well, in the time I've spent on kmc.. I have been kind of a complete idiot, ****, and all around douchebag from time to time to you. And I'm sorry for being a stupid shit and causing you headaches from those times I reused to grow up and be an adult. I could have held some serious conversations with you and everyone else. But i chose to be a child. And for that. I am sorry. I dont know how to do serious sometimes, because I'm afraid people might try to be attached if they really knew me and for me it's a fear of mine. Even now with a family I try to push them away because I'm so afraid that if I lose them it will hurt, and it's easier to push people away and not get hurt.
For you, Axel, mg, and so many others who I honestly have liked and pushed away, time and time again. I've felt sorry for my actions, sorry for not trying to get to know you guys on a more personal level. Over the years kmc and this thread with you guys has been a home to me. A home that i could have helped make better. A home I could have added too but I decided over and over again not to do so.
So in all seriousness, I am sorry mitch. I am sorry for not building a bridge of real friendship. Not that it effects your life in anyway. But i feel regret for my actions. I'm glad I've had a chance to admire and respect you from a far. You've been a good person In My general direction. I'm sorry I haven't returned it. The adulthood and honesty that you've shown me.
then you're definitely thinking of someone else! are you saying we can't be dicks anymore?! that's a pretty dick thing to say about walshy. good ol dave is back at it!
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