posts. is easier to just walk through there and then you can get past the many hi's and hello's that got on the thread. haha or, just sit at the comp for an hour and checkit all out! make sure to read Syren, Tassie, Prince of Blades, Coldfire, and Karmah's stuff too! some of my personal faves.
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Lol, just a little bit, but yeah, you're right. It is fun So, here's another...
Realization
No one told me how to fall in love.
Only that when I did, I would know.
Every time I looked at you, I started to think:
Maybe this is what they meant, but I wasn’t sure.
I realized too late that I love you.
I’m not really sure
What I am,
But I wish I could be
The only thing you’d need.
I may not be with you,
But I wish I could.
If only you knew
What you meant to me.
I wish I could be with you.
You’re the only one
That can make me laugh like that,
Smile that way.
You’re the only one
That can take my breath away,
Hold it and make me lose my head.
What would happen if I told you so?
If I had one wish,
It would be for you;
To hold you forever,
But would that make you happy?
You hold my heart.
I wish I held yours,
But I can wait.
I have nothing else to do.
Should I wait?
Or am I just wasting my time?
But I don’t know what else to do;
I want to wait for you.
As long as I can make you smile,
I will be happy.
As long as I can make you laugh,
I can sleep peacefully.
If I ever make you cry,
I hope that is the day that I die
So I’ll never hurt you again,
But would that hurt even more?
I may never know,
But as love is, so I will be.
I will be patient, kind.
I won’t get jealous.
I will love,
Though I may never be loved.
My love will always be here,
As will I.
I won’t be angry.
I will continue to love.
Anger consumes,
But through love comes life.
Love must be.
Love is what holds us together.
When the love ends, so does this world.
For we cannot survive without love.
Wow... i havent been here in a while... geez Blair... I gotta rewrite that poem... but anyway i found a poem.. well 2 poems, that i don't remember writing...
The first one I call Alone
They left me alone.
Ha... I don't need them.
Or do I?
It's pointless.
What could they ever do for me?
I don't know...
It's useless.
They were just a waste of time.
Or maybe... I'm useless.
It's hopeless.
They'll never come back.
They left me... they don't need me.
But I'm so lonely.
I feel useless...
Hopeless... pointless...
I find myself looking for them.
Watching, waiting.
Will they come back?
Somebody help me...
But how?
No one can help me...
I'm hopless.
Somebody need me...
But for what?
I'm useless.
Somebody give me a reason...
Reason to exist.
But why?
I'm pointless.
I sit alone in the shadows.
No one notices me.
I am invisible.
Is that why they left?
There they go...
They pass by me.
They don't notice me.
I run after them,
But they don't see.
They leave... again.
I never noticed before,
But I wanted them.
I don't want to be alone.
The tears... they sting.
I wish they didn't.
I wipe them away.
Crying is pointless.
It's hopeless, useless...
I return to the shadows.
I sit, waiting... but for what?
It seems like ages pass.
But then...
I feel a tap on my shoulder.
Is it them?
I look up...
No, it's not them.
It's someone else.
Someone... new.
He smiles at me.
I turn away.
I don't want to be with anyone...
Or do I?
He taps me again,
But I don't respond.
He sits next to me.
I don't understand.
Why doesn't He leave me,
Like the others had?
Inwardly I smile.
It feels nice
Not to sit alone.
I look at Him.
I see the same smiling face.
I smile back.
Suddenly I feel different inside.
Maybe I'm not so pointless.
Maybe He's my reason to exist.
Maybe I'm not so hopeless.
Maybe He can help me.
Maybe I'm not so useless.
Maybe He needs me.
Things have changed.
I have this feeling that He won't leave.
I know I won't.
I will stand by Him forever.
This one I don't remember when or why I wrote this one, and it has no title. So, here goes...
I thought that I
Knew you.
I felt like I
Loved you.
I tried to
Give you my heart.
But it felt like you
Ripped it apart.
Now I feel like I've
Wasted my time,
So I put together
This rhyme.
I thought that we'd be
Happy together.
I thought I would
Love you forever,
But I guess we'll be
Together fornever.
I'll always remember
How I used to feel,
But now I realize that
It coulda never been real.
aight since twin is a duck who comes on forums then quits like two weeks into it, i will be posting his poems here....whenever i get the time...just bumping the thread right now....
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Jun 20th, 2005 12:51 PM
That was wonderful... Lol I'm such a hopeless romantic 
ok . hahaha
