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Originally posted by Sanctuary
"I lost my virginity when I was 12.
I lost it to the boyfriend I had then and my friend's boyfriend as well, and I was convinced that I REALLY loved him (my boyfrfiend).
He was 16 so my parents didn't approve 100% but they still thought he was a nice guy.
Anyway...

We went to the movies one Friday night with my best friend and her boyfriend and I didn't even expect anything like that to happen.
We were leaving and since he was able to drive he was driving us all home.
He said "How about we go to my place. My parents are out of town..." and all that stuff. So of course we agreed.

We got there and we started watching TV, all 4 of us.
He and I were on his love seat and my friend and her boyfriend were making out on the couch and pretty soon they were taking each other's clothes off.
They started having sex, and yes, we were pretty much watching them...

I felt like I was missing out, but at the same time I felt really nervous.
He asked me then and there if I wanted sex.
I said of course!
That wasn't the first time my friend had had sex with her boyfriend and she told me that sex was amazing!
I couldn't help but say yes.

We got on the same couch as them and he had a condom thankfully, unlike my friend and her boyfriend.
He took off my clothes and then his.
We had some trouble getting him in me at first, then he put me on top. Pretty soon he was in me and I couldn't believe it had happened! It hurt a little at first and I did bleed a little, but for the most part it was fine.

We continued that for about 10 minutes and then my friend's boyfriend said "Let's switch"

Not even consulting us girls both my boyfriend and hers switched spots, and my friend's boyfriend shoved himself in me, as well as my boyfriend into my friend. I was a little tense then because he had no condom and this was NOT his first time.

We broke up 3 days later. He said he wanted to "See other people" (yeah right)"

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Originally posted by silver_tears
I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.

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Originally posted by silver_tears
I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.

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Originally posted by Röland
Irene needs a hug.

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Originally posted by silver_tears
Irene needs a lot more than a hug.

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Originally posted by silver_tears
Irene needs a lot more than a hug.

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Originally posted by Röland
Do you need to talk to someone? You can always PM me.

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Originally posted by =Tired Hiker=
Sounds like Irene needs a G.D.T.S.W.M.B.

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Originally posted by silver_tears
You're a sweetheart, but my problem has no solution, so I just like feeling down for a bit and then I pick myself up until the next time when it hits me again.

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Originally posted by silver_tears
Que?

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Originally posted by =Tired Hiker=
Oh, it's just a Glass Dildo That Squirts Warm Murky Blood, is all.

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Originally posted by Röland
K, well the offer is still there and I hope you feel better.

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Originally posted by =Tired Hiker=
Oh, it's just a Glass Dildo That Squirts Warm Murky Blood, is all.

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Originally posted by silver_tears

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Originally posted by silver_tears
I need you to know that I love you. Yea, you probably think I'm insane because I'm telling you I love you and we're not even going out, but the more I know you the more I realize I do. And I know you like her or liked her or like someone new etc, but I just had to get it off my chest and now we can just go back to being friends or whatever, but at least I leapt and at least I can die knowing you know because nothing hurts more than what ifs, so that's all I had to say to you, I simply love you..