There was a kid who had some control/domination issues who used his rather cumbersome girth to intimidate and control others. Due to my short stature, I was one of those. Then his father died and he did something that really pissed me off--I was asking two kids about why they were doing something (as it didn't make any sense) and they explained it to me. Unfortunately, I didn't really understand their reasoning until later (it had to do with using a letter as a placeholder for something they were painting and the letter they used created a spelling error) and I asked again. The beast kid grabbed me by the shoulders, pushed me against the wall, and started screaming at me for being a moron. I looked straight at him and thought, "I am so glad your father just died."
I suppose that makes me a bad person, hun?
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That's a shitty thing to think about someone, but for the worst thing you've ever done it's not that bad.
For me.. I can't think of any one incident that strikes me as the worst thing I've done. If we were speaking legally, breaking into a car and stealing some stuff (cell phone, fake rolex, change) out of the middle compartment thing when I was like 13 or so. I ended up going back and throwing the cell phone back though. Even though I have stolen more valuable things than I did that night that was the only time I ever stole directly from another person, and I think that's what got to me. I hated the idea of taking stuff directly from someone else's pocket, and I still do, yet I did it anyway. I have no clue why. Now I dislike the thought of stealing anything.
Morally.. I guess I'd say the way I've treated my sister in the past. Never beat her up or anything just was always sort of a prick to her. Like one time she stole this pair of glasses from the grocery store and I used that as blackmail over her for a few months.. I never actually would've told on her because I didn't really want to see her in trouble, just wanted to use her bad behavior to my advantage.. but now I wish I didn't use to do stuff like that.
I was pissed at this girl because she was a ***** and we were arguing and she was one of those Emo girls who cut themselves alot, and she was being a huge ***** and stuff, so I said Why dont you just get your meaning less life over with already, your nothing, just another insignificant human walking around wasting oxygen you mean nothing, your shit. And she didnt come back to school for a week after that and I found our she went to rehab because she really ****ed herself up.
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I was in a pub once when I was at college, and some kids from a nearby private school came in, walked right up to me, and asked if I could sell them some drugs... so i charged them 50 quid for a few orange tic tacs.... then we watched them sit around telling each other what a great trip they were having....
The worst thing I did as a kid is start a fire.It was a small one and I was trying to make a robert and pluged in a plug and it started.Man was I grounded that day.JM
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Something I felt bad about was when my cousin came to visit and I brushed her off the last day she was here. She posponed her flight until the next day to see me and I didn't show again. I knew she was depressed, but didn'tknow how bad it really was and after 3 or 4 months she commited suicide. She was 15.
That's not that bad a thing to do, I guess sometimes it's just impossible to judge the significance of our actions. I'm sorry that happened to you.
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well I think things come to show that we are creatures of extremety.. if we know something will hurt someones feelings (usually 'after' that person has hurt our feelings), we will use any, and everything to make sure their life is a misery.. for instance :
(this wasnt the worst thing I've done.. but maybe close)
This girl I knew kept making inside jokes about me with her and her friend (who was a guy also).. then every day seemed like inside joke time.. so I just turned to her and said "Wow.. Im glad your uncle molested you when you were young...." and they were both like (please log in to view the image)
.. I mean if they thought I was just going to sit there and be abused, they were so sadly mistaken.. plus she always said to me "I never regret what I do or say" .. so I definately cant feel sorry for people who think that way.. the meaning of growing older and becoming mature IS to regret, or to feel pity.. thats what makes us different from children
^ Inside jokes--how do you mean? Like mean-spirited jabs or teasing prodding? Or was it something such as whenever you went near the two of them, she'd lean over, whisper something to her friend, and they'd both giggle? (That would drive me up the wall.)
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