Sowwie.... i ahvt writen anything in a while.... My writings come out of the blue.... so i always for get to write them down...
But heres one
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How I say,
How, there are so many ways
Ways, to show you
Show you the inside of me.
Inside of me, the inner thoughts
The inner thoughts and feelings
The feelings that are followed by actions
The actions, which show you
Show you something that is secret
Something that is secret, is only between you and I
You and I share a connection
A connection which is called love
Love is what you and I have and there is no stopping this love.
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Take my hand, Guide me home
Kiss me softly, Hug me close
Strip me down, Lay me slow
Stroke my body, Make me yours
Pleasure me, I’ll pleasure you
Never let go, never let go
Be with me forever
Think of me always
As long as im with you
You’ll never be alone
Never be alone
When its dark and everything caves in
Come to me and I’ll hold you close
I offer myself to you
When ever you need me
I’m here at your side
Here is where I stay
I give you my heart
Its all for you
Keep it close and keep it safe
It will help you in the hard times
And will be there, with you forever
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Oh bun bun Oh bun bun, why do you sit so close to the screen?
Oh bun bun Oh bun bun, not to be mean but can you see?
“YES!”
I answer in a confident voice, but a few problems have arisen to me with out a choice.
You see my eyes kind of wobble and my sight is kind of faded.
Also for the longest time the sun is what I have most hated.
Color in the world has never been a big concern of mine
Not even a rainbow across the sky has any meaning in my eyes
But please don’t pity me
Even though you have a set of keys and I have a bike
I live life perfectly well, day by day
I fight life’s problems as they come to me, one by one
I know what I want and where I’m going
I’m on my way and I’ll meet you there one day.
What do you do when everything’s on you?
When life doesn’t seem worth it
When light turns to dark
When it seems you’re invisible to the world
When all your questions go unanswered
I have one that i have been thinking about for almost a whole year... and i have never writen a word of it down. I shall try tho. Its based around one thing that has really really affected my life. Ill work on it and try to get what i mean to say down... might take a while tho. I will surely post it.... plus when i do theres a thing i must ask.... but ill wait untill i post it.
Hmm it turned out a lil ........... different...... kinda like a letter i guess
I just want my pain felt. If anyone needs or wants to hear more details dont be shy to ask
Well here it is
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There are so many things I could say
There are so many ways I could say them
For a whole year I have been thinking of a way to up what I feel into words.
How do I feel?
Happy, sad, mad and alone
That’s confusing to feel so many ways at once but I do.
Happy, because I finally have my own life!
Sad, because I miss being a part of your life.
Mad, because I can’t understand why you could hurt the people closest to you
Alone, because it’s hard not having someone there to count on 24-7.
I don’t know where to begin.
We gave you love, a home, food and safety and all you do is steal, use us and break our hearts!
Why?
You know what else is on my mind. I know you will never admit to it even on your dieing day. But I know and will always remember and I know you will always remember. Because you know you wanted it because every time we said we should stop it never did. A secret love is hard to ignore you know it is.
Don’t turn away now.
Love as strong as ours was, you were able to break it..
Remember that chain that we always said was unbreakable?
Where is it now? Now that we don’t speak to one another,
After 8 years! And this is what happens?
A part of me does miss you but the other is saying “Good bye”
I guess I’m writing this to manly get this pain off my chest
But I can promise you one thing my love, that you will never find anyone else or any other family who is willing to deal with as much as we did. You will never find someone who loved you as much as I did!