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I'm Bringing Sexy Back
 Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
No Longer Pure.....
I decided that I'd start writing poetry again. But first! some of my old poems.
I try to stop them
I really do
In this case
They don't
Because these tears are for you
I don't want to cry
Not for you
I don't want to love you
But I still do
And that's why these tears fall
I want to try
To become more brave
I don't want to cry
I hope to save
Myself from drowning in my own tears
I cry you a river
And maybe more
Yet it's still no different
No different from before
I don't want to cry
Not for you
I don't want to love you
But I still do
I try to stop them
I really do
In this case
I can't
Because these tears are for you
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:52 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Daddy...
Why’d you have to leave me?
Why couldn’t you stay alive to see
What I have become for you?
You’ve been with me all the way through
But now you’re gone
To the Underworld you have flown...
Daddy...
Why can’t we return the days
When we used to laugh and play?
We’d swirl around the bend
I prayed to God it would never end.
Now I have my restless nights
Without you there to remind me of the light
Daddy...
I wish you were alive now
Maybe I would not be so down
Now all my fears seem so near
Sometimes I can’t even see you clear
You are there in my dreams
But I always seem to return to reality
Daddy...
I know that you’re with me in my heart
And that’s what keeps me on day and night
But I would like to say, Daddy,
That I have met some awfully nice friends
And our loyalty has no ends
So Daddy...
I miss you still
And you always have a special spot to fill
In my heart and in my mind
But now I think I can move on fine
But I will always remember the night
When you reminded me of the light....
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:53 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
You can’t hurt me now
Because you are not here
It is funny now because you are far away
Maybe some day I may look back
And think of the times we had
You can’t hurt me now
I got away from you.
Never thought I would
You can’t make me shed one tear
I can’t believe I survived it
Now I laugh at what happen back then
You can’t hurt me no more
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:53 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
You Are Still Here
You are still here
Here in my head
Why are you doing this
This to me
You have died so long ago
You are in my dreams
This makes them nightmares
Which how they can be terrible nightmares
I wish you would just let me be
Be with everyone but you
So I can experience life without you
But, I know all you are doing is protecting me
Believe in me, that I can take care of myself
But you are still here
Here to let me know you still love me
Here to let me know I’m still your little girl
I love you with all of my heart
But why did you still have to die
I know you loved me with all of your heart
But why did you have to leave me
You are still here
And I know that very well
I know you will always be here too
And I want to you know
I will love and miss you
For always father
God I was really a depressed byatch 
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:54 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Confession of Confused Soul
I can't love
I can't see the light
I've forgotten
I've forgotten...
I can't see you
I can't feel you
I've forgotten the light of the sun
I've forgotten the sound of songs
Your caress, is it your caress?
Your kiss, do I feel your lips?
I've forgotten
I've forgotten how your kisses felt...
I don't know what to say
I don't understand what to do
I don't know
I don't understand
I don't understand anything...
I'm trapped here
I feel trapped in this world
I'm trapped in gray, sad world
I'm trapped in myself
What can I do?
What can I see?
What can I believe?
Will I ever...
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Faded
Living disappearing... I’m not standing here anymore.
I’m dying going like a false walkway.
The pain in my heart is making me go, and I can’t stop it.
Black dark cover clouds like an angel’s hell.
I’m screaming and no one is willing to help.
The picture I draw on my wrist is a symbol showing I can’t carry on, and
then he comes into my life again.
The blood that drips from my wrist shows I don’t wanna live anymore, but
then out of nowhere he saves me again.
My blurry eyes are showing up again.
It must be tears again.
Now when I touch things I go right through them.
Like fog in the morning, and no one is willing to help me out.
The picture I draw on my wrist is a symbol showing I can’t carry on, and
then he comes into my life again.
The blood that drips from my wrist shows I don’t wanna live anymore, but
then out of nowhere he saves me again.
The picture I draw on my wrist is a symbol showing I can’t carry on then he
comes into my life again.
The blood that drip from my wrist shows I don’t wanna live anymore, but
then out of nowhere he saves me.
