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Originally posted by Surtur
And you achieved this by drinking tea?

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Originally posted by BackFire
Maybe stop drinking that then.

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Originally posted by Kurk
I feel as though without testosterone I am converting to the light-side.

There is no emotion. There is peace.
There is no ignorance. There is knowledge
There is no passion. There is serenity.
There is no chaos. There is harmony.
There is no death. There is the force (I don't believe in this line though)


Before this I considered myself to be a light-Sith as I looked up to Vectivus, Gravid, and Dooku, but now, I can't even justify following the Sith code any longer.

Without test, my ambitions are gone. I feel no need to pursue my goals. Achieving immortality is pointless to me as I no longer feel the need to dominate or rule over people. I'm completely apathetic.

I think to myself "What is that you want Kurk? What do you want out of life?", and frankly, I can't come up with an answer.

I shall become a jedi-monk to try and ascertain this answer.

The only thing I might want to help contribute to is the advancement of AI. I wish for an AI take over simply because humans are too flawed biologically to advance ourselves any further with good results. We've reached the point of diminishing returns.

If my master finds out I am abandoning the Sith, he will have me killed for sure.


If I'm being honest, this all comes down to MythLord. Myth is the only one here who has spoken to me about Raven. I hold Raven dear and near, and since Myth is the closest embodiment of Raven I know of (meaning, when I need a second opinion on Raven I go to him for guidance), I usually do as he says.

Myth told me to an hero after I revealed my original Sith-type visions for the future. He didn't like my ambition as it would hurt many people. So I asked myself, "what would Raven do?". Ultimately, I decided that Myth was right, and that in order to mold myself into somebody Raven would respect, I needed to change myself.

Testosterone is the reason for all the problems with humanity. Dark triad personality traits are correlated with it, and it makes men impulsive, selfish, and callous to other's emotions. By de-masculizing myself, I am diminishing these negative traits. I'm not saying I want to become a women, per-say, but gender neutral and asexual at least.

So far it has worked. I've been drinking spearmint tea regularly which is an anti-androgen in itself. When I start using Chaste Tree, a "female's herb", I expect that I will have lost all ambition, narcissism, and willingness to do harm.

I am doing this for MythLord. I am doing this for Raven.

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Originally posted by Surtur
Kurk there is something I want you to consider. Perhaps it might even blow your mind. You're ALREADY immortal. Proof:

-you survived the net neutrality repeal
-you survived us leaving the climate accords
-you survived Trump tax cuts
-you survived pulling out of the Iran deal

Billions dead, but YOU survive. F*cking immortality.