it was rude of me to say "buy my book or I'll kill myself", and again I apologise. now please stop the suicide/kill yourself talk. that's literally all I'm asking of you.
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Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
I hate this ****ing life. I've tried so hard to be better, be more positive, try more things, be more caring to people, understand people better, and it's got nowhere. And now I'm back ranting like an idiot on here.
insulting/abuse/ranting is like water off a duck for me. you may continue if it makes you feel better. all I asked for is ..well I don't want to say it again. if you refuse then you refuse
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Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
I mean okay I'm sorry to everyone for speaking about suicide. I used to do it a lot, and I meant it then, but I've been out of a suicidal mindset for so long that I forget that I shouldn't really joke about it due to my past. I just wanted to be melodramatic. I was more just trying to outline how much of a failure I was, that I "should really consider suicide" due to how badly I failed.
I mean from a £1000 investment I made £22 back. I'd say that's a fair reason to consider me a death-worthy failure.
I will ask nicely next time, but I hope there will not be a next time
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Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
I don't want sympathy, I don't want anyone to buy my stuff, I don't even want attention, I just want to enunciate how I feel about myself in an honest manner. That's all.
Pffft whatever. I already said that I'll say whatever I like. I don't care if you don't approve of what I post. Sometimes talking about suicide is cathartic. I already said that I don't have the constitution for it.
picasso didn't get rich off his first painting, but then again van gogh died broke, so there really is no guaranteed consolation even for verified creative geniuses. you chose this road
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Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
sell out and become an editor or publishing agent. that's what I would do
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Your Lord knows very well what is in your heart. Your soul suffices this day as a reckoner against you. I need no witnesses. You do not listen to your soul, but listen instead to your anger and your rage.
As much as I ****ing hate you, you're right, and I knew this all along. But seeing the numbers as stark as they were was worse than I expected. I at least expected a few of my friends to buy it.
But, yes. I did indeed choose this shitty, shitty road.
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