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WickedTexasMomA
Pitmomma
Gender: Female Location: Cumberland Cove,Ok |
Sea of memories
Abridged future at dusk, dawn alight through sorrow
I fear of losing today in the sea of tomorrow
My memories bleed their color and then they slowly fade
Through the loss of hope the blows of pain engrave
My forgotten epitaph, misunderstood upon cracked headstone
Reads only that in my grave I lie alone
I lay across the horizon eternally watching the stars awake
Counting the years that pass with each new morning break
Time is nocturnal, passing only when I close my eyes
Only to reopen in fear to foreign and forgotten skies
Winds blow like a voice who's volume is slowly dimmed
False echoes remitted in the chasms in time condemned
How long I have walked upon this earth I cannot say
Thousands of years seem blurred as to a single day
A shooting star falling deeper into space, a fire growing forever cold
I forget the times I spent, now parting to become old
Space it seems is all to small, closing around me like a cage
I long for the end of eternity alone and the sunset of an age
One by one I watched them die wondering when my time will come
As petals fall from wilting flowers like a whispered chorus sung
Heaven's gaze sought from afar as I wish to join the dead
But all I have is a massive sea of memories, tide flow within my head
Pieces of me were torn when each loved one was lost to me
I find that no matter what I do, I soon drown within my sea
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Sep 14th, 2005 03:59 PM |
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WickedTexasMomA
Pitmomma
Gender: Female Location: Cumberland Cove,Ok |
Lost in me...
Where have all the people gone?
Did they die, or was I wrong?
I demand the right to know!
Where did all the sinners go?
They were just too ****ing blind,
Too lost in their own selves to find...
HELP!...
HELP!...
I demand the right to know!
I'm just too ****ed to let it go!
Someday I'll wake up.... again!
To find myself alone within!
Someday I'll wake up and see!
The answer right in front of me.
This is my reality!
Wrapped in my insanity!
Against my own humanity!
****ing pure divinity!
Why can't I see what's inside of me?
Why can't I feel your sympathy?
I demand the right to know!
Why I can't feel my inner soul!
I am just too ****ing blind,
Too lost in my own self to find...
HELP!...
HELP!...
I just want to let it go!
and free my mind from your hold!
Someday I'll wake up... within!
To find myself alone again!
Someday I'll wake up and see!
Exactly what you've done to me.
This is my own destiny!
Stained in your profanity!
No more inhumility!
**** your dead philosophy!
I hope you're happy...
I hope you're happy for me....
I hope you're sorry...
I hope you're sorry for me....
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Sep 14th, 2005 04:30 PM |
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WickedTexasMomA
Pitmomma
Gender: Female Location: Cumberland Cove,Ok |
Retribution- a tale of abuse
Heaven is torn, and Angels rain down, Laugh and make merry as it all tumbles down
Revel and riot, in the face of your god, Deliver me up, to strike with your rod
Steal and abuse the children of hate, The vision is ours for we make our fate
Stomp on my back, and crush my spine, Forgive me father, I meant not to whine
Strip my mind and twist the stake, Deny the fact, ask why I hate.
Consider me dead, and I'll see you burn, Forget the fact, your mind will return...
Obscure my face, and hide the fake. Remember my body? The one that you ate.
Agony procured by the father of lies. Rip out my spirit, and gouge out my eyes.
Daylight is gone, things are all shit. Darkness has come, my will has been split
Darkness within, my soul knows true sin. Sunlight without, I know nothing about
Despoiled and wretched, defiled and regretted. Raped and refused, ****ed and abused.
Death is forthcoming, her end felt throughout. She died in my arms, love I was without
We danced and beheld, love is a wonder. We ****ed and prevailed, triumph no longer...
Tragedy mistaken, my heart ripped right out. Purer agony, I know nothing about.
So **** you master, and your cruel twisted ends. You kill all your servants, you have no more friends
Where will you go when all has been read? What will you do when we're all finally dead?
Spurned and forgotten, I rise from the ash
To take my revenge, and kick god's white ass.
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Sep 14th, 2005 04:31 PM |
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WickedTexasMomA
Pitmomma
Gender: Female Location: Cumberland Cove,Ok |
Thought I'd keep all my stuff in one topic,so here it is.
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Sep 14th, 2005 04:32 PM |
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Syren
dreaming
Gender: Female Location: every which way but loose |
Retribution is awesome
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Sep 14th, 2005 04:36 PM |
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WickedTexasMomA
Pitmomma
Gender: Female Location: Cumberland Cove,Ok |
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Sep 14th, 2005 05:28 PM |
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Coldfire
<3 <3 <3
Gender: Female Location: Vancouver, Canada |
I love sea of memories
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Sep 15th, 2005 05:36 AM |
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fantasygirl
Senior Member
Gender: Unspecified Location: |
I'm totally in love with your title "Sea of Memories" And your poetry so far
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Sep 15th, 2005 05:39 AM |
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WickedTexasMomA
Pitmomma
Gender: Female Location: Cumberland Cove,Ok |
Thank you,glade someone likes it.
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Sep 15th, 2005 05:56 AM |
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WickedTexasMomA
Pitmomma
Gender: Female Location: Cumberland Cove,Ok |
This was written when I was over sea's so its a little ****ed..
Sentinel (Simon says die)
Wake up mother****ers, the party is about to begin
Stand up brothers, there is a battle that we must win
I see the name of, our old nemesis, on your forehead
(he would like to take your sight)
We must rise up, against him, like a warhead
(and strike a blow for the victor, right)
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be a sentinel
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see a miracle
Simon says die...
I don't want to be, a face in a sea of death
I just want to fight the war, until the last sought breath
I see the mark of, shallow victory, played upon their face
(despair would like to take charge of operation)
I smell the stench of, hollow bickering, (third world war) for the human race
(strike a chord of annihilation)
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be a sentinel
I don't wanna heed
I don't wanna heed the call to war
Simon says die...
I don’t want to be, a statistic, counted in casualty
I just want to stand, my ground, and fight until we're free
I see the wounds of, 13 bullet holes, that mar our flesh
(pain would like to scar you permanently well)
I feel the pain of, the lost souls, that pray and scream for rest
(strike a match and light up hell...)
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be a sentinel
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be a sentinel
But Simon
But Simon says die!
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Sep 16th, 2005 10:04 AM |
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DreamingWarrior
Knight Errant
Gender: Male Location: Holding on tight, never lettin go! |
hmm... wow. lotta anger, hatred in your work. good works, overall.
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Sent from heaven to raise some hell.
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