Wishing for the impossible
Is not unlike me
But just this once
I'd like my desires to be
I often ask you questions
In hopes of breaking through
Yet the more I try
The further away I am to you
I spend hours upon hours
Searching for the words
That will one day convince you
All I have ever wanted to be
Is the one who loves and protects you
For a time you let me
But for reasons I do not know
You decided that we were for not
I'd give anything to
Hold you in my arms once more
But if your heart is
Unwilling to believe in love
Then surely heaven is a lie
I gave you so many chances
To tell me the truth
Time after time you put your lies
Before what I believed to be a friendship
After all that we have been through
I know I deserved better than this
And even though the pain may never stop
This time I truly must say goodbye
I sincerely hope your actions
Were worth it to you in the end
Because you are the one
Who has to live with the resolution
Gender: Male Location: Holding on tight, never lettin go!
Nice work man. both of em. and yeah, we pay attention... just had to figure out which person you were!!! lol on my bud list i had to go through a few... too many namechangers! DRAT YOU ALL!!!
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Sent from heaven to raise some hell.
I gave you so much of my time
Trying To prove to you that I loved you
But what am I to do now
After you have played your games
And turned my love into hate
I gave you so much of my energy
Fighting to prove that I loved you
But what am I to do mow
After you have played your games
And turned my love into hate
I gave you so much of my trust
Believing to prove to you that I loved you
But what am I to do now
After you have played your games
And turned my love into hate
I gave you so much of my love
Caring to prove to you that loved you
And for what?
So you could play your games,
And turn my love into hate?
I see the direction
That arrows the point me to
And I know that I should
Let my feet follow them
My problem is that
My heart has weighed me down
Somehow You have become my pleasure,
My desire, my misery and and my fear
Though my heart weeps
And aches at the knives imbedded in it
I can't find the will to turn away
As if I am bound to you in some way
Some might label me "fool" wishing for your love
Instead of praying for freedom
All of this confuses me to no end
But one thing always remains constant
My love for you makes me
Incapable of ever saying a final goodbye[/center]