i am anti social with ppl and have anxiety attacks but they are not that extreme where i cant go clubbing with a few friends. i am not afraid of the crowd itself but i do find my own area and table like the vip area.. also keep my distance from the overall crowd.. i socialize case by case with a person.. but a soap party i do find fun.. its cool and refreshing..
my fear of a person is more like a disdain of certain physical traits example certain kinds of moles/birth marks so i keep my distance try to be polite and excuse myself of them.
also alcohol and certain mood pills tend to help. 😉