Thats really beatiful, and very deep, but sooo sad. Is that based on anything you personally experienced? I hope it isnt, and i hope that everything is ok I hope you post some more
Why is it that i can't move on
Even when your love is so far gone
I don't think you ever understood
How much you meant to me
For the first time in my life someone paid attention
And cared unconditionally
But now I question it all
As I let you in
I watched myself fall
Now that your gone
I have nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
Now I'm forced to live with how much i hurt inside
The pain is unbearable
This invisible knife has become way to dull
I said it before
I will move on somehow someway
But just so you know
I will continue to love you until my final day.
I had to... my brothers into rap alot and i was messin around and tryin to come up with stuff
Walkin threw tha streets
But my kicks anit nike
Ya don't know my name
But I'll drive ya f**kin crazy
Da name be Bunny B
Ya know I'm rockin dis beat
In tha club postin V.I.P
I be that thick chick that ery body wantin
Ya think you got it but cha only be frontin
I anit like them otha chicks
All they is, is fake
My heart it beats for you my love
The distance has killed me
The silence has torn me apart
I weep for your touch
Screaming out your name in my sleep
I can't rest
Me without you is like me without life
You give me life
We have never seen one another
And yet I have always though of you as my closest lover
You are my beauty
And darkness is my beast
But along with life you bring light
The light to help me fight the darkness
Never leave me, my life
Never leave me, my light
Never leave me, my beautiful wife
Back off can't you see I'm threw
You pleading me to care just out of the blue
Oh please give me a break
I can see right threw you
Your words to me are so fake
I want to leave you behind
Because I am no longer blind
The only feelings I left have all gone sour
I care about you as much as i care about a rotten dead flower
You did this to yourself you see
Took the closest person you had
And hurt me so bad I became your enemy
Now give me my peace
Want someone to care
Go find a priest
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There'll be peace when you are done
Kudos Scribble for the wicked awesome sig!
Last edited by ~Bun Bun~ on Jan 26th, 2007 at 08:13 PM
Give me fight
Or give me hell
Give me peace
It'll do you well
Pet the puppy
Or tempt the tiger
See what happens
When you play with fire
Seize the moment
Seize the day
But quit now
If your gunna
Run away afraid
Take a moment
Take a breath
Or you'll see what its like
To have nothing left
(This one is just gunna be like a journal post read if you want I guess.)
~~ The past six months were crazy for me. Ups and downs, drama and fighting. I had enough i was about to give up but a great friend of mine conforted me. A interesting realtionship found its end but after the break up tensions wore off that person still now remains a great freind. I know some people will judge me harshly for letting this friendship remain but you know what? I relized something.... Who the hell am i tryin to make happy here... OH YEAH MYSELF! So for those who think I'm foolish for doing so I don't care. That your opinion I have my own. I am not one to drop a person out of my life those who truely know me, know thats true. I have moved on, I relized this chatting with the very person I am talking about now. You see I am happy thats all that should matter at this point. I will live my life the way i believe to be the right way. I said this in a poem before "Forgive but never forget, Live free but grow wise" Thats how I will live. I will forgive those who screw up but I won't forget. I will live the way I please and I will grow and learn from my mistakes I make along the way. Thats it... No more trying to please others if i believe its agenst who I am. To my family: I love each and every one of you. You are all very different and have your own opinions. Mommy, You in my eyes are the strongest women alive. You have pulled threw so much and came such a long way. You are so amazing. Daddy-o, Dad you are such a great parent. I love the way you are willing to talk about anything. It really helps more than you think. You think positivly and that has helped our family grow and move on in life. Dad I appreciate everything you have done for this family and for me. Lets just say I want to take alot of you with me when my oun children come along. Jessica, Girl I have said it so many times before but i am dead serious. I wish i could be more like you. You don't take crap from anyone and you are your own person. You are very unique and I'm so happy that we are so close now a days. You will grow up and go far and I'll be here whenever you need me. Jeremy, You are a soft hearted person jer. I know you will grow up and not want your bestfriend to be your sister but you know I got you for anything jer. You keep it real thats what I like about you and you know that family is inportant. I think we all learned that from joshy. Julia, You will go far in life swetie. You are a good girl but have alot of growing up to do. You are very out going and careing and i love you. Joshua, Rest in peace baby brother. You have taugh this family and those around them so much about life. Like life is to short to worrie about the small things. And also you brought us closer when we seemed to be drifting apart. We own you everything joshy. I will see agian one day I'm sure of it. I want to thank you and dedicate my life to you I'll amke you proud. Oh yes and one more person, Mark, Where do I start. With out sounding all mushy I love ya! You helped me out when I needed it the most and you are always there for me and will always listen thank you. You know I got you too. Ride or die for life.
For those who read all that thank you. Means you really care. My love goes out to all of you and I am always here.
I feel I have grown a bit and I'm happy.
Peace ~~
Blah its my thread.. if u dont wana read that then dont.
My life is out of control
Spiraling down a dark gloomy drain
The open wounds sting as a reminder
The hurt is unbearable
But I'm suppose to be in love
His problems have became my own
They tried to warn me but i did not listen
Now stuck in my mistake i have to right my wrongs
But i know it will hurt him
He says he cant live without me so its hard to leave
They say if your love in strong you can over come all odds
But not this time my love for him keeps sliping
I know i will miss him but i will live on
Is has to be done or i will no longer exist
I wrote this when I was with my ex, just found it.
Years ago a spark between two people glows red
Neither one of them knowing what the other really thought
Age was to blame for this
Once high-school was over the two became ghosts to one an other
Both going on with their life's and growing up
Many long years and bad relationships later
The guy sets out on a search for the one who which once had a spark
Finally finding her on a ever growing site on the web.
Him not knowing he found her at the right time
She had just been threw the worst 6 months of her life.
She reaches out for him with open arms and hopes for a new beginning
He works up the never to ask her out after many signals thrown his way.
The girl taken by surprise now can't be any happier
Now more grown up the girl is ready to this on and hopes for the best.