Okay so my last poem was an odd one, but hey, it's a start! Anyway...
Indecisive
Falling.
Falling.
Or am I?
Neither moving,
Nor staying put.
Not quite going anywhere,
And not quite staying still either.
Like having a choice of two paths;
And not being able to settle upon a one.
I just dawdle about neither coming or going.
I am indecisive.
-Kevin Traynor (Jr)
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
Thank you very much, Lara. I've forgotten your name PM me it... and I am trying to update more often. I usually write any poems on the day I write and upload them. All except for The Rain which was completed about 6 months after I wrote some of it.
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
Ode to you, dear little one;
May you smile smiles of joy.
May your heart be filled with
Love, and warmth.
May your eyes see only
Caring, love and happiness.
Ode to you, little twinkle;
Held high up in the sky.
May you feel so free and safe.
That our love holds you up
To see the heavens above.
Tell us what you see? Tell me.
Ode to you, bright sparkle
In the night. Shine your love
Upon us. Show us how happy
You are. Tell me you are
Not afraid. Because our
Love will keep you safe.
Ode to you, my child;
The sparkle in your Daddy's
gaze. The emerald in your
Mummy's heart. May you
Be granted great strength
From our deep love for you.
Ode to you, our baby Jayna; "Bringer of victory". May you
Be granted success in what ever
You choose. May life be merry,
And rich, and fulfilling. A life filled with
Hope, tenderness, and good memories.
May love, and hope guide your path
Through life. May you be happy,
And joyful. Because we; your Mummy
And I, love you very very much.
And I... we, want you to know and
Share that love forever.
Our little sparkle.
-Kevin Traynor
Dedicated to Jayna Marie, our beautiful baby girl! Her Daddy's little sparkle.
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
The Screams series is back by popular demand... after a three year and three month gap, though why I have no idea... just bored I guess. :P
The Screams VII
Demonic creatures arise from sleep,
Eye's glowing red with hunger seek;
Silent whispers of mankind's defeat,
Few weary survivors on their feet.
The moon casts shadows of silver zeal;
Survivors running before they keel,
Fatigued and hungry life unreal,
Shrieking horrors right on their heels.
Leapers pounce for panicked prey;
Dog-like creatures howling, gleefully gay,
Jubilant at their catch of the day,
Survivors run, no time to pray.
The survivors cornered, no place to run;
Turning to fight - "This won't be fun..."
Drawing swords, bats, sticks, and guns,
The musical sound of death's begun.
The sun brings warmth to the battle scene;
One lone determined and bloodied being,
Drops his blood stained bat, not seeing,
Eye's squinted through golden gleaming.
The man, sighs with a heavy heart;
Once friends and family now dead, and stark,
Nothing but searching left to start,
For more survivors of the dark.
The screams.
-Kevin Traynor
Okay, so this started out as something completely different, and is the first in the The Screams series to directly mention another creature I created for the Hazmat RP (Leapers), besides the Screams which never actually appeared in the series properly in the end, but once it had a heading I knew it would be the next entry into my boring poem series. Yes I know... there is such a thing as beating something to death, but I still enjoyed writing it and doing my best to keep lines fresh. I hope you enjoyed it, please comment.
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
Last edited by Jedireaper on Jan 7th, 2012 at 07:31 PM
My life is in pieces at the moment.
Everything feels unreal, like a dream.
I wish it was. I am lost, and alone.
I am anguished by this pain I feel.
The wound on my heart tearing my
Soul. Y'know love is a funny
thing, it tricks you into falling
Into it's sandtrap, and it is
So hard to scramble out again.
The one I love has slipped
From me. I have lost her.
I was always going to lose her.
I never deserved someone
Like her. She is amazing in
Every way. A day does not go by
That I don't miss her. A day does
Not go by that I don't wish
Things could have been different.
My heart is screaming in pain.
The loss of someone who I
Held so dear, it's like losing a
Life. It's like watching someone
Die. Even writing this now,
There are tears in my eyes.
I don't blame her, I never truly did,
I made my mistake. It is my fault.
And now I have to deal with
The consequences. I...
I love you, always have and
Always will, till the day I die,
The day I am burned to ashes.
You, and my daughter will be
In my heart, knowing you were
Better off without me. I really miss
Your smile, your eyes, your
Companionship. But you shall
Be smiling for another man.
I understand.
But I shall always love you,
With all my broken heart.
-Kevin Traynor
More letter than poem, dedicated to... Well... The one I love, with all my heart. The one I lost. The one I think of every day. A farewell, perhaps... I just wish it weren't so.
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
Damn...I like it, can relate to it. But yea, losing someone you love and recovering from a broken heart are some of the hardest things in life. Try to stay strong bro.
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Thank you Scythe. "Take one last look at your shining Heaven, Imperius. For soon, nothing of it shall remain, but my laughter..."
If I gave you a single rose petal;
What you consider it to be?
Would it be a piece of my heart?
Would it be part of perhaps further
Rose petals that I would give you
Throughout the day?
Would it be a token of my love?
Would this petal represent
I dunno, love - happiness?
Does it matter?
You are looking at a trail of
A dozen rose petals. Would
You follow where they lead?
Would you pick them up as
You go? Would you find me
At the end?
I give you a rose to
Celebrate this day. Enjoy
A day you have not enjoyed before.
Why? Because I love you.
-Kevin
This poem has no title... quite unusual for me.
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
Burns breaketh world unto
black husk lifeless soul bleeding
dry dust iron rust drops dew
scorched earth left behind decay
death smell, falling hell flames
burn searing sand pain lost lonely
left behind sane mind blowing
catasthrophic slain single ticket
to end holy scattered remains.
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
Death and destruction lay waste
To my heart, tearing soul asunder and
Searing the pain and loneliness into my
Burning forever.
Tormented by love and lost,
What might be, what could have been.
Potential stolen before given the chance
to grow, to bloom. Left lying a blood
dripping corpse. Frozen by the cold of night.
Darkness nothing but a cage, a house a
Prision cell. Snow stained by my seeping wounds
from the blades of the many. Flesh torn. Dark eyes
upon me. Left on stained snow ground. Even now it
Hurts, the pain seethes like a storm.
But with the last ounce of strength I drag myself from
That hell. Stumbling aimlessly through the endless
Night, until I find what ever it is my journey searches for I
Continue on this endless struggle.
-Kevin Traynor
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A long time have I waited for this, my little green friend!
Last edited by Jedireaper on Nov 7th, 2012 at 07:09 AM
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Aug 16th, 2011 10:04 PM
just not very often. its nice. dont be so hard on yourself kev.
PM me it... and I am trying to update more often. I usually write any poems on the day I write and upload them. All except for The Rain which was completed about 6 months after I wrote some of it.
