hell no, me and him in the same room?
**** that shit, we'd kill each other.
or at least swear at each other.
at the very least there would be some evil eye.
i moved out here because i wasn't getting anywhere in my old city, i figured a radical change might do some good, so i packed my shit, and came out to butt-****-nowhere quebec.
im really only like an hour away from the ontario border.
i'll be starting school in a month or so.
im also kinda happy for a change, i haven't had an anxiety attack in a couple weeks, which is pretty awesome.
thats so awesome! i wanna do something like that like just **** off to new york with nothing and just see what happens you know thats so cool
doubt ill do it but its good just to like rattle the ****ing cage like
oh school please don't tell me you had like a realisation and that your parents were right all along and that you should go to school get a nice cosy job then marry the nice girl from next door whos against threesomes or anything then realise that the mistakes you've made in life are what made you who you are today then you'll get a nice place for your family in the suburbs and you'll live happily ever ****ing after? cause if its anything like that then please PLEASE bang your head against a ****ing brick wall repeatedly. if its not then good luck to you
well, they are fairly common.
sometimes its just a shortness of breath, other times its just a feeling in your gut that screams "get me the **** outa here, i dont wanna be here, **** **** ****"
for me it was normally both, its pretty much what it feels like when you know shit has hit the fan and you are totally ****ed, only thing is, most of the time you're no where near close to being ****ed, and shit is so far away from the fan its like there is no fan at all.
you're welcome to do research on the subject, for everyone its a little different.
my sister used to have them and she ended up having to go on meds.
Mitchum and I hate each other.
its pretty cool, i came out here with no money.
i've got a place to stay and i feel ****ing great.
my parents said nothing of the sort, im going to school because i dropped out and want to finish up, also i suck at math, and i ****ing loves me some math, yo.
my mom doesnt give a shit what i do, so long as im happy, and so long as i drop her an email every once in a while.
honestly, i say go for it, getting out of a place you hate, ****ing worth it.
even if you cant talk to anyone, get a job, and have no money.
i sometimes have that feeling, like today i had this job interview and i had half a mind to just **** off to mcdonalds instead of going at all
but i went
and i wish i did just **** off to mcdonalds because it sucked
your sister hot? got any pics? do you think if she wasn't your sister you'd **** her senseless?
what happened to you and mitchum :'( you used to be so close
nobody loves math
i so ****ing should! i mean i probably have enough in the bank like just get a flight to new york and see what happens!
but then like id feel real bad for my parents and it sucks cause i mean like i should be able to **** off to new york but i can't help thinking that they would think like that well either they'd be worried about me or like they'd feel bad because they'd think they might have done something to make me **** off to new york but then that just makes me want to **** off to new york even more like because you know its not my problem? im totally overthinking things, its your ****ing problem! you ****ing deal with it! **** man i love you so inspirational
ok, yeah, thats pretty much what it's like for me, only dial it up to 11.
no welshy, we arent going to talk about my sister, you little perv.
yeah, i understand that, my mom is all "email me, i love you, dont get hurt, are you leaving because im mean?, etc" parents are like that, but if you tell them "hey bitches, check it, im rocking off to NYC to find myself and be an artist or some shit, maybe do some drugs or whatever, **** yeah, later bitches" only word it nicely, you know, because offending them would suck.
more or less i just told my family "ok, im going to school in quebec" and they were all "Quebec??? Really??? why??" i lol'ed and left.
talking to my family, not a strong point.
but if you do up and leave, as much as i hate to say this and have it seem like i care, dont end up homeless, being homeless in NYC is like, the worst thing ever, i would sooner have people listen to an album by olivia newton john; rather than end up homeless in NYC.
i don't think being homeless in new york would be that bad for a while anyway
i mean everyones so scared of crazy homeless people that they don't become homeless
so like ill be that crazy homeless guy instead
like theres this forest that i use as a short cut in the summer usually or when its not too muddy and me and my mates used to walk down there at night to get a chase off the 'druggies' that jack would tell us about
i bet there were no druggies down there
i bet if i spent the night in that forest by myself id only have bugs bothering me because no ones got the balls to go down there
and if i do go to new york im sure theres some place i could squat like c squat or i could just sleep on the roof of those apartment buildings
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Jan 11th, 2010 03:04 PM
please don't tell me you had like a realisation and that your parents were right all along and that you should go to school get a nice cosy job then marry the nice girl from next door whos against threesomes or anything then realise that the mistakes you've made in life are what made you who you are today then you'll get a nice place for your family in the suburbs and you'll live happily ever ****ing after? cause if its anything like that then please PLEASE bang your head against a ****ing brick wall repeatedly. if its not then good luck to you 
