As I came on that Night
my love was not there, but out of sight
While the stars shone bright and the time progressed later,
My love's light was not there and my worries became greater.
Deep down in my heart I know everything is alright
but not knowing what happened, gave me quite a fright.
My day is not the same when you're not there
your absence even one day, is to much for me to bear.
Had no wonderful dreams in my sleep last night,
for how could I enjoy anything without her in my sight
I now must go through this day in pain and hope later tonight
that all my waiting won't be in vain.
It is now night but I am still alone
waiting here desperately,
for my love to be shown.
I don't know when I will die
When I look upon the bright blue sky.
I am running out of time;
This may be my last night to shine
So I'll milk it for all it's worth,
Reminiscing on every day since my birth.
I'll live fully, like it was meant to be,
Letting my hair down, letting myself be free.
In the coming days before I'm laid to rest
I must live my life to what is to be the very best.
No more distractions, no more mess;
This will be my final test.
No one will tell me that to say or do,
For to myself I will always remain true.
I'll fight to the death for every dream.
Be wary, for I am not what I seem.
Heaven or hell,
I cannot really tell,
I will just have to wait and see
What the afterlife has in store for me,
But I am so afraid of dieing;
If I said otherwise, I would be lying.
I feel my breath slow in my chest;
Soon I'll find my eternal rest,
And as the light slowly fades to grey
I wish I could have lived just one more day.
As my body expels one last breath,
I've finally come to accept my death.
I did this one with Amber. She did most of it though
Our Love
Love could mean so many things
And to each person a different joy it brings.
For some, it is only a word that they use
To get what they want, and in doing so abuse
The person they try so hard to impress,
Even though this only makes quite the mess.
A tragic love like that, it just cannot last;
I remember well that pain from my past
When I believed I'd found the one for me,
But obviously that just wasn't meant to be.
Since I met you I've come to realize
Just what real love is, and without disguise
Do you show me what it's like to be cared for,
And each and every flaw do you seem to ignore.
Searching for so long, until we found each other,
Now we are here, so deeply into one another,
The bond so strong, seeming to be unbreakable;
In our loyalty to each other we are unshakeable.
They can try, but they'll never tear us apart,
As long as we each trust in the other's heart
And now that I’ve found the other half of my being,
The meaning of love has come to eyes newly seeing.
In all my years, I’ve never had feelings like this before,
And this feeling that I have, I know I can trust for sure.
All the barriers that seem to come between us are
Mere obstacles that test our love and raise the bar,
And each little hindrance makes us so much stronger,
As we both aim to be together for much, much longer.
Not much more can I say, for no more words are there
To express how we feel, how strong the bond is we share.
Love that needs no repair, as long as my Ambie Bambie is always there.
When you are there by my side, I look up at the stars and thank God that I am still alive. From your gentle words to your smiling face I wish I was with you now, but that is not the case. Almost there almost there, soon I will be with you and once I am there is no need to fear because my love for you Amber can not compare.
You are the sweetest person I know,
even forgiving those who hurt you so
false love from a lie,
only ended up in pain and made my love now cry
it will never happen again,
because I will make sure to never be like them.
How could I ever lie about loving you,
like the others that left you alone, saying that they were through.
Forget about the past
because my love for you Amber will always last.
Many adventures for us still await, but aslong as I am with you, I know they will be great <3