The search is never ending
We as humans are unable to see
Everything we could possibly need
Is always within reach
But those who are to blind in their hearts to see
Will end up being the loneliest ONE there could be.
I feel it bubbling
Wanting to burst free
Escape from everyday
Away from the mundane
A spirit inside so carefree...
...so untamed
Trapped by a world of obligations
Aways need to impress, succeed and conform
...always being judged by those whom are not any more superior in life....
I find myself welcoming an end...
... more like a beginning
To be able to sore free...
.... free from this so called "reality"
This may be societies "reality" but not mine...
I hate these feelings this world causes...
I crave an escape, an end... a beginning
Something needs to change
Not sure what yet but....
Maybe a change of scenery...
Maybe occupying my mind will help...
Maybe my beginning is all a matter of the steps I take...
Maybe I'm thinking to much
Maybe I'm not
Maybe I need help.
This is my silent cry
My mind is wondering in ways I never though passable....again
Selfish yes I know.
Though I am not wanting any spot lights.
So marks won't be necessary.
They don't know... well one does
But this time I can hide it.
I hate this
No matter how much I argue with myself...
It's bad but I smile when I think of ...
I can't say it....
Imposable
I can't
No!
I have not shed one tear though it's all I think of.
I show just about no signs
Their not looking
Ha I just grinned in accomplishment
Geeze I gotta get away.... my mind ...
Why am I thinking this
To live and to love
To learn to live
To guide and to strive
To survive to guide
To help and to hope
To hope to help
To leave an embrace
... A smiling face
... My peaceful trace
__________________
There'll be peace when you are done
Kudos Scribble for the wicked awesome sig!
Last edited by ~Bun Bun~ on Oct 10th, 2008 at 08:43 PM
__________________ Full fathom five thy father lies;
Of his bones are coral made;
Those are pearls that were his eyes:
Nothing of him that doth fade
But doth suffer a sea-change
Into something rich and strange.
__________________ Full fathom five thy father lies;
Of his bones are coral made;
Those are pearls that were his eyes:
Nothing of him that doth fade
But doth suffer a sea-change
Into something rich and strange.
This is a new chapter
I can see the pages
And the words as their written
But if I peek ahead
I see nothing
No clear destination
Only faint ideas
If I glace behind
I only see...
Worn down paths
Old choices chosen
Whats been done
And I already know what is to come
Clinging to these words for dear life
Hoping to brace this unknown
With determination and good grace
Feeling uneasy but with a smile on my face
I am turning this page...
The ocean waves effortlessly upon the shore
Hypnotizing my human mind
The clouds painted perfectly
Against a clear blue sky
The serenity of that one moment
The purity within its bliss
The passion in its beauty
Sore free
To your hearts destination
Freedom isn't your goal
It's the journey you partake in
Angel of the skies
With the wind beneath your wings
Power in your glide
With a beautiful song to sing
Welcome to my rain forest
Where the water runs though in streams
It rains quite alot here
To feed the flowers and trees
Natures in full bloom
In all its might wonder
Where all is in need
Whether it be tree, weed or flower
The circle is in full force
It's a beautiful thing
To lets nature take its course