What I was doing to get thin and stay thin was starving myself.
And you can tell me body was fatigued and exhausted, I was working my balls off and now that I'm eating to my heart's content I've gained close to ten pounds in less than two days!
My body likes it at around 190 for some reason it feels it needs that bodyfat.
I'm about to get a lot more invasive with my diet, substance abuse, and exercise. My bodytype is about to get merked. It's going to be an ecto-mesomorph by the time I'm 41 years old. Endomorph sucks balls. Idk, can surgery add bone and make you forearms, wrists, hands, shins, ankles, and feet bigger? Can it make your elbows and knees thinner? Can it make your rib-cage, hips, and sternum smaller? That's about what I'd need to do. I think 20 years of this invasive new routine I'm starting might could alter my skeletal structure. It's the way it is because of lifestyle. Endomorph. Perfection isn't plausible, I'll be perfect looking when I'm 41 and rich like multi-billionaire rich. Hell, maybe even epi-genetics will remove this cleft in my chin and reshape my nose and make it smaller. 20 years of a lifestyle superior to even the most invasive hormone replacement therapies on the market can do shapeshifting wonders.
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
Last edited by KillaKassara on Nov 12th, 2014 at 08:08 PM
But in a far more compact and miniaturized form, like Brad Pitt in Troy's overall size but with that kind of muscularity and leanness. Brad Pitt wasn't nearly that defined in Troy, but his size and frame were where I want to be at. It's that perfect merger of definitive God-likeness.
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
So you like a little dry ole plumbers belly or a shriveled wad of gum?
This is perfectly far away from either.
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
I want every part of my body, including each and every muscle group, excluding fat, to be uber-visceral and pronounced. Out there, wow, you have to look at my guns admiration. I like being gawked at. I like making jaws drop. But not at the risk of having a lean, vibrant figure.
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"
All the drugs in the world cannot compete with a workout-a-holic.
I know some people who did it while eating junk food. This dude works out every second of the day.
That bio-electric feedback in the myofibrils, that's the key to everything. You get enough of it at an early age your testosterone will be at that perfect balance, but more than your tesosterone, more important at at least, are the messages your body sends to up follistatin. That comes from the nervous system/bio-electric feedback, it comes from the stimulation of brutalcore exercise.
__________________ "Compounding these trickster aspects, the Joker ethos is verbally explicated as such by his psychiatrist, who describes his madness as "super-sanity." Where "sanity" previously suggested acquiescence with cultural codes, the addition of "super" implies that this common "sanity" has been replaced by a superior form, in which perception and processing are completely ungoverned and unconstrained"