(*)BENNY BOI(*)I AM THE ALL SINGING ALL DANCING CRAP OF THE WORLD(*) says:
*benn goin out doin college yano doin summit useful wit me life lol
Ami-Jay says:
*I can't exactly go to college right now can I? .5awe
(*)BENNY BOI(*)I AM THE ALL SINGING ALL DANCING CRAP OF THE WORLD(*) says:
*nah but u should be down here soon m8 seriously
*i mean yeh go back to london for a break or summit but a break from wt!?! its takin the piss abit now dnt ya fink
Ami-Jay says:
*hey I do do stuff here... I see my friends a lot etc
(*)BENNY BOI(*)I AM THE ALL SINGING ALL DANCING CRAP OF THE WORLD(*) says:
*yeh nt meanin doin out i jus mean like ur supposed t be livin here nd nan gave up her computer room for ya nd dat
*i mean goin down for a couple of weeks for a break its gd but u been gon months
Ami-Jay says:
*my parents like having me here, I mean to be fair, I am their Son, so it's selfish either way you look at it, I'll be 'abandoning' either side by leaving for the other place.
(*)BENNY BOI(*)I AM THE ALL SINGING ALL DANCING CRAP OF THE WORLD(*) says:
*yeh but at least down here ur actually doin summit gd
Ami-Jay says:
*like what, sitting in nans taking up space, or sitting at yours taking up space _and_ getting moaned at for it? I mean at least admit that either place I'm practically a useless third leg. But the more I'm here the less I scrounge off nan since she needs the money more.
(*)BENNY BOI(*)I AM THE ALL SINGING ALL DANCING CRAP OF THE WORLD(*) says:
*yeh but it aint hard to giv nan a hand is it and its even worse jus dissappearin for months then cumin back as college starts its quite cheeky and eeryone was gettin used to havin ya round
Ami-Jay says:
*I don't think it's 'cheeky', no offense but I get the feeling anything I seem to do ever is 'cheeky', and that's one of the main reasons I'm kind of enjoying being somewhere else for a bit. I'm not constantly being _judged_ here. I have to think about myself sometimes, you know. If I live my whole life pleasing everyone else, I'll just get fed up with life and give up entirely, which is the last thing I need right now. I just feel like up there I have to fit a certain image that everyone wants me to be. Change your style, hair, clothes, accent, words, everything - I enjoy being me, not what everyone else wants me to be
* holy ****
*kinda went on a bit there but you get the idea