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:55 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Each day passes with a new light on the world,
Changing this childish little girl,
Into the women I've become,
My hearts been broken,
By someone who only saw me as something to see,
But I am stronger,
I will live each day as my own,
Not some one else,
Mine,
One day I will share it,
But not now,
The light of each day changes,
It changes people,
It changes friends,
But above all each new bring new life,
And new hope
Signed,
Ashley
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
I didn't try to love you, but the feeling was so strong.
I try to forget you but I can't carry on.
You hold me close like I was your own, but I know I'm not alone.
I know there is no room for me in your heart, but I'll continue to be with you just like I was from the start.
I know I can't break the bond, but I know I have the strength to try to carry on.
I know I love you, and you have no room for me, but I will still love you no matter what happens to me.
This one still make me cry
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:56 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Would You
No matter how hard I try
To be happy for you
I still cry myself to sleep every night
And I wonder why
You choose her over me
And yet you seem happy
Would you even care
If I died here, tonight
Would you even cry
If I were to die
Right here, tonight
In front of your eyes
Would you at least burry me
Or not even bother
Would you care
And see your mistake
Would you cry
And dump her
Would you burry me
By the my favorite blossom tree
If I were to die
Would you.....
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:56 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Will you ever?
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where id be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:57 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
As I Turn Away....
As I stand here
Your eyes tear
Wishing me to hear
Word so sincere
But I turn away
While you cry in dismay
Gods, I wish to stay
But the dreams will have their way
You scream words of love
But this is not what I wish to speak of
For I am mourning dove
Not someone I am proud of
Taking one last look at your face
And I leave without a trace
Yearning to fell your warm embrace
Knowing that I will soon be replaced.
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:57 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
A Cry For Help
I cannot find peace here,
I need to be free,
I want to go back,
But there's no chance to flee.
I wish I could love him,
But there isn't a chance,
There isn't a way,
We'd have a happy romance.
My friends live their lives,
I try to live my own,
But every time I get lost,
It just chills me to the bone.
Please help me,
I really need to find,
Something in my life,
I can call mine.
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:59 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
I am insecure.
I've spent my life being battered by others,
taking their criticisms and pretending it doesn't hurt.
They think it's fun,
that I'm just their punchbag,
just there to be abused and mistreated.
Outside I show no pain,
just a smile and I let them get on with it.
It's easier that way.
My confidence is bruised and my self-worth is nothing.
Sometimes I feel like nothing,
non-existant,
a not-human.
This is an existance, not a life.
Each night I pray I die in my sleep.
Each morning I hope they kill me today.
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:59 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
One of my favs 
Who will he pick?
Martreal, you make me sick
First Brandi and now Tiquana
You little prick!
Just make up your mind!
You want two girls?
How do you find the time?
I know, I know
You can only pick one
But get over yourself,
I will make this fun.
Iny-Miny-Miney-Moe
Ones a friend and ones a foe
But by now it should be an easy choice
Come on, think real hard
Listen to that little voice.
I Know if you really think hard
It will come to you
For now go sit in the yard
And decide who’s right for you
Me? I wouldn’t want you back with Brandi
Pick that other girl...
Amanda
No Wait, Tiquana is the one for you
Hold on, a minute ago there were only two.
Anyway I’m about to have a fit
Tiquana or Brandi...
Who will you pick?
