dont get me wrong kay, im thankful for all you've done for me, the many ways you've helped me.
you started to feel like family and not in a good way.
i started to resent you, i started to hate you.
im sorry for that, i am.
you're the only one i could open up to before, but ive been opening up a lot lately about deeper things with many people and its been helping me.
but you dont listen about some things, about yourself.
youre so negative and its not good, you need to stop looking at what you dont have and look at what you want, you could honestly have those things.
i blew up on you because you made me doubt my abilities as a friend.
you know i feel unworthy of shit, and then you made me feel unworthy of us, because you werent listening to me.
you werent accepting that you couldnt help me. none of my friends could and kris even cant. this is one of those things i have to do on my own.
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what the **** about me made you hate me? i mean, why? you have friends, you have relationships, i have nothing at all. it seems i never have a good friendship, i thought you could have been one, but no, i was dead wrong
when im negative about myself, im joking about it, why? because im not afraid to admit it to myself and others about what i am. i'd rather not lie about it.
if you can't respect that, then oh ****ing well
you only told me, like, two or three times i couldn't help you, if you hadn't gone and talked about suicide, i would have left shit alone, but no, you had to go and talk about something i take completely serious and i couldn't take it anymore.
and how the hell did i make you feel "unworthy?" all i ever did was try to make you see what a great person you were
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