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Originally posted by Jmanghan
Is it bad that I actually legitimately sometimes wish I could?

Like no joke I've had dreams where I've joked him to death.

I do get afraid that one day I will snap and actually legitimately kill him and go to prison.

He just doesn't know when to shut up, he talks about everyone behind their backs too, my grandmother, my sister, my, my brother, my mom to her face but also behind her back, our whole family.

He believes we're weirdos because of the way we live, and honestly we live relatively normal, he is obsessed with appearing tough and dominant.

But honestly, I feel like he has severe bipolar disorder, in all honesty.

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Originally posted by Dramatic Gecko
You need to leave. Its so unfortunate that modern society makes it hard for young people to do that. Do you have any other family? Or if you applied to remote locations where labour is extremely valued you could sustain yourself. That's what I did. Moved to an island as a Canteen Worker at a remote school for aboriginals. I get free rent and decent pay because they find it hard to get workers that want to stay out there. I don't know if there is an equivalent to that situation in your country (Unless you are an Australian too in which case move to the Northern Territory it will be the best thing that you ever do as a young person).

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Originally posted by Jmanghan
Is it bad that I actually legitimately sometimes wish I could?

Like no joke I've had dreams where I've joked him to death.

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Originally posted by Jmanghan
No, I want to be a video game collector, I don't wanna focus part of my life on other things.

Plus I need to be near family of some sort.