Hun it is NOT your fault, you have to believe that. It was one of those horrible twists of fate that happen to many of us throughout our lives.... You are NOT a failure, and you are here for some reason, you just have to find it. If you ever need someone to talk with I'm always here alright? I'm so sorry to hear that this happened to such a good person
im sorry but as much as i want to believe that it wasnt my fault i know deep down inside that i could have prevented it. and whats more is she had so much potential and would have done great things where as i have amounted to nothing. im not a good person ive made too many mistakes and i am not the person i should be/ i really wish she were here now and i was not. She was so much better than me. she just...... she wouldnt have made my mistakes she would have made her life worth it and i just waste my own feeling bad for myself. *literally cries a bit*
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Jana vince,chris,coldfire
Nobody is a truly good person hun; we all have our faults, and that's what makes us human. You are young yet, and you will be able to amount to whatever you wish to amount to. Nobody knows what others would do in their place, so don't let that haunt you. Feeling bad is also a part of being human. Take it one day at a time, and it will gradually begin to lessen.
it hasnt lessened and it has been four years im always told i should just move on but i cant. im a screwup and ill admit it boldly. everything in my life i try to do right i end up wrecking. *sighs* ive lost so many people that i love and everything i touch seems to die. i know i shouldnt feel sorry for myself because i deserve this but still it really hurts and no matter how hard i try i eend up in the same miserable spot of failure
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Jana vince,chris,coldfire
You may have lost a lot of people, and I'm really sorry about that, but you still have all of us on here. And although that may not be so much, it is still something after all.
Gender: Male Location: Holding on tight, never lettin go!
This is when you show the world your true self, your mettle, my friend. Stand tall and be the man, shaking your fist at fate and soldiering on, or staying where you can wallow in the mire of self. You have it in you to succeed and grow into a strong and wonderful person, you just have to recognize and take hold!!!
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Sent from heaven to raise some hell.
but as of yet i really cannot rise up to be more than a blip on a radar screen of sucsess and my reign has always been short! but never the less one day i will rise up to be the person i feel burning inside of me. one day all will know my name. oh and no im not gonna try to take over the world as fun as that wouuld be. im gonna be a great actor one eday.
giggle giggle snicker snort
i love to laugh a funny sort
giggle giggle wheeze and choke
i do all this at a joke
sniffle sniffle weep and cry
i realize the joke is i
sniffle sniffle weep and cry
i wish to god id fu.ckin die
giggle giggle snicker choke
i bet you all wish id croak
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thanks puddin and cold fire yeah thanks wow its been a crazy week but um lets see uh new poem this is gonna be off the top of my head so forgive me if its choppy
Love is blind
but we know its coming
it likes to hide
it just keeps running
becareful your choices
you just may miss
a time where one rejoices
your one sweet kiss
love is blind
so listen well
and if your lucky
youll feel its spell
((ooooh yalls gonna hate me its a love poem i was going for darker but hey its my best at the moment))
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Jana vince,chris,coldfire