1 month of forever, I have been with you
I never felt such happiness, you been so trust worthy
things trying to hold me back from seeing you
the only thing thats doing, is causing a delay
nothing could keep me from seeing you far long
only death could stop me and still I will tryto see you.
I live in NJ you live in Canada
So, I am literally traveling so far, just to hold you in my arms.
Think this is BS, heard it all before, Now I can't wait to see the look on your face, when I come storming through that door.
I do what I can, I just need a little help from you to make this happen
meet me 10% of the way, crossing that line
because once you do, you will truly be together.
This is not a fantasy, this is not a game
Unlike the others, I say what I mean which separates me from them
I will never hurt you on purpose, and sorry if I do by accident.
I will never leave you so no need to worry, because without you
I would fall apart, wouldn't be complete anymore and would be
back to beggining, back to the start.
It will be my privilege to be,
the first BF you will meet, the first boy you will kiss and ever kiss.
and the person you will be with forever and ever.
Am I thinking to far ahead, I don't think so because I don't only think of today but also tomorrow.
My old GFs where I live, there was no real connection
they didn't take things seriously, they were not to caring
they weren't ready for a deep relationship, and others were insane.
what are the odds I would meet someone like you, so honest, caring, beautiful and so much in common.
Met in a unusualy place, started out as friends for a long time not realizing your the one I was looking for right there in my face.
Before it became to late, I asked you to be mine and you responded yes. I think it was meant to be.
Didn't mean to take so long to ask, you had a BF at the time, but if you noticedI kept asking about
if your still with him or hinting his name, hoping you will be free again, so I could have something wonderful.
Even after your break up, it pained me to see you sad, and I still took long to ask you, trying to make sure if this is what I want. looking back now, I have no regrets, and couldn't be more sure that you are the one.
You could trust me as you wait, I would never cheat on you and risk loosing something that is wonderful to me . Until then we will speak online and the phone, furthering our mental connectiion until we meet this summer and gain something more.
I was lost in the darkness, no where to go
looking for something, what ?
I don't even know, all of a sudden,
everything became clear
I saw what I was looking far, right over there
A smile so bright
But so far away
Keeps me warm
Each and every day.
Without you it gets so cold
And the shadows close in so bold.
When the Sun sets down, all I do is Dream of you
your alway on my mind, and everytime we are together
my life seems complete, your the only one I need
the only one I ever wanted. I don't want to share you,
with anyone else, I just want to lock you away in my heart
and hope that you will stay there, until the end of time itself.
I was lost in the darkness, no where to go
looking for something, what ?
I don't even know, all of a sudden,
everything became clear
I saw what I was looking far, right over there
A smile so bright
But so far away
Keeps me warm
Each and every day.
Without you it gets so cold
And the shadows close in so bold.
When the Sun goes down, all I do is Dream of you
you're alway on my mind, and everytime we are together
my life seems complete, you're the only one I need
the only one I ever wanted. I don't want to share you,
with anyone else, I just want to lock you away in my heart
and hope that you will stay there, until the end of time itself.