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
A person with no heart or soul
the walls i built around myself are crumbling
the barriers that block my heart are breaking down
ive given up hope
ive given up on happiness
because i have never felt their presences
with no protection around me now
their hurtful words tear me down
im nothing but pieces now
being blown away in the wind
the wind i used to feel on my face
that would make me feel free
but now it scatters the pieces of my broken heart and soul
i will never be a whole person again
just a person with no heart or soul
an outline of the person i used to be
they see what they have done to me
i expected tears of guilt to stream down there face
but instead i hear laughter
laughter at my weakness
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Jul 18th, 2005 08:59 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Being in love with you is the greatest thing in the world
If I could be in love with you forever I would
There’s so many things I could say
To let you know how much I really love you
And there’s so many things I can’t say
To let you know how much I really love you
There are some things words can’t describe
Some words can describe my love
But most of the love I have for you
These words can’t describe
I can sit here and say how much I do love you
But you already know I love you so much
Besides these words I say, there is a lot more love deep down
Words can’t even begin to describe how I
Feel deep down inside about you
Baby, I’ll never leave you
I can’t be without you
I love you so much
It makes my days better knowing I’m with you
I’m so much happier being with you
And I know I can tell you anything and everything
So I’ll say it again
Baby, I love you so much
I love you with all the heart I have in my body
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
Another one of my favs
A Picture
I'm gonna draw a picture,
a picture with a twist
Instead I'll use a razor blade,
and draw it on my wrist
And as i draw this picture,
a flowing fountain will appear
And as this fountain flows,
My troubles will disappear
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Jul 18th, 2005 09:00 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
You Changed My World
At times the days seemed so long,
i thought I'd never make it through.
then suddenly out of a dream i met someone like you.
I had locked up all my feelings, and I'd thrown away the key...until your heart spoke a thousand words, I knew were meant to be.
When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, you comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place.
You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me, but the way you've managed to steal my heart is what has set me free.
You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change.
Your love has touched a place in me I've always found so strange.
Its as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, because the crazy thing about it is,
I've loved you from the start.
No one in this whole wide world could touch the feelings that we share, to the seconds that I spend with you, nothing can compare...
You've opened my eyes and touched my heart just enough to let me live. You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give. My heart was broken, and i thought love was so far away, but you came into my life and showed me it would be okay...
Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset, that moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met. I wish i could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes, for when I'm with you there's a feeling even i cannot describe... Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased, you touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place...
Heartbreak, loss, and misery were all i ever knew, until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you. Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when i am down, and Baby, with all you've done for me, you've turned my world around. Your love is so consistent like the waves that break on shore, and with every day my love for you still grows, more and more.
When broken dreams still fill my days and nothings going right,
you reassure me with your smile and give ma back my sight. You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea, and you fill my world with beautiful dreams and feelings meant to be. The way you live, the way you love, and even so much more, with every smile that you give, you're all i could ask for...
You are in every breath i take and in every tear i cry, you're in every star i wish upon up in my lonely sky. Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above, a million magic moments sent, to give you all my love. You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true, and i thank GOD for that special day he blessed my heart with you.
I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul, the rest of my life I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control... Fate, destiny, or magic may be the reason that we met, but all i know is the days with you i never will forget.
Until the day i found you i never knew a love so true,
but from today until eternity,
I swear I'll be loving you!
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Jul 18th, 2005 09:01 PM |
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CherryPop
I'm Bringing Sexy Back
Gender: Female
Location: California Sexually: Frustrated |
My absolute favorite (and darkest) one.
No Longer Pure..
Against the darkest background,
Fiery red eyes lit the night.
Her body starts to tremble,
Overtaken by her fright.
A scratching noise so loud,
Scrapes at the paving stone.
Whispered words of hatred,
Reminds her she is all alone.
Clench her eyes tightly shut,
She gasps desperately for air.
And slowly as her eyes open,
She screams at the nightmare.
Blood red eyes stare at her,
Skin peeling off each second.
Boney fingers long and black,
To him they did beckon.
The clean air she once breathed,
Had turned so poisoned cold.
Eyelids fighting to stay awake,
To the devil her soul was sold.
And with his black red mouth,
He placed it to her lips.
Sucking out her pure soul,
Placing a nightmare kiss.
Black bone fingers sliding down,
Tracing her every curve.
She had become his evening meal,
To him she had been served.
Hands flitting across her thighs,
Then scraping across her ribs.
And as he ripped away the skin,
Blood drew from blood pen nibs.
In the dark of the evening night,
He left her on the floor.
Telling the cold dead body,
What she had had been so pure..
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Dante Vlada
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WOW! OMG!! DAMN!!
You are really good SS. I'm glad that you started writing again. Why did you stop in the first place? lol
So did you miss me? I missed you... lots.
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